Nama Sika; Venia Benya. I am the One; I am the Whole.
I greet you beloved family! Welcome to our time together. Welcome to this time of celebration upon the earth.
There are many, many different types of celebration that occur at this time of year. During the ancient times, especially in the northern hemisphere, the winter solstice was the shortest day of the year. Therefore, people would consciously bring in celebration, bring in light, bring in a time of community, a time of being together.
Over the years, through various religions, there have been many other times of celebration that occurred at this time of the year. So for whatever your belief is, I send you my greetings. I send you my energy. Feel me as I celebrate right alongside of you.
The past six months upon the earth have been an extremely pivotal time. The earth itself has moved through the quantum leap, or the quantum shift. What occurred with this as everyone is very well aware was the shifting of the vibration from within the center of the earth outward. This has affected the relationship with all the other planets in your solar system. It has affected the relationship within the animal communities, the human communities. So, too, the weather patterns, the trees, the grass. Everything upon the earth which is living has been affected by what's taken place.
The next six months upon the earth are going to be somewhat more settling than what the past has been. But indeed as these vibrations settle into place or become even more prominent than what they are the average person who is not yet conscious are the ones who are going to become more and more affected.
Each of you who have been so conscious of your personal growth, of who you are, you've been seeking answers. You have been consciously choosing to expand your beliefs; expand your awareness because you are choosing to live upon the earth from within your soul essence.
You may find that certain aspects of your life will now settle down. You may also find that it feels as if you've stepped on the fast lane and things are speeding up and there are more and more things happening around you.
Part of the gift of being on earth at this time is that you have more choices than you ever did before. There's an even greater potential for you to be able to understand who you are, to expand further, to move in whatever direction you may seek to move. You also have the choice to slow down. You have the choice to say, "I'm going to back off." You have the choice to say, "I choose ascension and expansion but without the trauma and the extreme shifts."
So, therefore, one might say, this expansion, this movement into the fourth dimension, or this new age, or this new space is allowing you way more potentials than you've ever had. So choose what's right for you.
I invite you all to come together as a group. Allow yourself to center within your physical body. Breathe into your heart center and then breathe downward, linking with all aspects of your physical body.
I invite you to now breathe upward, allowing your heart center to expand up across your shoulders, your arms and around your head. Allow yourself to truly feel your physical body. And let yourself anchor within.
Once you have done this, you can more fully allow your consciousness to release this physical body. It is anchored; it is secure.
Allow yourself to move into the space of the magnetic grid. As you do so, you link with the energies of your higher self. You find yourself expanding and you look around you. Perceive the energies of this space; perceive what it means to you.
I invite you to release the magnetic pull of the earth. Move through the interlocking grid so that you may once more link with the energies of the crystalline grid. Feel the vibration. As you pause here, feel as if your consciousness is breathing in the energies that are emanating from this space. It filters through you. All those receptors within you, which have been aligning with the crystalline grid, come to life. They sparkle; they align.
From here, shift your consciousness once more. You may move through the column of light if you so choose. Allow yourself to move into the space of the soul plane. As you emerge feel what this is to you. Let yourself feel as if you expand in every direction. And I invite you to call forth your I AM presence.
For some, it's as if you immediately merge; others may have a perception of seeing yourself walk towards you. Let yourself merge so that you may completely link with the energies of your divinity; your soul essence.
You can feel that you expand even further. You may also have a sense of a great deal of knowledge floating around you, swirling around you. This is you; this is here for you.
I now move into the space. I reach out and embrace you. I flow my love, my acceptance, my caring into you. Allow yourself to receive.
As you blend with me, you may find yourself moving into the All That Is. Look around. Where are you? Be open to sense whatever may be within this space. There are angels; there are guides; there are other aspects of you who have come to join with you at this time.
Each of you has expressed an interest in knowing more fully who you are within your divinity. Sometimes you seek answers in other lifetimes that you may have had. Other times you simply wish to know who you are, why you're here and what is happening.
I therefore am going to assist you in being able to create a link or create a connection so that you may more fully know. As an I AM presence, you are full, you are complete; this is all of your soul essence. Each of you has been in existence for what might be considered thousands of years, if not millions of years. It's somewhat hard to judge as there is no time until you come into the perspective of the earth.
