Awareness of Your Levels of Vibration

Nama sika; venia benya   I AM the one, I AM the whole, I greet you beloved family! 

I reach out to each one of you.  Open and let yourself take a breath in, breathing in my love and my awareness.  I know how much you enjoy coming together for these journeys with me.  I too enjoy this time together and I enjoy and appreciate the way I am becoming more and more anchored upon the earth.

I will take this moment and say to you that whether there are technical glitches or not, I am always available to you.  I always reach out anytime that someone calls and invites me in.  I invite everyone to be very present in this moment, becoming aware of you within your physical body.  Feel your arms, your legs, feel your head, your torso, become very aware of each breath that you take in.  Feel your blood as it circulates throughout your body. 

This is your body.  This is what you have right now.  This is a part of your human creation in this lifetime.  While you are still so grounded upon the earth, take this opportunity and feel my love for you.  Feel my acceptance for you in this physical body, in this biology, and allow yourself to accept what it is to be fully grounded, to be in this place of your life, and let my love flow over and around and within you.

You are doing so much more as you integrate the energies of the universe, the energies of your divinity.  This awareness for you, while you are in the space in which you live, is a means of assisting you to move forward. 

Now that you have created this space and you have grounded those energies within you, release your consciousness and allow yourself to reach out and link with your higher self.  As you are linking within this space of who you are, you may feel the energies of the magnetic grid but this too is changing.  As each one of you expands into your higher self, you are actually aligning, yes within the magnetic grid, but more so at that level or that point at which it blends with the crystalline grid. 

Have a sense of expanding your awareness and look out to see the impulses of light that move through the magnetic grid as a means of communication.  So too from within that same space, look around and perceive your crystalline essence.  As you connect with this essence of who you are within the crystal grid, become aware of how your consciousness shifts - it expands. 

As if you have a sense of the magnetic grid on one side of you and the crystalline on the other, consciously bring that together within you.  Within your higher self, you are creating a balance of the earth bound energies within the gravitational pull and the crystalline energies that are without the gravitational pull.  You can feel how your consciousness may become at first a little bit confused or distracted, but breathe gently and easily within your physical body.  As you do so you send that balance or that anchoring into your higher self so that your perceptions within your higher self are more clear. 

This is something that you can do as you move through your days.  Many of you do this already.  My intention is to enhance your perception so that if you were unaware of it you may become aware, or so that you may become even stronger at working with your higher self. 

Consciously shift so that you completely release the energies of the earth plane.  As you do so you may find yourself shifting through the levels or the dimensions of the crystalline grid.  Take a moment to become aware of the level with which you vibrate.  This is a level that feels comfortable to you; this allows you to feel the expansion more so than you have ever before. Perceive what this is to you. 

Invite the soul plane to come into your perception within this crystalline grid.  You perceive that there was already an alignment between the soul plane and this grid work or these dimensions, but as you consciously invite the energies of the soul plane it opens you to a greater perception or awareness.  The soul plane moves through all levels and aspects that make up the consciousness of the universe.

You are now creating a space or a greater link with which you may align and open to perceptions.  As you look around, you recognise that feel of the soul plane.  Call forth your I AM presence.  As you do so allow your consciousness to expand to a degree that you more readily perceive yourself as your consciousness in this life, but also your divinity, your soul, you in all of your expansion.  Take this in and understand what it means to you.  Feel the self love, feel the compassion, the acceptance. 

I the Goddess come forth so that I may link with each one of you.  As I perceive your essence, I reach forth as if to embrace and I link my energies with you.  As I do so we all shift into the space of the All That Is.  Look around - this is enhanced and expanded through your conscious intention.

There is so much that you have each done as you've been upon this journey of your life.  You have each experienced periods of joy, periods of contentment; you've experienced times in which you were in pain.  Your emotions ran every aspect of the gamut. 

It is the intention as humans to open yourself to these unlimited potential of ways in which you may experience your life.  So many of you have come so far, take this moment and recognise that.  Some of you may feel as if you've come a distance, you've improved or you've shifted, but you are still stuck going around and around.  Yet others of you may feel as if you are just beginning this journey.  No matter where you are, no matter what has been going on in your life, this is a time for you to open up and feel the link within yourself to your divinity. 

