The journey of 2012 will be one that we will remember in many ways. For everyone, it will be an awakening into their greater potential but in ways that may not always be remembered as fun, pleasant or positive. Ascension is a promise and we are its fulfillment. How we fulfill it is the path we must decide on now. And as we say farewell to three months of emotional and spiritual dredging, we step into four months of deciding what we are going to do with what we have learned.
It's hard to believe that it's September and we are entering a new energetic phase as we approach the end of 2011. Since the Spring Equinox in March we've experienced so many changes and have endured big energy downloads, high solar activity, record heat and rain, floods, earthquakes - all while we approach the end of the Mayan calendar (which actually ends on October 28, 2011) and 2012, a time many think heralds the end of the world (it doesn't). The Equinox is the earth's reminder that balance is part of the natural cycles of life and it's time to integrate our growth and align ourselves with what we have learned.
Dear Jennifer: I have been diligently cutting cords and releasing members of my soul group. These have been very painful relationships and I realize that by embodying the martyred healer paradigm I have been stuck in healing cycles for many years. Now I’m ready to let that go and to become more powerful and purposeful in my life. The problem is that everyone I have cut cords with has stopped talking to me and my children won’t even let me see my grandchildren. Have I done something wrong?
I know I just sent out an Ascension Insight message yesterday but was guided to send this one today because what I experienced in the last 48 hours is part of the energy shift that we are experiencing this week with the Equinox today and the Full Moon on September 23. It is an energy boomerang that will show us what happens when we think consider going back to the past. So, here we go, it's an interesting, dramatic story.
A newsletter reader wrote to me this week, asking about how he could create a miracle in his life. He described some of the tragedies he had experienced in the last decade, which included financial problems, the death of his wife, losing his house and his career, as well as his hope and confidence. But he had not lost his dreams, he just didn't know how to make them happen in the face of what he saw as overwhelming limitations.
Lately every month seems to have its special challenges and September certainly was an eye opener. From the moment it began with Mercury retrograde, then the Equinox, its powerful full moon and the heavy energy on the 30th, it has been a month to remember (or perhaps forget). If we needed to hear the ringing of the clue phone, we heard it in September. And we answered it too, or it was answered for us. Now we're into a new month with new opportunities and yes, a few challenges.
Every interaction is an exchange of blessings, from your relationship with the earth to every person you connect with. While there is a range of connections available to you, according to your soul’s growth, healing promises, soul contracts and healing commitments, there is a shift in these connections with each new level of understanding you reach and you do this recognizing the exchange of blessings in every situation. You are blessed by everyone and everything and you also give blessings to everyone and everything.
As we are being propelled into more soul growth and even more challenging lessons, it is obvious that we are longer alone in our suffering. Everyone is experiencing 'karma in the face' syndrome and when we know there is an easier path for them, we can be tempted to help them avoid the drama. But it seems that all we can do is look and watch as they drive themselves over a cliff. No matter what we tell them, they just keep on going, smiling and waving us away from their business. Can we help them? Do we need to? What happens to them if they continue along their path?
The world as you know it is coming to an end. This is not an end of the physical world, which you fear may bring earth changes that will disrupt your life although some of the physical world will change. But your material world is an illusion that you create, it is a manifestation of the collective consciousness.
After what we experienced in March we are probably looking at April with more than a little hesitation. The events on the world stage showed us how lives can be changed in a moment, that Mother Nature is still in charge, that no matter how technologically advanced we think we are, everything can be wiped out, taking us back to very simple basics of food, water and shelter. In our individual lives there was an opportunity to assess where we are, whether we are happy, what we need to let go of and how we are creating our life path.