I simply invite you to know that you are an old soul that has had many, many, many experiences throughout the universe, on the earth, as angels, as teachers. There is very little that you have not done.
I invite you to consider your soul as if it's a brilliant diamond that is filled with many different facets. This diamond in the core essence of it, the center of it, has a flame, or a spark that shimmers. That is you. You created that very first spark through becoming a consciousness and then choosing to see where that consciousness was going to go.
Emanating from that spark in the center of this diamond, you have those multitudes of facets. Each facet represents an experience which has had an effect upon your soul essence. As you look deeply into this diamond, it's as if you look deeper and deeper and deeper. Each facet reflects off the other.
As with this diamond, everything is interconnected. I invite you to place your consciousness within the center of the diamond. Let yourself feel the warmth, the love, the embrace as you merge with that spark. As you merge with that spark know that from within the very core essence that there is complete love, complete support and complete awareness of you, the human, and of what is occurring to you in this lifetime. Open to feel what this is. Open to know yourself from within the very depths of who you are.
I now invite you to look outward. You may have a perception of specific lifetimes. You may rest your consciousness on one particular facet and you receive a perception.
I would like for you to become aware of the complete lack of judgment that is within this space. As you are tapping into the various life existences, you may have perceptions of lives that you, as a human in this time, may not particularly like. When you view it from within the center of this space, you perceive only that it was an experience.
Allow your consciousness to move all the way around, looking up, looking down, looking around you. Truly as much as you are able to perceive from within here, there is even more that, as yet, you have not been able to perceive. There is only so much that as a human perspective you are able to take in.
I would like to share with you, so that you may be able to see it for yourself, how you may have an impact through the ways in which you are living your life. You still remain within this diamond in the center of your soul, your divinity.
Bring to your mind, your current life that you are living right now; the first things that come to your mind. Look at how it's reflected from within the diamond. If there are things that you struggle with, perhaps health, perhaps money, perhaps relationships, looking from within your divinity consider that aspect of your current life. There are two things that come across as I perceive each one of you doing this. There is an aspect that aligns within this diamond from a space of acceptance. This is what it is at this time in your soul or in your life.
And through acceptance and allowing, it's just there.
There's another aspect of that that seems to dim the energies to a degree. Through your own perception of struggle, of ill health, of pain, whatever it is that brings you down as a human, it also dims the energy within your diamond.
From within this space, I invite you to take this moment and release those energies. Feel as if you are breathing in, then as you breathe out release the energies that you may have; whatever it is-pain, loneliness, discouragement. Whatever it is that is holding you back in this moment. Let yourself release. Come back within this space, nurtured within the center of your soul and look at your life again.
You may still have issues with your health, but look right beside it is a parallel path that gives you another alternative. You may consciously choose what you want. Your divinity is showing you there's more than one potential. If you struggle with finances connect with where that is from within this crystal. Then, once more, look at the immensity of abundance that is all around you. It is here; it is present. It is a parallel path that's available to you.
So too, relationships; if you are struggling with relationships, if you feel as if you are alone or lonely from within here; open to your awareness. Open to a perception that you are not truly alone. Feel the love; feel the caring. Let go the burden that it feels like to be alone. Whatever it may be, there is always more than one potential available to you. From within this center, from this deep connection within yourself, know that this is showing you, is amplifying for you, new potentials, new awareness. And everything you are seeking to do is already accomplished within this space. So look; look around.
This time of the year is when I oftentimes enjoy looking back to see what the past year has brought for you. Consider your life. Take this opportunity to be able to consider this past year with all the amplitude, with all the facets, with all the assistance that you have with this deep connection.
You may, as you look at your life, see a pattern. It may be a pattern of disappointment; a pattern of seeking to manifest what doesn't happen. Consciously choose to shift that pattern right now at this moment. Consciously choose to be wherever you want to be, to have whatever you seek to have.
Looking forward to the upcoming year put forth what you seek to manifest. From within, look around. Ask yourself, "Is there anything you need to know? Is there anything you need to do in order to manifest what you are creating in this moment?"
Some of you may have a very specific idea. Others may be open to whatever comes your way. I once more invite you to shift your focus until you are within that spark, that flame, that very center of this diamond, which is you.