You blended into your I Am presence, so your divinity is all around right now.  Your consciousness is giving you messages and information from as much as it is able to perceive, but there is even more.  Your consciousness is able to tap into but a small portion of who you are as your divine essence, therefore you take in that which you comprehend or that with which you are aware and the remainder remains unconscious to you. 

It may be that it is unconscious but you still are linked to and you may still receive information and perceptions.  Through your intention, open your consciousness wide and let the essence of your divinity flow through you.  You may perceive this as warmth or perhaps cool.  You may perceive it as sparkling colors or a sparkling white.  You may perceive this flood of energy from yourself, for yourself, as simply a presence and awareness. 

Let it soak into you.   You are completely accepted by your divinity.  It doesn't matter what has happened within this life, it doesn't matter any of those things that you judge yourself about.  Release the judgement.  Let go the pain.  Let go that sense of isolation.  As you do this be open and feel your divinity once more.  Feel it as it moves even deeper through your presence.

As you consider what is happening within your life, what is your perception?  Is there something you have been seeking to release?  This may be a relationship, an illness, it may be a pattern that you have found yourself stuck in for any period of time.  Whatsoever it may be, take this opportunity and simply acknowledge what's going on. 

As you link with yourself you may have a sense of perceiving these aspects of your life that we've just been linking with from that same perspective of you as a human.  Now as if to take a step back, reach up into your divinity, reach into your expanded I Am presence and re-look at your life.  Are there different pathways that you have available to you?  Are there different potentials that you have not noticed?  There is always going to be more than one potential available to you. 

Release any blinders; release any restrictions that you may have upon yourself.  Once more let a flow of energy move through and release those restrictions.  Look at your life.  Change the course or the path in which you have been moving.  You can do this.  These potentials are here for you.  Your life is about living whatever experiences you may have to the fullest.  What would assist you in this manner?  Look around.  So many people seek to have more within their life; more money, more relationships, more experiences.  All of this is entirely possible.

From the space of your divinity, allow your consciousness to align with the expansion that will assist you in having whatever it is you seek to have.  There is always a vibration which is emanated from you, from what you seek to have, and the relationship with everyone around you.  All of these vibrations emanate an energy or a wave form if you might want to call it that.  So as you are seeking to create change in your life, create a frequency, or fine tune the vibration so that you may receive what you seek to have.

As you consciously shift your vibration in such a way that you now perceive your life, perhaps it's having perfect health, perhaps having all the abundance, perhaps the relationships, perhaps the job.  Whatever it is, you now have it within your life and you are looking at it from this perspective.

Look around and take note of anything else that might be going on, perhaps whatever you perceive will assist you as you gather as much information as you need, then take it all into your consciousness.  Let it flow through you and then open up and perceive the essence of what this is.  This is the vibration of alignment with what you seek to have.  As you look around you, you become aware that you have a different perception of many different things within your life.  Feel the perception of everything already having been accomplished. 

Once more become aware of the thoughts that you have as you move through your day.  Do your thoughts focus upon what you do not have within your life?  What thoughts would be swirling through you if you did have this already manifested?  Can you feel the acceptance that it's already done?  And therefore your thoughts reflect that belief.

Breathe in a pattern or a vibration of this alignment.  Is there anything within your emotional body, any emotions that have kept you from being able to manifest what you seek to have?  Depression?  Anger? Fear? Frustration?  There is a vibration that emanates in alignment with any of those emotions.  Therefore if you find that that is where a great deal of your time is spent, then recognise that it is a different emotion or shall I say a different vibration than what it is to vibrate as if you have already accomplished what you seek to have. 

Now I recognise that so many of these emotions are just a part of your day, and you may tap into any of those emotions at any given point and it's not going to have an effect upon your vibration.  The times in which it has an effect is when you spend a great deal of your day within the energy of those emotions, or if the focus once more is upon the things that have not been happening within your life.  Breathe this in.

In this moment be open and aware of what is occurring within your life and then feel yourself shift through your conscious intention to these emotions or the vibration that is in alignment with what you seek to have.  I see amongst the vast majority of you transformations that are taking place as if coming in from two different directions - that which you seek to manifest and that which is who you are.  And as you move towards one another they shift until they find a vibration that allows for an encounter to occur. 

