posted 3 May, 2010 (Sunday, 2 May, 2010) - Shala Mata
The month of May will sparkle with lighter energy that all of us will deeply appreciate, especially after the intense energy of April. Our "relationship review" will continue as we feel the deepest call to observe our inner relationship within every aspect of our lives. The fact that the energy will feel lighter will give us a sense of catching our breath and finding a new foundation or equilibrium.
The Creator beams you down a ray of Golden Light to wrap around your shoulders. Just sit with it for a while. The more you can transmute stress using this wonderful golden beam the less stress your physical body will have to endure. This is a wonderful etheric golden beam that can be placed upon an etheric spiritual coat hanger for safe keeping and reused as needed within your spiritual imagination to assist your body to dispel harmful stress hormones.
We are one with all that has ever been created. We are one with all that has ever been thought. We are one with all that has ever been made manifest. We are inherent within all spectrums of the earth, of the sky, of the water, of the air, of the stars and beyond. We are inherent within aspects of yourself that you have thrown away and discarded. We are inherent in future selves and probabilities that have not yet been birthed or sensed.
I have felt so fed up with work and felt so stressed out that my soul hardly could breath. I finally made some soul decisions, and I feel like I am feeling my soul again. I have been so scared that I wouldn't fit in normal society, I tried and tried to work in "normal" society. One of my fears was that I wasn't grounded enough to survive, so for years I have been pushing myself into hardcore work which demanded of me that I would ground myself. Now I feel it's an old fear, that I can let go with ease.
Beloveds, what would you like to talk about today? What would you like to hear? What do you want, and what do you not want? What is going on today, and what is not going on? Whom do you love, and whom do you not love? What is going on with you today, and what would you like from Me?
Last week I offered here what I called Advice #1 on Grief: Let it out. Find a friend, go to your pastor, minister, rabbi or ulama, check out a grief-and-loss counselor, get to an emotional support group...find someone with whom to let it out. This week---Advice #2: spiritual healing for a wounded heart.
The old world as we know it is coming down more rapidly now. We may find that it is more difficult than ever to interact and become involved with much of anything. Nothing may feel “right” or good, we may wonder where it is that we are meant to be, and in addition, may feel that we are lost in a space of no space, as touching the remnants of the old reality are like forced habits of survival that we must endure for a while longer.
“Heaven has no rage like love to hatred turned / Nor hell a fury like a woman scorned” - William Congreve (1670-1729)
I’d like to add to the above quote “no rage nor fury like a feminine energy denied!” Whether you are a woman suppressing your power, or either gender suppressing your feminine energy, you will now know about it. The Divine Goddess energy within us, and around us, is awakening and lord help us if we try to keep her asleep!
This is a channel to assist you in going within. As you go within your human existence, you are going within your spiritual existence. You began as a spark of light. This light became a consciousness which through the eons became who you are today. This life you are living is an expression of your divinity. Your I AM presence is made up of your experiences as consciousness. This includes lifetimes upon the earth, lifetimes in the universe and lifetimes as angels or light. Everything came together to create who you are.