I have just listened to your excerpt, and read part of one of your books.
I understand exactly what you are saying, but it does not translate well with words.
It is an abstract ,and because it is as such, it denies words to describe what I watched
and so painfully listened to you try to do.
Whew, If you are not evolved in the first place to understand, absoluetly, that all things are one
and the what you are calling an ego, may as well be a table,because, there are not words to describe what you are trying to convey.
I have traveled to other dimensions,and to explain this to others is rather the same thing.
What I experienced can only be what I experienced.
What you are so painfully trying to say, over and over again,in the same words is not translating to the person that does not already know this.
Somethings belie words.
I understand that you have had a very meaningful realization, and you feel the need to bring it to the masses.
I feel that perhaps the masses,are not yet ready for this. It will come in due time.
It is not necessary to try to speed it up.S Barba