We do this within this space because it's easy to shift the energies and it's a space where anything is possible.  As you move through your life upon the earth, I encourage you to let go of this type of control.  I encourage you to simply be aware of how you are feeling, what your thoughts are in any given moment, and then release anything that keeps you from feeling happy, joyful or perhaps a sense of peace within your life. 

Everything that you have been doing upon this journey has been about opening and expanding your awareness.  Through that allow your perceptions to find that same alignment. 

As a group I encourage you to come back together.  As you do so perceive the many levels of perception or levels of awareness that are around you.  Perceive how everyone comes together.  There is such diversity amongst all of you, and yet the common thread is that you as a human choose to consciously create within your life and you choose this deeper connection within yourself. 

You are fully loved and supported by your divinity as you are creating within your life.  It is coming from within your divinity.  Within this group perceive the hologram of the earth.  As it moves within the center of each of you, you have a perception of that which represents the earth but also those outer dimensions that are now becoming integrated within the earth.

Send forth into this hologram that which you seek to manifest for yourself.  I also invite you to send forth the love, the acceptance, the awareness that is here for you from within your divinity.  The more that each one of you send this into the hologram, the more potential it creates for the rest of humanity upon the earth.  The earth itself takes on the light, the vibration, the essence of all of this. 

Lady Gaia comes forth.  We have a perception of her this time as becoming more translucent.  She is also integrating more and more of these crystalline energies.  She has always had access to the many different dimensions around and within the earth itself.  But even her perception or her awareness is expanding because of so many more of you, the humans, who are linking to this expansion within your own consciousness.  While she shows a potential to you, she also is able to benefit from your own personal growth.  Everything is interrelated. 

She moves back within the hologram.  The hologram itself shifts, it moves down through those levels of dimensions of the crystalline grid, it links with the magnetic grid.  From there it moves into the center of the earth.  As it does so, there is an even greater blending.  It moves into that crystal within the center of the earth, it moves out through all the levels of the earth and throughout all the levels of that which is upon the earth.

Feel it within yourself, feel it within your higher self.  And there is an aspect of that energy that even comes back up here within this group. 

Release this space of the All That Is.  Allow your attention to shift in such a way that you move back through the soul plane.  Take a moment and let your awareness take in the much greater amount of your I AM presence that you are now able to perceive.  So too within the soul plane you have all the knowledge and all the vibrational essence of that which you seek to shift within your life.  Allow that essence to consciously move with you as you move through the crystalline grid into the magnetic grid.  Take a moment and with your conscious intention, align with your higher self that is within this space.  As you do so, once more let your consciousness send forth an alignment to what you seek to have within your life. 

From here, within your higher self, you are in alignment.  Those energies continue to shift until your consciousness comes back within your physical body.  As your consciousness moves back within the energies of who you are, it may feel as if there is something not quite in alignment, so consciously shift the alignment of your human self so that you are in alignment or in balance with what you seek to have in your life.  Let that move through your physical body into your cellular structure.  Let it move through your emotions, let it move through your mental body, through your thought process and into that expanded spiritual essence of who you are.

Everything is in balance in this moment.  Breathe in and out from your heart so that you shift that focus, that alignment, into all of the energy bodies that make up you the human in this life.  Breathe those energies back within you.  You can ground within, and release those energies of expansion so that you may be more fully present and grounded in this moment. 

I now invite you to come back within the room.  If you would like to ask me a question, you may press *7 upon your phone and I am open to receive. 

Question: (paraphrased) Hello Goddess?  I have an interest in creating objects that are blended together in a resin that is a mixture of metals and crystals together.  I have a real strong desire to move in that direction.  Do you see some relevance in what I'm doing or moving in that direction?

Answer:  Yes, as we're looking at this we have a sense of you as the alchemist as you have been in a number of lifetimes.  This blending of resin or the metals and crystal is something that you have done a number of times in the past but this is the first time you have this degree of the crystalline vibration and part of the reason things have not been going as easily is because of the energy of the setting in which you work with this.  Now there are several things I'd like to tell you about this.  If you in your meditation would link with your I AM presence and go back within the little ‘corridors' within your divinity if you want to call them that; where you actually have access to ways in which you did this before.   You are limiting yourself in your way of opening to perceive that.  We sense that this information is hovering around you and you need to allow it to come in.  That is the first thing we wanted to mention. 