Allow your consciousness to grow. As your consciousness expands, that diamond or that spark, becomes smaller and smaller. With every breath that you take, your consciousness grows larger and larger. Soon that diamond that represented your I Am Presence has become a particle, or an energy. And it now represents your expanded soul essence. Bring that into your consciousness; bring it in as if you are putting it into the heart of your consciousness. Allow it to merge. Allow that spark, that warmth, that love to emanate out so that every aspect of your consciousness is filled with the alignment, and filled with the knowledge of who you are.
You are a glorious soul essence. You already have everything you seek to have in your life. As a human, you have the ability to make choices every day that you walk upon the earth. Allow those choices to be conscious. Allow those choices to integrate everything which is you from within your divinity, but also, you, the human, who is walking upon the earth.
This lifetime that you are in right now is where your focus is. Allow it to be everything you want it to be. Release resistance. You have just come from within the center of your divinity. You know that you are magnificent. You are truly glorious. And you are filled with light. Allow that to be fully who you are.
I invite you to now shift your consciousness that you may join us in a party. There is a celebration going on. And as you are aware whenever we celebrate within this realm the celebration goes on and on and on.
Let yourself feel as if you are coming in to join the others who are here. There are many of you who are the humans, but there are also the ancient ones, the order of the arc, the crimson counsel, the White Brotherhood, the Order of Melchezidek, and on and on and on. These are the angels. These are the guides that you have been working with throughout this lifetime. Most especially during the last six months of the quantum leap, you have had a very close contact with all of them.
Now that everyone is gathered, we would like to first of all salute you. We clap, we yell, we raise our arms. We toast you. We honor you for who you are. The shift which has taken place upon the earth is absolutely phenomenal. And it could not have happened without you, the humans, doing everything that you have done.
There's such emotion that wells up within me as I consider how other shifts have occurred upon the earth. Even as it was put forth that this shift had the potential to be done peacefully, smoothly, somewhat easily, we never dreamed it would go as smoothly as it has. We know that the reason it has been what it is, is because of you.
Each of you as a single individual may be thinking, "Oh, but I'm just one human." No, Beloved. You are not just one human. You are part of a group of hundreds of thousands, who are conscious. You are part of a group of millions who are semi-conscious, aware that something's happening; we don't know what. And you are part of a group that is with these, who are in the non-physical form.
Many of you walk hand in hand with everyone who is here. You chose this life upon the earth at this time. You know from being within your own divinity that you have the knowledge; you have the experience. And you made the choices. Thank you for that. Thank you for choosing love. Thank you for choosing peace. Thank you for choosing to believe in yourself, even if there are times in which you don't feel you are one hundred percent there. It's okay. Having the intention is the first step.
So believe in yourself. Trust yourself. Live your life with your heart filled to overflowing with love, with awareness, with the knowledge that you are God; you are Goddess; you are the angels. All of these have been within that diamond of your soul. All of these have been experiences that you have had at one point or another. Let yourself believe. Let yourself open up. When you do, you are without struggle. When you believe in yourself everything else falls into alignment. When you love yourself miracles occur.
If there are times you don't feel you can fully love yourself, then feel compassion. Allow the love to come in through compassion. I love you. I embrace you. I fully support everything which is you.
Look around. The party is always going on. Some of you have chosen party hats. You've chosen those blowers that make noise. There is confetti that falls. It's always midnight, if you want it to be. This is a celebration of you. This is a celebration for everything which has occurred.
Let yourself stay and party as long as you would like. You are also welcome to come back at anytime you may choose. I stand here with my heart wide open, perceiving everything that's going on within this space. There's dancing. There's talking. There's laughter. There's serious discussion taking place between two people or a group in other places. Anything goes.
You will probably leave an aspect of yourself within this space. I do invite the rest of your consciousness to come with me. As you form this space, as you form this group, see emerging from within, the hologram of the earth. It's emerging in such a way that you may still have a sense of the various dimensions which are taking place upon the earth. The majority has moved into the fourth dimension. There are other aspects which continue to remain in the third dimension.
See all that is here and as you do so, transmit the energy of blending. As you, yourself, are fully connected within your soul essence, so, too, are you fully blended and balanced. Transmit that vibration into this hologram.
