I was sitting on my deck enjoying the sunshine when I saw a little inchworm moving up the side of my house. It moved slowly, drawing its body up and forward, one tiny step at a time. It did not stop or falter, did not look around, it just kept moving slowly, ignoring everything.
We've had two eclipses plus Pluto stationing and Mercury retrograde which explains some of it, but not all of it. Beyond astrology, there is the energetic fact that personally, and collectively we are continuing to go through a major evolutionary shift.
With planetary energies now more supportive of taking action, don't be surprised if you feel more confident to take steps you couldn't take before. Tip: be present, positive, and unbound by past attempts to achieve goals. Now is new!
Your happiness right this minute is a matter of how you look at your life. Someone would be exultant at the life you have while you may look at your life from the dark side. In the relative world, there is always another angle to look from.
When you focus on the world outside of you, it causes you to match its vibration. You find yourself speeding up on the inner levels, breathing more shallowly and perhaps making comparisons that do not create happiness or peace-filled responses.
Blessed Being, change is a constant in Life. Change is what Time illuminates, Lighting your path to the future. The Earth experience is one of duality expanding into connection. How are you connecting to your future?
Even though you have internalized joy and moved beyond 3D, you continue to foster fears of yesterday, to hold on to a seemingly never-ending panic of what will probably happen given your earth history.