We're feeling like we're in the land of the obvious and looking for a clue. Just when we are sure that we finally know what we are doing we find out that everything has changed. After months or years of working on ourselves, do we feel any differently than before? Maybe we don't because it has taken us such a long time to get here that we have completely forgotten the person we used to be, and maybe that is a good thing. I, for one, am glad to be beyond the fear, doubt, confusion and uncertainty that I used to have.
Every aspect of our life, with each lifetime, is an opportunity for us to remember who we are within the context of our power, love and divinity. We don't enter the world as powerless humans, we enter it as humans who do not remember their power. Then we experience a series of lessons whose purpose is to help us reconnect to our power and use it to make powerful decisions and choices. To do this we have countless teachers whose role in our life is to assist in the re-birthing process.
Each lifetime is a journey in self healing and the world is a mirror of the healing that each one of you has come to accomplish. The world does not need to be healed as much as it needs to experience your healing. Then it experiences the higher vibrations and moves into its healed potential. Each person in your life is a mirror of your own healing. Those you believe come to you for healing are a mirror of the healing you have agreed to complete. If you heal them you are not healed. But if you heal yourself they can become a mirror of your healing.
We alternating between periods of breakneck speed transformation and achingly slow gaps of stillness, moving between trying to keep up with the changes that are being thrust on us to being stopped in our tracks. In the fast periods we focus on movement and doing what we need to in order to stay focused and grounded. And in the slow periods we are challenged to also stay grounded and address whatever is presented to us until the next period of movement.
Your responsibility as healers is a serious one and you fulfill this in ways that have often caused you great sorrow. The soul groups you choose are those that need your light and healing, but often do not respect or honor the responsibility you have undertaken for them. The roles you play in each lifetime demand sacrifice yet the rewards are often not given to you. The pain you carry for the world weighs heavily on your shoulders and yet the world does not appreciate you for it. Do you take on more responsibility to see the results you wish for or do you give up?
Healing is the purpose of every lifetime, until healing is complete. Then you are free to live your lives through creation, instead of your destiny. But you are so focused on healing that you do not know how to proceed. What do you do when your healing purpose is fulfilled? While there is always some aspect of energy to transform, healing as a focus removes joy from your lives. You forget to live, to be in joy because you feel that there is a reward that comes when the healing is completed. Yet the joy you seek is there for you on each step of your journey.
So often we leave one situation only to find ourselves in another one that is exactly the same. Why do we do that? Because we try to fix what we see as our failures by fixing the other person or setting up a similar scenario, hoping that we will do things differently the second time around. But sometimes the second time becomes a third, fourth and so on and we find ourselves in perpetual rebound. What we are trying to do is complete a cycle so we can be re-born but that cannot be accomplished unless we shift our own energy.
The events in our lifetime take us through cycles with a beginning, middle and an end, that then lead us into other cycles. Cycles are not always orderly or obvious, the end can feel nothing like an ending and cycles often overlap, so a new cycle can begin before one ends. If this sounds confusing, it is. But the cycles and where we are in them (we all look forward to the end) are less important than what cycles do, which is bring us to re-birthing, where we emerge with new wisdom and understanding, prepared for the next cycle and steps on our life journey.
July went by so quickly that I look back on the last 31 days and wonder what happened. Where did the time go? In many ways last month appeared to be less challenging than May and June but was it really? Or are we now so accustomed to the roller coaster that we can anticipate the wild ride and don't get so excited about it? I think this is partly true and August brings a whole new set of energies for us to consider.
Nothing in our life happens by accident, from 'out of nowhere' or without some sort of input from us. The Universe never creates a reality that is different from our most unconscious intention. No matter what is happening, we have set that energy in motion by a thought, word, action or belief. And everything we think, say and do has relevance. So why are we so surprised when something happens that we don't expect?