The next thing we wanted to say was that we sense when you are getting ready to work with these crystals and metals; if would actually raise the vibration in the room in which you are and raise the vibration of that with which you work - we see you working with a container in front of you - if you would shift the vibration of that and consciously raise it to such a degree that the crystalline elements will be able to sustain the energy it will make it easier to blend these.  We sense that they break down before you can use them.   We're not sure how you will do that, but we sense it will help; to raise the vibration.  You can raise the vibration of anything by consciously linking with it, then consciously shifting it into a higher vibrational essence.  In addition we have a sense of you cleaning out the room, cleaning out excess energies that are there as a result of living and various things you have done in the past.  We sense you've worked with a lot of things so if you clean out anything that didn't work or is old; it's a way of helping you to raise the vibration.

So this is something you are going to accomplish. This is the time for this to happen.  We see you using this as art.  But we also see that is something that can be worked with and used as a means of conducting energy. Conducting energy in such a way as to create light, power; it's actually limitless, these potentials.  Whether or not the rest of the world is ready for this, we cannot say.  But we want you to know by seeing these various potentials for this that the potentials are limitless.  Our main answer to you about all this is that you have more within you that is there and available to help you with this.  If you will expand your potential about why you are doing this and raise the vibration it will all assist you in bringing this into being.    (Thank you!)  You are welcome. 

Question: (paraphrased) Thank you for that great meditation.  I know that other question is going to really help me also.  I am one who's emotional body tends to over ride everything I do.  As of late I've been extremely high and low and I don't have the physical vitality to clean up the space as you were just saying.  I seem to be very scattered.  I seem to be catching myself earlier, but I'm asking if you have anything specific you can share that will help me and others to be in the midst of all the shifting and changing to be in a space of centeredness. 

Answer: We thank you for this question because it is something that affects many people.  First and foremost, you are a very strong empath.  So some of these emotions that keep you out of balance and keep you off centered from yourself are not even your emotions; they are the emotions of the people around you and the collective consciousness.  Now it may be it triggers something within you and you think it's your emotion, but we see you've done so much work upon yourself and have worked very diligently to release the old emotion.  When it feels to you like you are stuck and still going around the circle that says you have not yet released it; our sense is yes you have released it, but your vibration or energy body is still in that mode.  So now you are picking up the energies of other people who are aligned with that old mode.   Does that resonate with you?

Yes, definitely.

Okay, so the key to going forward from here is to recognize you have done the work, you have done the release, you are ready to move in a new direction and when you consciously take a few minutes be it every morning or several times during the day;  to breathe within yourself and expand through your heart.  Let the breath flow through you and consciously bring into your mind the state of peace and well being, that state of feeling good! You have created a deeper link to that from within your divinity during the journey tonight so that you may more easily align with it.  Then just let that energy flow over you; be it for a few minutes or as long as you need to do so.  As that energy is flowing over you, what you are going to do is release anything that is not your own or release any old patterns.  This is assisting you in shifting your vibration into what you are right now and what you are seeking to move into.  Does that make sense to you? 

Yes, thank you. 

We have a sense that sometimes things seem to blind side you or you don't know where it came from. If something seems to come from out of nowhere most likely that is what we're speaking of that is not your own.  So, if something comes out of nowhere, be aware of saying ‘nope, that's not my own'.  You can always question yourself and see if it is yours, but the vast majority of the time, it is not.  Then whatever it is that is bothering you; you can link with, breathe in and as you breathe out, you can gently send it away from you, letting it move on.  Your vibration is already raised and at a significant level, so it's only the time when you get caught in these emotions that it pulls it down to a lower vibration than your norm.  By gently letting it go, it allows you to bounce back into the level where you normally vibrate so that you can go about your day. 

Thank you.

You are welcome.  We are giving you a download with this to reinforce what we are saying.  First of all be always gentle with yourself.  Secondly remember that you are truly linked with your divinity.  You do have the means to love and support to find this means within your life. 

Thank you very much!   You are welcome.