We see these various aspects aligning until there is but one earth. Gaia comes forth as she emerges from here. She, too, has been at the party with many of you. She's smiling; she's joyful. She reaches out to embrace you. And as she does so, she's transmitting to you a message. It may be something personal. It may be that she's inviting you to reconnect to the earth; to feel the earth and to know the earth.
Once she has blended or linked with each one of you, she shifts her focus so that she returns to the inside of this hologram. As she is blending with the hologram, it takes on an even more illuminated light.
The hologram itself moves down. It moves into the center of the physical earth. As it passes through the magnetic and the crystalline grids, there are aspects that remain in place. But this hologram moves into the earth. And as you are looking and perceiving the earth, Gaia shows you the spark; that essence which is she. See it twinkling from within.
There is an immense crystal within the earth, which continues to be activated more and more and more. She is sparkling to you from within that crystal. Feel it within yourself. She then sends that vibration, emanating out from there. It moves through the grass, the trees, the rocks, the oceans into every human; every animal upon the earth.
Let your focus now return to where you are within this group. Transmit your energy or the essence of who you are, to another individual, if you so desire. Or transmit your intention; just sent it out to the universe from here.
As you are ready to do so, allow your focus to shift in such a way that you return to the soul plane. As you return within this space, allow yourself to perceive how it has expanded. You can perceive a greater amount of who you are. You can see that spark within you as it shines forth from within this space.
Allow yourself to shift once more, touching briefly in the crystalline grid. As you are ready to do so, move forward, linking with the magnetic grid. And you are once more within that pull of the earth.
Let your consciousness move once more back into your physical body. You may need to expand the energy fields around you, so that you are able to look around or perceive this greater amount of your consciousness.
As you bring your consciousness back into your physical body, once more bring that aspect of that spark. Let that spark, that core aspect of who you are within your divinity, merge fully with your heart center. Allow it to move into your heart center. Let it emanate, moving outward from there.
Allow your physical body to be fully in alignment with who you are in your divinity. As you move out from there, allow your mental body, your emotional body, and then, of course, you are linking with your spiritual. Let all of these energy bodies that make up who you are right at this moment, in this life, let everything flow back and forth in a very balanced manner.
You are balanced in every way, shape or form. Let that balance emanate, moving out through your life. If you find yourself being knocked off-balance, then breathe deeply. Reconnect with that spark within you and let that energy flow outward from you, so that you may once more be balanced and focused and centered within.
I invite you all to come together as a group.
As you are grounding, as you are coming back within this space, I invite you to once more come back within this room. You may press *6 upon your phone which will return you to the conference room and I am open to receive questions.
Question: (paraphrased) This was a great class because I've been in the midst of a struggle of all that you brought up tonight. Perhaps you can shed more light on my finances and my life. Work has dropped of tremendously. I want to move forward, but I don't have the finances to do that. I'm not sure what I should do.
Answer: Okay, give us a moment to connect with you. As we do so, we'd like you to take this moment and go inside and truly connect with that spark. We see it right there within your heart center. As you do that, with every breath that you take, allow peace to move through you. There you go, we can feel you shifting and calming with this moment, with this talking about this, with this reminder. We appreciate your words to us about this journey. You are not alone in everything that is happening to you and that is one of the reasons we felt now was an appropriate time to do this.
