There’s something new being born in my life. I know this because I’ve felt the desire to go through my house and office looking for things that need a new home – the items that represent the past that need to go. You know when something new is trying to come into your life when...
To have peace, there must be honesty. Pretend peace isn't peace. It is good you want to live up to your ideals, but a pretense of living up to your ideals is a far cry from living them. I know you want to feel loving, and you don't always feel loving.
You each have two heart energies, a spiritual heart and your emotional heart. The emotional heart is the one that can be wounded by others. It is the one that sheds tears over unmet expectations, broken relationships and experiences hurt feelings. The emotional heart is controlled by the ego and creates attachments to what others say or do and your own self-worth. It can be destroyed, belittled and even broken through your life experiences. Your emotional heart can compel you to do and say things out of fear or anger, reacting to others in ways that you may not have believed yourself to be capable of.
In this New vibrational space we are now residing in, it can, at times, feel as though we are nowhere. Like a ship bobbing along with no anchor, or perhaps feeling as though there is nothing firm to hold onto, or maybe simply a general sense of no direction or place to ground to…we may be wondering what life is really going to be like in the higher realms. If you are one who is feeling like a bobbing apple in a tub, or floating about in a limbo land, it is simply because you have successfully dis-connected from the old world or lower vibrating reality and are now residing elsewhere.
We wish for you to look beyond the upcoming Spring Equinox. Even though that day will introduce many new shifts and directions, it is only one day. How are the shifts of the 2010 Spring Equinox going to affect your ongoing life? What does it mean for you that a Spring Equinox is about new beginnings?
Beloved Lightworkers, so now you enter into the flow of energy that will create the month of October! Indeed, you have passed through the powerful "portal" or dimensional gateway of the 9:9 on the 9th of September, and now you are flowing towards the 10:10 on the 10th of October. At the 9:9 you were able to experience an ending and a new beginning.
Especially since the Spring Equinox, we have experienced a huge leap forward, which has brought much more Light into us, along with the revealing of dark energies. The dark has come in the form of old energies/illusions, dark people, and the release of much chaos. It is not to say that “dark” is a judgment; it simply is old energies that are flying around, like pesky flies, for they have nothing to attach to.
Has this been an intense week or what? My experience of this past week, not yet resting from the urgency of September and with the energies of expansive Jupiter and the Full Moon Equinox breathing down my neck, has been one of explosive movement and color. You, too?
You have a tendency to crave proof of love. You tend to see that yesterday you were loved by the one you love, and today you perceive that the love given you is less. It is not demonstrated as well. You long for the sweet words of yesterday. You feel that you must have it. Your longing for love may be insatiable.