Doubts about my own faith and abilities

Lord Kuthumi, I’m having so many doubts about my own faith……I don’t know what is to believe any more. 

Beloved sister this is part of the breakdown of the illusion. Everybody’s faith is sacred and very precious but what limitation does the faith place on one’s ability to experience life beyond that existence? Do you understand?

Yes.

Let us say for example, you are Muslim by faith, you can have another person who is Catholic by faith and Jewish by faith. Each one of those has a limited amount of information and their experience of faith as a divine whole is inhibited by the rules set in place by that faith. Now let us take it a step further and instead of calling it faith, we will call it religion. Do you understand? Yes. So when the Jew, the Muslim and the Catholic look beyond the walls of their religion, they see a vast universe of opportunities to strengthen their faith and to move into a higher level of what the ancient ones were presenting when the original faith was discovered, which was then placed into context in the form of a religion. The ego attaches to the religion, the heart embodies the faith. Do you understand the difference?

Yes.

So your ego is being challenged by what you are reading and the confusion and the conflict and the contradiction is the challenge to the ego and this is your initiation into discerning the truth that lies within your heart and not what you have been led to believe is truth through religion. There is a vast difference. Do you understand that difference?

Yes I do.

Are you at peace with that? Or should we say at least, will you be able to move forward now with the information we have given you?

The thing is that because I started channeling….then I’m having doubts that that lady having sixty five percent right, what about myself?

Why are you comparing yourself to her?

Because I have doubts about myself.

Why do you doubt yourself?

I don’t know where that’s coming.

That is the ego afraid of what exists beyond its comfort zone. That is all the aspects of self that have been programmed to believe that one is not whole and fully connected with spirit. Every time your truth was challenged, your truth was denied and that applies to every single one of you, self-doubt set in. So the gift that comes with channeling, which all channellers have to eventually master, is overcoming self-doubt by believing in the purity of the connection that has been made and believing and having faith in the source that one is pulling in. Is this clear?

Yes it is.

Try not to compare yourself to any other channel, for you are unique in what you are doing as is every other channel, healer, business person, entrepreneur or street sweeper. Do you understand?

Yes, thank you.

Your work is unique and all of you must bear this in mind. Self-doubt is the freeway to self-denial and landing back in the old paradigm of self-hate. Is this clear?

Yes it is. Thank you very much.

You are most welcome. Peace and blessings be with you.

Comments

by urbanspirit 24th September 2008 6:54 am

This article is divinely timed for me, it helps so much in understanding whats happening
and why.
Thanks Michelle for having the courage to follow your Spirit and Thanks Lord Kuthumi for
responding to us all in these difficult times.

by Paul Lukowiak 24th September 2008 9:04 am

"Don't you realize we're all sisters and brothers, That a smile on one face is the same as every other, And the whole human race came from just one mother, why can't we Love Everybody?" That is the last line of a war protest song I wrote called "Kill Somebody". How many lives have been lost and shattered over the centuries by religious intolerance and hatred? Now we have a golden opportunity to come together and stop this childish "I'm right, you're wrong" insanity. The gift of life is sacred. The ability to think and act and love is a divine gift. Let's acknowledge the divine in all things and let's dare to see the truth in all religions. Some wise person once said that all the religions of the world could be summed up in a few words: "Love yourself and love your neighbor." Are you going to vibrate with fear and intolerance or are you going to open up to love and understanding and acceptance? The choice is yours, the fate of the planet lies in your choice. Imagine the kind of world this would be where everybody truly and passionaltely loved every other human being. Let's go for it!

by Cool Hand Luke 11th November 2008 9:52 am

Geez Louise, I wish I had read this four years ago when I started channeling; I tripped over the first step. However the last 4 years have been amazingly rich in experience and now I am in lockstep with Kuthumi, God, Goddesses, Archanges, et al. I look forward to bringing forth the messages I have been being prepared to deliver. No more doubt, no more disbelief. I am free. Now I can dance!

by Martha 18th November 2008 10:50 pm

Thank you, Michelle. I have been channeling for many years and have been reluctant to offer my channeling services to others because I sometimes doubt myself. It is so helpful to hear your honest communication with Kuthumi. Thank you again.

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The Lightweaver™ was founded in October 2003, however Michelle has been trance voice channeling Master Kuthumi since 1996.The Lightweaver™ has expanded dramatically since then and is now represented in Durban - Kwazulu Natal headed up by Chanel Lingenfelder, Filo Mooney in Nelspruit - Mpumalanga, Janizche Van Wyk in Observatory, Cape Town and Anne Mcleod in Canada, North America.

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