Question (paraphrased): This is my first time on the call, thank you very much for the wonderful experience.  I have experienced a great many shifts that I am consciously aware of, I'm sure there is even more.  I have a question about where my life is going.  I have spent the last year healing my health, my emotion, my relationships and even other lifetimes.  I have released negative patterns and have come full circle.  I would like to live my soul purpose. 

Answer: As you were speaking of this and we were looking at your energies and following what you said, we had a number of things we'd like to share with you.  First of all, as you said you have released on many different levels.  At this point we actually have a sense of you being disconnected within yourself.  It's as if as you released so much within yourself it has become compartmentalized.  It's as if that is over there, that's over here; all separated.  We have a sense that many different aspects of you are disconnected.  It was not your intention, but because everything was so intensely felt.......there was so much intensity around all that you did as much as you could, then said step to the side I'm going on the next thing. 

What we would like to do is invite you to with us here surrounding you, supporting you; to close your eyes and take a deep breath in.  As you are breathing in, have an awareness of drawing to you those various healed aspects that represent everything you let go of this past year.  We have a sense of seeing you as a human drawing back into you the person who has moved past those relationships, the person who has moved past that illness, the person that has moved past those emotions; this is but to name a few.  So as you are consciously breathing, we see you as we speak of this, coming back together.  You are coming back from that over expanded and disconnected state. 

Everything is now coming back to rest within you.  As this is occurring, consciously affirm that this is what you seek to have in your life; this state of being healthy, this state of being aware of your emotions and choosing emotions that bring you joy, abundance and all that you seek to have within your life. As that is now swirling through you, you can feel how all that you have worked for is now coming to fruition and coming into a greater balance within you.  This is also a means of bringing back together everything that occurred on the journey tonight because that was much of what the journey was about for you.  You had not yet done it on the physical plane.  So does this feel better for you? 

Yes it does.

As you go through your days and if anything pushes you out of the space of what you are feeling right now, recognize that you have become disconnected.   Breathe it once more into you.  Bring yourself back into balance.  If it's anything that has kept you out of balance, you let it go by the wayside just as we said to the other individual.  When you focus on the vibration and you breathe centeredness within you that is of the space of good health or whatever you are seeking to have; that is when those things that come out of habit will no longer stick with you because you are shifting your vibration. 

We support you in all that you have done and we honor you.  We think you know what you have done but it's actually greater than what you realize.  We also want to tell you to take a little vacation if you can!  What we mean by that is take a vacation from all this work you've done on yourself and that you've gone through.  See if you can find some times during your day when you can be on a little hiatus.  Let yourself float.  Let yourself feel the peace.  Let it all just wash over you because there is nothing else you need to do.  Just let yourself BE what you have done over the past year. 

So what you are saying to me is that now I'm in a place where I need to go with the flow and let things unfold?

That's another way of looking at it, yes.  Remember, much of what you let go of is this harsh judgment of yourself and your experiences.  By going with the flow and accepting who you are you are releasing the judgment.  You ARE enough, you have done enough.   Alright, well thank you for that question.

Thank you so much for your help and support.       You're welcome. 

Question: (paraphrased) Greetings and thank you for our journey tonight!  I would like to experience the higher potentials that we have spoken of tonight.  I'm wondering if my mental body and my alter ego are still resisting me so that I'm not able to draw these experiences to myself. 

Answer:  You have come so very far from when we first began working with you.  Your ego and alter ego as you speak of them have actually worked very diligently to move into this new individual that is you.  So when you say you want to know these higher potentials and what occurred on this journey; yes there is still that degree of resistance within you. But we also see how you continue to waffle back and forth between what you choose to have in your life and being in the moment and feeling like everything is great.  Then you might have another day when you get smacked with ‘but it's just not working, I'm not opening up, I don't do this, I don't do that'; this puts you back in the pattern.  When we spoke during the journey of how your thoughts can affect your reality and your vibration, we said you can tap into things periodically and it won't affect your vibration.  But in your case you go into that space of doubting and thinking it's not going to work and in doing so you give it more energy than it needs to have.  We think you are doing beautifully. 

