This video explains why we all experience ascension so differently, the energy gaps between us and those who decide they cannot or will not expand their awareness and energy, the difference between consciousness and awareness, and how ascension makes us multi-dimensional (I think you will like the props in this one).
Faced with an expensive pool pump purchase that I didn't want to make, I surrendered to having my problem solved. And even though I tried to buy the item it disappeared from my cart. But I didn't have to because the problem was not with the pool pump but with the outlet it was plugged into.
We think surrender is a failure, we give up because we are not enough in some way. But surrender is an act of allowing and receiving, where we stop resisting and fighting change and allow new energies into our lives.
In order for new energies to be integrated the old ones have to be dis-ordered, which creates chaos. The more high frequency 5D energy we bring in, the more chaos we create. Here's how to manage this process and help it work more smoothly for you.