Intention: Aware and awake

So true...so true...I am human and have not always made the right choices, but lately even more now do I feel it physically when I cause someone else pain. Example I work in sales. Clearly I stole a sale from a fellow coworker, she will never find out. I became greedy and justified needing the commission more so than her. I felt a physical worry and pain grow within me throughout the day. I hated myself, hated who I became and almost felt a great sadness settle upon me. I am going through very hard financial times and have become quite desperate in my pursuit of money for food and bills. I now understand the feeling that I felt after I knew I did something wrong to another for personal gain. It was the weight of the world on me. I will move forward in my awakening and always remember the physical pain and relapse I might have caused universality...cause each intention effects us all. Namaste.