We think in your dream state you are wide open and you bring into you so much more energy and information.  So it is working.  These energies are around you and these potentials are available to you and while you are unconscious of them, they just need to slip into your conscious thoughts.  So yes on the one hand we could say it's your ego and alter ego that are holding you back; but we don't need to give them any more energy than what they already have.  If you will take the opportunity and work with feeling compassion, work with feeling that levels of your divinity coming down into your human self, we're saying in a state of meditation, and take that opportunity to let your ego see who you are.  You may say ‘see? This is who I am, this is good and this is safe, this is okay!'  In this way you are consciously working with your ego, speaking to it as if in the 3rd person, to assist it in becoming comfortable with this greater expansion.  You have been doing this throughout your journey in this lifetime.  That is why you have expanded as you have; you were actually much more shut down than you are now.  You are sitting on a plateau right here and before you can move to this next step your ego needs to become comfortable with who you are in your divinity. 

That would be my recommendation.  For you to feel love for yourself, feel the compassion, release the resistance that comes up when you think things are not working and then consciously work so that your ego can greater understand who you are in your divinity. 

Thank you so much for these insights!   You are welcome. 

Question: (paraphrased)  I was going to ask if you could help me continue to release life having to be so difficult.  I'm also wondering if the cold is part of my way of clearing things out. 

Answer: The cold feels very much like it's a clearing out and a releasing process.  The aspect of you that has the perception of life being so difficult is the ego or personality aspect of you.  As you are aware the human self which is very much your mental body, your thoughts, your beliefs, your ego; those aspects that knows what it knows and doesn't like change, is the part that is holding you back or keeping you in resistance.  We also have a sense you have been working with your belief systems and have released a great deal.  We see you as if you are in a spiral.  You release, you move up into a place of feeling good, then something pulls you back down within the spiral again.  Then you feel as if you go through that whole process of struggle to get where you were.  We see you doing this over and over and over again.  We feel your frustration because you get to where you feel good and wonderful and everything flows---then you ask why can't you stay there, what's happening.  Just as we spoke of with the other individual, it's as if you have a conversation inside of yourself with that perception of your human self that gives you such a hard time.  We'd like you to bring it forth and love it and nurture it!  As with anything in life, when it feels neglected or out of control it screams out and makes itself known in the loudest way and it takes you into that space of feeling the pain and struggle within your life.  So in order for you to shift it in a more a permanent manner if it can become more consciously aware of your divinity.  We feel this is a relationship that is very well known within yourself.  You are very conscious of your divinity but you get tired so you get pulled back within the old pattern.  In order to keep from staying there for any length of time, allow your human self to remember that you divinity is there, your divinity is a part of you, your divinity is who you truly are and the ego or personality is a reflection of who you are.  You are choosing to reflect in a manner that has greater ease that has perfect health that reflects whatever you choose to have in your life.  We know that you do this but we have a sense you go back and think it doesn't work -- again, the thought process or belief system. By being gentle, loving, self nurturing are the words we want to use; we have a sense in your case that it's important for you to acknowledge ‘yes there have been difficult times, yes there has been struggle in my life and yes it feels like things are constantly alluding me'.  You acknowledge it and that gives that aspect of you to feel the acknowledgement it needs.  Then you will say ‘but this is where I choose to go from here' and in that way you are showing this is a new horizon, this is a new pathway and that you are choosing to go in that direction....... I'm not explaining this well, but I sense you know what I mean.  (She acknowledged that she does.)

Coming back to just a few words, it would be self love and compassion.  If you have nothing else, when you feel down; just fill yourself with the energy of love, the light of love, that compassion that you have for who you are.  We see this as a spiral that is coming to an end quite frankly.  We see that you have ended this before and that this is one last harrah and you will get out of here.  That is honestly what this feels like.  It doesn't feel like a pattern that will continue for years to come, it feels like it is ending to us. 

Thank you very much.  I am beginning to feel he same way that it is coming to an end. 

Excellent!  You are much more the creator of your life than you have ever been before.  So believe in yourself and trust in this creation that you are making for yourself.

Thank you.  You are welcome.

All right, so with that we will bring this evening to a close.  I reach out once more, one last time, I touch each of you, I send my love, I send my embrace.  I believe in you.  You are each deeply connected to your own divinity.  Let that be your reality.  Let yourself vibrate with the essence and the energy of love, of potentials and of awareness.  You are divine, you are glorious, you are shifting your vibration as we speak. 

I am ever with you and within.

Ansaluia