In looking at you, you have put forth for 6-9 months that you were seeking to have a change in your life, but were unsure in which direction to go. We see that you have been taking classes to become a healer, what we should say is you are already a healer and you are taking classes to create a greater foundation so it might be something you can use in terms of business. There is very much an aspect of you which is in the general world, in the general community; the business that you already have. Part of the reason it is not supporting you as much anymore is because you are as you said split between two dimensions or these two aspects of yourself. We can see the stress with this; we can see the problem with this. We would encourage you to take some time, perhaps a day, an hour, a few minutes; it's hard to say how much time you might need. Take the time to truly embrace the life and career that you have had; the career, the work, the connections. Let yourself take the time to honor it so that it may continue to do more to support you. We sense there is more business around you but because your focus is shifting, looking in a new direction, it's like you are looking out the window and with tunnel vision, you do not see what is there. We sense this is something that will give you an immediate income as you are continuing to set up this foundation. We do have a sense of your house selling; it does not feel like a foreclosure to us. We do have a sense of you choosing to sell your house in part for the finances, but also as a means of letting go of where you are so that may move in a new direction. We see you moving to a different location, perhaps closer to the ocean if that is what resonates with you, we also see something else. We just see movement around you. In the short run, we want you to realign with what you have had in your life so it can continue to support you. As you do that, let yourself feel a balance between your ‘traditional' life and your ‘new energy' life or your new healing life? Much of what are doing in your traditional life has been about communication, research, etc. So take that communication into the healing you are going to do. There are many ways that you can incorporate the life you have had that will bring about change that will happen more quickly for you. We see things settling down.... It looks like a month or so of this up and down, up and down; but we do see a greater flow of income around you and it's coming from your traditional type of work you've had as you continue to set up. (My health is starting to fail me too.) Part of the reason your health is failing is the stress and all these concerns. We see the health concerns you have can be turned around by taking the time to nurture yourself, breathing in balance. This can be turned around by taking the time to nurture you, by breathing in balance. When you find yourself feeling stressed and worried; it's always important to acknowledge whatever you are worrying about, but then consciously choose to take a left hand turn or a right hand turn, but consciously choose so that your focus is away from what you are worrying about and towards what you want to bring into your life. (Thank you.) You're welcome.
Question: (paraphrased) I do have a boyfriend, but I am looking for someone who is a soul mate or has more in common with me.
Answer: As I'm looking at you I'm seeing two different things. There's a part of you that is seeking the security, the comfort, the knowledge that there is someone there with you in your life. The boyfriend you have currently is someone who is constant, who is there, who you can rely upon. When you say you are seeking to have someone else who is more in alignment with you, someone who is more of a soul mate; let me say first of all that he is a soul mate relationship. There are various levels or connections of soul mate relationships people can have. So he is a soul mate. There is a connection between the two of you that you would meet in this lifetime and see where things would go. So first and foremost, you do have a soul mate relationship. We know that what you are asking about and what you are seeking to have is someone who is more open minded someone who is more in alignment with a higher vibration. We see an individual with this potential. But we also see that you are vibrating on a different level than what you are seeking to have. Your vibration is fluctuation up and down. This is from living with this other individual, because of the loneliness, because of the issues you have been having. You have been in a place that feels shut down as if there is a door that needs to be opened. That is what is keeping you from being able to perceive other individuals who are there.
What we would like you to do on the short run is to recognize you are already in a soul mate relationship and you are choosing to be there for whatever those reasons are. Then once you choose to be in a different relationship one you feel is more in alignment with you, let yourself raise your own vibration by being in a place of understanding what your divinity is, being in a place of understanding what you seek to have. Let that emanate out from you instead of the despair, the aloneness; that is what is keeping you held down if you want to call it that. It not really held down, it's just a means of explaining. That is our perception of things as we see now.
(I do understand what you are saying Goddess and I really am trying as hard as I can to raise my vibration and to heal the situations in my life that are holding me back.)
So, I say to you, don't try so hard. Perhaps you can allow yourself to simply be where are right now. We know your intentions are good we know your intentions are high. Just as you said a moment ago we see exactly what you mean. Through trying really hard and wanting to make changes that you then feel don't happen; you have created a situation for yourself where you judge yourself as inadequate, you judge yourself as not being able to do what you want to do. So, in essence by trying really hard it is back firing on you and keeping you from being able to get where you want to go. If you can find something that is joyful in your life, no matter how small or how big; if you can find something within your current relationship which brings peace and contentment, then sit back, relax, and don't try. By allowing things to come to you the barriers will come down and you will raise your vibration. Again, you brought that spark of your soul essence back with you. It is within you right now. Breathe into that whenever you feel you need to try hard or do anything. Let yourself breathe the love, compassion, and caring from within yourself; then allow things to happen instead of trying to force, push, and change.
(Thank you Goddess.) You are welcome.
Question: (paraphrased) I've been working real hard with my spirituality and I want to know if there's anything I can do to help grow. I also have gotten into a lot of debt and I'm wondering how that's going to be okay financially. Also what can you tell me about a relationship?
