I have been having some odd experiences and I think I may know what is going on. I am being taken to a place where I experience the basic spiritual principles, but in an accelerated, intense, and quite visceral way.
I try so hard to meditate and whenever I do, I fall into a very deep asleep. I want to make this part of my spiritual journey and I am trying to discipline myself to meditate every day but no matter when I do it, a few minutes after I start I can’t keep my eyes open.
The swirling energies are engulfing you and pulling you this way and that. Of course the chaos is always there and will be with you for quite some time. There may still be some dark personal moments as you continue to cycle on and off...
While so much emphasis has been placed on December 21, it is the 12-12-12 Gateway that leads the way to higher dimensional living. I strongly encourage you to step through this Gateway either in a group or on your own.
The 12:12:12 Activation on December 12, 2012 will bring the highest frequencies ever encoded in the Light of the Christ Consciousness to the planet for transformation of the Earth and all beings. Through the power of the associated gateways held open by the Archangels at the 11:11, a new force of the Christ Consciousness will be made available during the 12:12:12 Activation
What a month it has been. I think everyone has been challenged. In addition all our stuff is coming up to be dealt with. Changes that are overdue are confronting us. We are meeting people or situations from our past and memories are flooding to the surface.
I used the Cord Disconnect & Healing meditation to cut cords with people in my life and while you said that it doesn’t hurt anyone to do this, why are all of the people in my life upset? I can feel their pain and their sense of abandonment and I feel bad because I think I created that. Did I do this the wrong way and did I hurt them?