Does it seem as if you do not belong anywhere, and yet you know that you must do something important, something special? Such are the feelings of this week and for a few days beyond. You have transitioned into the New Age/new earth. You are a different person than you were even a few weeks ago, but perhaps you have not yet found your niche, your role.
Even though you will discover your niche by listening to your inner-being, your physical self is disturbed by that thought. You see and sense the turmoil on earth – and you want to do your part to move earth into joy. Not tomorrow. Not next month – but now. A bit like the young men who immediately enlisted in both World Wars.
You know you have an important role to play in this wondrous transition. And you know the transition is happening now. So why have you not been called to duty, to action? Your wish to serve now is actually a piece of your joy. Similar to graduating from college with an engineering degree and finding a clerical job. Even though the clerical work pays your rent, you are itching to design and build.
And so you will when the time is right for you. You are a Lightworker creating a new world. We know our words have little meaning when you feel powerless to alter earth’s pain and fear. Please do not feel as if you are not contributing. Your ray of sunshine, your joy is magnified far beyond anything you can image. And yet, expressing your joy is not all you will do to help create this new earth.
You are a Lightworker transitioning at warp speed. But you are also a physical being. First your cells have to adjust to the new you. Secondly, you need to practice your new skills. A bit like receiving a prosthetic leg. You must practice walking with your new leg in a medical setting before you walk your dog in your neighborhood.
It is not that you must practice your New Age skills for months or years. Instead, you need to express your joy and the rest, including your global role, will follow. You are the Lightworkers and trail blazers moving at “warp” speed. But your physical being must process your new skills before you qualify for your global role. Even though you are onstage, the spotlight only hits the featured dancers. If you are a featured dancer, others expect you to know the answers to their questions about love and joy – you are blazing their trail.
And if you are waiting for the spotlight, you are most likely feeling as if you are not certain you will perform adequately. Of course, you will perform brilliantly, But it is not your turn. Your physical being is not ready to “walk the dog” with your new leg/new skills. You are on stage. Your physical being just needs a bit more time.
Have you enlisted. YES. But you have not yet been assigned to your group. You are a Lightworker/trail blazer who does not yet have a following – whether one person or millions - because your physical being needs more time to hone your skills. All of you will eventually be in the spotlight. Some a bit sooner than others. But all by the end of 2012.
Your frantic activity and fears about not being good enough or in the right place have nothing to do with when the spotlight reaches you. Your physical body is now dictating when you accept your global role. Think in terms of someone who wishes to parachute from an airplane. She may be a parachutist in her heart. But she cannot jump until she has acclimated her body by completing the required training.
And so it is for you. You are a Lightworker waiting for the spotlight to find you…as it will soon. As soon as your physical being successfully incorporates the rapid changes you are undergoing - including adding splinters of your totality and communicating through your heart.
So be it. Amen