Answer: We have a sense of you letting go of many aspects of your life. When you chose to focus upon your spirituality, when you chose to focus on what would assist you in truly expanding and moving forward in the direction you want to go, we see you shedding your energy like a coat the old aspects of yourself. As a result of that, you said "I'm going to be in this moment, I'm going to be in this space" some of that was then reflected by charging. It was a way of aligning with affluence. These relationships don't work for me any more, so I'm letting them go I may open to new relationships. We see that almost your entire life has been released so that you may more fully be open to and embrace these changes you are seeking to bring into your life. As far as your spirituality goes, we see that that is wide open; we see you as filled with light we see you as filled with color. We see you are taking a lot of classes. Just as with that first individual, you are trying to set up a new business for yourself. You too are a healer. It's as if there is a new healing modality that you are creating where you incorporate your own ideas and your own connection to the universe, then allow that to come into you.
You've been in the holding position so to speak, so if you move forward from here and choose this life where this healing practice is in place; it is working, you are manifesting the clients; it will be first step for shifting the energies and creating motion in your life. We see you creating marketing tools where you advertise around you sometimes with posters, sometimes with magazines, sometimes word of mouth; and occasionally the internet. We see this as very much in your community where you are talking one on one with people. As for the debt and what is happening with that: we see it as something that will be with you for the indefinite future. It is something that can shift and change as you change your own perception about it. Rather than feeling it as a burden sitting upon your shoulders, as you begin to perceive it as your belief in your potential for the future. Belief in the abundance around you even if it's not physically present, will shift the energy once more so there is a greater flow of income in your life. So, do you see what we are saying as far as this pattern goes that we're encouraging you to move into?
(Yes)
So we see you as magnificent, we see you as filled with light, we see you as manifesting all that you seek to have. The debt and everything else will go by the wayside, the more you are in your space.
(For the relationship, we have a lot of differences and I'm not sure what to do.)
Is this a husband? We're not sure who this individual is that you are speaking of.
(He is not a husband, he is a friend.)
We saw some distance from you but yet also energies that remind us of a husband wife relationship. What we were going to say is we have a sense of a divorce! We have a sense this relationship is shifting. The two of you are going in different directions from one another. We see he has some health issues and it's kind of hard to say. He himself has not made a choice of living or transitioning. It's like he's gathering his perceptions. Depending on the next few weeks to a month, it's like he's testing the water in many different directions. Once he's made up his mind, we sense the relationship between the two of you will change but for now it's in a holding pattern.
(Is there anything I can do to help him?)
What you can do as a friend is to be there to listen to him. If you feel inclined to hold him in your embrace; flow the energy of love, light, light and support around him. Those types of things will give him the support he needs, but we just feel very strongly that this is something coming from within him, this is about him and he is the only one who can make these choices. So allowing him that respect, allowing him that belief in him will give him the support he needs. He may say I want you to help me or I want you to decide for me; but in truth it has to come from within him. The more you can reflect back, be a sounding board, give him the love and support, the more it will help him.
(Thank you very much.)
You are welcome.
Question: (paraphrased) I am working with three friends of mine and we want to grow the food that can be given to people so they don't starve. We're just beginning with this and I'm wondering if you have any words of encouragement.
Answer: We're seeing a number of different things in this field or in this place where you are talking about growing food. We see it on one farm as if it is all centrally located in one location, correct? (Yes) we are not sure if you are aware of this as if it's already done or if we are here to tell you about it so that you can do it. We are seeing you walking through the field, you and these three women. As you are walking through, each one of you as if you are sowing seeds that will grow into actual nutrition, we see you walking through the fields and sowing energy; sowing love, support, abundance, and flow. All of these things you are seeking to have within your life you are consciously placing within the ground. As you do that, the ground itself begins to actually shift its vibration. If you look at ground without this and ground with this energy, it's as if it can grow twice as much of the food, vegetable or whatever is planted there. We know that you have already blessed the ground but this is something that is going deeper, all the down thought he earth. We also have a sense of seeing St. Germain, Kuthumi, and Tobias and some of the other angels being present there and they are working hand in hand with you on providing this space. This is what we see in the short term for you. It is something that will grow and eventually may be franchised or incorporated or something.... It's a process or the way of doing it and it can then be used in other parts of the world. Is that what you had in mind?
(Yes, we are just beginning this and I'm wondering if we should be pursuing that or teaching seminars?)
