Dear Eckhart & all,
Yes , this will make sense to those who it will make sense to .. and there are those who it will seem a foreign language. Yay - it happens to be my language at this time. So thank you kindly. The gigantic gem I got from watching this clip, Eckhart, is that my ENTIRE ( this incarnation anyway ) life I have been "sickened" by the word "goal" . I've avoided goals like the plague , which I have felt so much guilt over... and even been a tad persecuted over as I have been considered lazy or with no focus not only by others but by my self . I could occasionally wave it away by using the old - "oh well... that's what Pisceans are like " - but it has bothered me every minute that I was not goal oriented and made me "think" that that's why I was unsuccessful in this endeavor and that.... yet I had a sneaking suspicion that there was more to the fact that every time I heard the word goal or even thought about it I would literally feel like throwing up. OK - Thanks for that.... I feel much better ! I shall funnel the guilt over no goal energy into the now.
Dear Eckhart & all,
Yes , this will make sense to those who it will make sense to .. and there are those who it will seem a foreign language. Yay - it happens to be my language at this time. So thank you kindly. The gigantic gem I got from watching this clip, Eckhart, is that my ENTIRE ( this incarnation anyway ) life I have been "sickened" by the word "goal" . I've avoided goals like the plague , which I have felt so much guilt over... and even been a tad persecuted over as I have been considered lazy or with no focus not only by others but by my self . I could occasionally wave it away by using the old - "oh well... that's what Pisceans are like " - but it has bothered me every minute that I was not goal oriented and made me "think" that that's why I was unsuccessful in this endeavor and that.... yet I had a sneaking suspicion that there was more to the fact that every time I heard the word goal or even thought about it I would literally feel like throwing up. OK - Thanks for that.... I feel much better ! I shall funnel the guilt over no goal energy into the now.
Rita