Hey everybody,
I've been checking out this site since the start of this month when I was awaiting the next Kryon recording (since no recording came out during April.) and looking for a good site where there were Love-based Channeling's.(because frankly the fear-based ones kinda make my stomach churn and mind overturn)
And boy, am I glad I found this place, not only is it filled with just the information that I've been looking for, but also a very caring community of people whom i feel are very supportive and also going through the same things as myself. So I decided to join and post about something that I've been feeling on and off for some time now, and I was wondering if I could get some insight on it.
Let me tell you a little bit about myself, my name is Patrick (friends call me Pats) and I am 20 years old. and it's kinda hard to talk about things like these with my friends because it seems like none of them are going through the same shifts as me..
It seems as if none of them are even aware that anything is happening and sometimes I feel as if my body goes through these weird feelings, and they feel sort of like dimensional shifts, (but I'm not sure that's what it is) and I feel really uncomfortable, unstable sometimes, and I don't know what it means..
Sometimes I feel uneasy, nervous even (for no apparent reason) and feel things that are kinda heavy, especially when the feeling starts to happen and I don't understand it, and my mind starts bringing on the paranoia then i start to worry, and it sometimes turns out to be a hard night. Unless i stop it early on.
Sorry if I was babbling, I was just wondering if anyone here has felt anything like that and what do you do to get past it? Or if I could possibly use it to better myself or anything..
Any insight would be greatly appreciated..
Like I said, I'm pretty young and I don't really know anyone around who I can talk to about these things..
Any help would be great,
thanks.
Patrick
Posted on: 28 May, 2008 - 12:16
Hi all, just wondering...
Hi Patrick!!
Welcome to Spirit Library!
I could quote all you said as it's very close to what I have been experiencing myself. I can relate with not having many people to talk with about these things and these new feelings etc...and yes, seems like all the ones that are going through this type of change have friends that go in another direction completely! I guess is part of the game?
Don't worry about that though, I realized with "losing" my friends that I have found more me and that made me really happy! Nothing is better than following your internal guidance. Also that allowed me to find more like-minded people that matched who I really was, but still no crowd on the leading edge as someone would say
Still you don't need to really "lose" them just understand and make peace with where you are and were they are, everybody chooses different things to go through.
I remind you to be patient with yourself and the ones around too while you feel the changes in you, it will pass. There are waves and then you will reach the shore so to speak. You will find yourself more in balance and always knowing what is going on within you and 'adapting'.
So, you weren't babbling at all ....it was all familiar here!! I'm 27 now and all that started quite several years ago so I know how it feels! Welcome!!
Great to meet you!
Love,
Mariu
Hi Patrick
I can relate to your message too !
Im 40 and starting go through all the body shifts,weird feeelings etc about 7 years ago,and it was worrying to me at that age !
I remember i would be laying in bed at night,sleeping and i would wake to this,hard to explain,but like electric currents going through my head.It didnt hurt or anything,but it was scary ! I would lay there thinking Oh My God Im having a stroke ? Whats going on ? Do I wake my husband ??? All very weird and scary.
This happened a few times,always electric currents through my head,sometimes with a rushing noise in my ears.At the time i was in a spiritual group ( just had started on my psychic/spiritual development ) and upon mentioning what was going on,I was told it was part of ascension and that it was my crown chakra opening etc.At the time that answer felt right to me,and I guess it does now too.I did feel as though my body was adjusting itself ?
Keep talking,there are lots of us here listening.Im sure everyone can relate to your message in one way or another.
Love & Light
Rina
P.S I am envious Patrick. Learning and discovering all of this at a late age,,I often wished I had commenced this spiritual journey at about just your age !
Hello to you too, Mariu and Rina.
Thank you for your warm welcome and insights.
Indeed Mariu,
"seems like all the ones that are going through this type of change have friends that go in another direction completely! I guess is part of the game?"
^ I totally agree, after giving what you said much thought I now realize what they mean when they say "Anchors of Light", and after I came to that conclusion my heart sang, it was as if I was being told that this is what it was.
And would you happen to be referring to Abraham when you stated "no crowd on the leading edge as someone would say.."
Abraham-Hicks were one of the first things that I started listening to right after I saw The Secret, and before that I was actually trying to move things with my mind, LOL.
It was a friend of mine that actually showed me The Secret, and he was actually going down the same route that I was, and at that time I thought the route that I was supposed to find was the "Route to Enlightenment" and so he, a couple of friends and I would talk about The Secret and we would hold Attraction meetings..
But none of them are going through the same processes as me, even though we were all there at the beginning, it's like we aren't in the same place anymore.. and it's kinda confusing..
After listening to Kryon I found out that there are stages of enlightenment that people go through, and some people go through them all and some people don't. But everything's always good.
Rina,
I understand what you meant when you said "laying in bed at night,sleeping and I would wake to this,hard to explain,but like electric currents going through my head.It didnt hurt or anything,but it was scary !"
I, too, have woken to these feelings in my head at night before, and I'd tell myself, "I'm too young to die" Lol,
I'd actually try to suppress it, but having your Crown Chakra open does sound like what it actually could be..
It's funny how we freak out when we don't understand what's happening to us, we always automatically assume that it's something bad, and when we tell ourselves that it's something bad, then the fear comes in.. oohhh boy..
But I would get those feelings before, and now these heavy feelings that I feel are sometimes different, they actually feel like my spirit is loosening its grip on my body, and sometimes I feel as if I'm moving between dimensions, I know it sounds odd, but it's like my body isn't used to the other dimension yet so when I go between these places it's like my stomach/solar plexus area kinda turns around in knots..
Maybe I still have some lower energies within myself to resolve..
Thank you both for your kind words,
I'm really glad that I found this place it's filled with so much Love and Light in the air.
'til next time,
Pats
P.S. Please do not be envious Rina, for envy is not suited to your Magnificence.
There's a proper time and place for everything, and I'm sure that you came to awareness at the exact time that you planned to.
Thank you for your Light.
Much love.
Hi Pat,
Yes, It was Abraham-Hicks!! I love them very much!
I think I can relate again with your experience with your friends. When I started my "awakening" it was indeed through the help of a friend that gave me two of the most beautiful books: You can heal your life by Louise Hay and I AM by Saint Germain.
I guess that person in that particular moment was the answer that the Universe was giving to me for the deep questions I had been asking (angels are always around!), so you can imagine how thrilled I was and how cool was to be able to share that part of me with someone else.
For a bit we shared that but when I decided to go further with all that and keep reading, searching and learning was very disappointing to notice that she after a bit of fun with it was going on another direction, quite back to the normal routine. I couldn't be the same after and decided to go on. I think both of us are happy with our life and there was no talking about it either...just a gradual turning towards different directions, but inevitable. So I can understand you perfectly and I also I agree with you when you say that is like "not being in the same place anymore". I hardly meet my old friends even if they don't live that far away from my house! Different vibration? Kind of invisible to each other?
About what Rina shared....oh yes!! I've been freaking out for the strangest symptoms!! It has been indeed scary to feel things emotionally or in the body that you never felt before!! Thinking after maybe a bit funny even, but most of the times has been unsettling though...
I'm getting better personally in dealing with them...lots of breathing and thinking about nice things and simply a great desire to feel well and good usually helps. For example when the anxiety arises I start repeating that all is well and there are so many beautiful things around me; if happens at night and I wake up feeling weird I start appreciating my nice, warm, cosy home, my comfy bed, my soft pillow, my lovely room, the book next to me and so on...anything I can find that is little and simple and easy to appreciate without deep thoughts.....this helps sooo much!
thank you for this sharing Pat and Rina!!
much love
Mariu