We think that everything flows together. Especially because we see it as expanding to other parts of the world, the seminars are one of the ways we can see that as happening. We also see more traditional farmers may allocate a small portion. All of this is part of your plan to alleviate hunger within the world. This is what we see happening with this too. The one last thing I did want to share with you as you are doing this is to appreciate that everything happening in the world is happening for a reason. Every person is on their soul path. That's why if you feel called to do something, then follow your heart and do whatever it may be. Remember to take this on or share this or allow it to grow from a perspective that everything is as it needs to be in this moment; we seek to offer an opportunity for growth in this manner. As apposed to having a belief that somebody is weak, somebody is stronger and we have to help the weak. Do you hear what we are saying when we talk about the differences in energy?
(Do you see us getting the land by someone offering it for us to have?)
We had the impression the land was selected and worked. So if there has not already been land that was selected..... It feels like it is in the north. If the three of you will work together and be open to find it; it may be that it's donated to you as you are asking for. But we also have a sense that a portion of it is grown for a means of income, and then a second portion is donated.
Question: (paraphrased) for a long time I have said ‘show me the way to go home'. So, for a long time, I've asked if I can find off planet work, then create it. So, I'm wondering if it's better for me to off the planet working or if there is something here?
Answer: We do not have a perception that that will happen any time soon.
(So it will be quite awhile)
We had an over riding perception as you were speaking that you have just spent all this time shedding your life and now you want to see what it is to live on this earth with this divinity with this higher vibration. So the aspect that is saying lets leave the earth, lets go live out in the solar system, lets go out the vibration I much prefer is the part of you linked with the old Pauli. It's not the part holding you down. What you perceived before to what was pushing you to say lets go, lets change, lets look at this; is now the aspect of you now saying ‘okay I see he's shifted and wants to leave me behind completely'. It's also saying sure let me encourage him to be out in the solar system. Sure let me encourage him to transition so he can be where he wants to be. It's the aspect of you that used to hold you back is now coming across this way that you perceive as giving you and option more in alignment with your vibration. The reality is that you have done all this work and choose to be fully present upon the earth, so that is the part of you seeking to find employment or something to do here. So when you get these feelings and thoughts of transitioning and going into the universe and living as if your physical shell of a body is here and you are spending all of your time out in the universe; you've just spent the last two to three years quitting that or getting away from it. So you are right back wanting to do that again!!
(So what it actually does is accept? The part of me that wants to go and the part of me that wants to stay around waiting to come in then the part of me is old sub personality and that's what I need to let go.)
Correct.
(That's what I'll do and will talk to you in the New Year.)
Question: (paraphrased) I fell about 10 days ago on the ice and I'd like to know what that was about. I'd like to know why I couldn't heal myself just instantly. I've worked so hard on healing myself and healing work. What's going on there?
Answer: Judgment is what's going on there. You judged that you did not heal yourself. We saw in that instant when you sent that flow of energy everything went ‘bink' right back into place. Then your human self said I'm so achy and sore so it must not have worked in which case you came back into now my bone even hurts so it must not have worked. That's what sent you back into that cycle that kept you from believing you had healed yourself. We saw the fall when you spoke of it, we saw what you did, and we saw the instant of healing and alignment. Oftentimes when you heal yourself it may take place in that moment but then your muscles, ligaments, and joints may need time to catch up with the healing. Therefore you may have achyness and soreness. So when you were in the space where you felt the achy and tenderness that's what triggered the perception it didn't work. That when you began to think I'm actually pretty sore, the more sore you got, the more it perpetuated things. (Chuckled) does that resonate with you?
(Oh yes, so I really did heal myself there?)
Exactly! You really truly are a healer. You really truly have divine abilities. You really truly have the potential to heal instantly. You have the potential to heal slowly. It depends on the situation and wherever you are in your life. As always beloved, believe in yourself.
(I was trying so hard with that too!)
As was said with the other individual, don't try so hard! Don't make an effort and create those barriers!
So with that, we are going to bring this session to a close. I encourage each one of you to take at least a moment every day, if not multiple moments, to breathe into your heart; to breathe into that spark of your divinity that you brought back with you.
That spark is there for you: to love you, to nurture you, to support you. It is there from you, for you, and it is always within you; just as I am here.
I love you. I support you. I am ever with you and within.
Ansaluia
