As I step out of the shower, I can feel the weight of melancholy pulling at my chest. There’s a sadness I can’t explain. I sit down on the edge of the tub and give presence to it-allow it to live and breathe within me, and wait for it to deliver its wisdom. With each slow, deep breath, the answer begins to surface. Spring is in the ethers, and my winter of writing is coming to an end.
In every interaction with others each person receives exactly what they need from the other. Whether these interactions are loving or full of fear, make you feel good or bad, you each receive what you need from someone else. And they receive what they need from you.
You have expectations of the people in your life, that they will treat you honorably, respect you and appreciate your efforts. You can expect them to return favors, be there for you and support you. You can expect them to be kind, thoughtful and loving. And sometimes they do but often they do not. When you have expectations of others it seems that they often do their best to not meet your expectations. That is because having expectations of others is something you do to meet your own needs.
Do not worry nor be sad when someone doesn't understand you. Not everyone knows as much as you do. This is something you have to remember. Not everyone sees as you do, of course, and not everyone knows as much as you do. Perhaps they are still in kindergarten. In this case, perhaps you are the one who hasn't understood.
Dearest Human Angels, we in the Higher Dimensions feel your sadness and your outrage as those who seek chaos and destruction on your planet have presented you with horrible images of death and violence involving children.
There is much talk these days about enlightenment , and the path to Self-Awareness. I am sure that this is why all the data on this subject have been have been racing around my mind for many months prior to writing the present material.
Now for many of the past several weeks here in the Bulletin I have been talking about "enlargement" as the Second Major Step on the Path to Self-Awareness, and I would like to explain that by "enlargement" I mean an expanding sense of Self, a growing understanding of Who You Really Are - and of ways to experience that more consistently and more richly.
I really don't get more happy if people fall into admirationmode. If parents or other people start over and over bout my young age and the great gifts I have according to them. I am not different than you, not better, not worse. Maybe different.