Not all of you feel joyful, even though you wish to do so. Perhaps you do not understand the importance of that last sentence. In your 3D earth lives – including this lifetime – you expected to experience more fear than joy. Fear is no longer a large part of your repertoire.
Light is you and light is flowing into you and this light within you is capable of anything, anything. It is true potential, it is malleable, flexible. It can be given any instructions via your consciousness and completely, effortlessly, perfectly fulfill them. In fact, it does.
You climbed your mountain and you are free – you just have not yet accepted that you are. You are a bit like elephants trained from infancy to stay in one area with a rope that they could easily break free of as an adult.