Are You in a Void?

Dear Ones,

Let us address your feelings of despair; of not enough; of “where are my rewards?”

You have received rewards in many ways throughout this process, but certainly not in line with the risks you have taken to become new you. You endured physical, emotional and spiritual loneliness, fear and anger. You cleansed and cleaned. You were pummeled by Universal energies. You did this chant and that mantra as dictated by others or yourself. And yet you wait for something big to prove to yourself that all was worth the effort.

Many claim you receive rewards from within your being – and so you do. But your physicality is in a 3D/4D environment even though New Earth and new you are not.

Such is so because your being is experiencing a division between worlds that you cannot necessarily explain with chants, meditations or words.

You have a sense of “Is that all there is?” Surely there must be some sign for you believe you would not have struggled and diverted your being for this sense of nothingness. A void that feels as if your 3D world is fairly meaningless and your New Earth, new you is but a dream.

You are at the crossroads of your being. Some have jumped across and can sense their new being in their new world. But others – that is most of you we might add – feel as if it all has been for nothing. Your current world is not much different from your 3D life other than there are perhaps fewer close family and friends.

You create your reality. But there is a piece outside that mantra you cannot yet understand. Even though you do create your reality, that mantra often means a belief in an instant movement from fear to joy. That all structures within you and the world will collapse simultaneously and be rebuilt within minutes or days.

Such is not necessarily accurate. While it is possible for an instant, massive “reboot”, such is not likely given that your being and earth need to adjust to new frequencies and perceptions.

Perhaps you have adjusted.

But if you are feeling empty, hollow, a lack of interest in most activities – even those that once gave you great joy – you are in a void state of being. This state will not last long as this transition is happening so rapidly you will again soon feel the joy of moving to new you.

Allow yourself to feel this void without self-anger or self-hate.

You are on a unique path even though all are moving to the same place.

Now that your unique path is being experienced more dramatically than was true just weeks ago, you feel as if you have done something wrong – reverting to 3D fears and lack of self-love.

When you were in puberty, you knew you would develop breasts if you were a young woman and your voice would deepen if you were a young man. Yet, you were angry at your body for not looking or sounding as you wanted, when you wanted. You judged yourself according to others, especially those developing more rapidly than you. Such is now again the case.

Please know that you are developing into new you at the correct pace for you.

Those of you not feeling the joy expounded upon by so many channels the past few days, do not despair. Those channels are merely pointing out your future. Those of you in the depths of despair, boredom or listlessness cannot yet accept such is true – anymore than you could accept that your body would develop in puberty.

The creation of new you is not a race. It is also not about showing others how good or wise you are. It is merely you being you as you fully develop your being. Allow that to be.

You are not alone. You are not a slow learner. You merely are at a place in which you are learning of your future – a future not yet yours because of your creation/developmental needs. You are unique. You are no longer part of the masses or of anyone. Allow yourself to be. Perhaps a more difficult thought now than was true during your climb up your cleansing mountain. Not because you will not achieve joy, but because those you once partnered with in your climb may now be of separate paths.

You wish for someone to be just like you so you can justify your recent shifts and verify you truly are new you. Yet, you forget that you no longer are part of a mass path. Perhaps you need to move through additional pieces. Perhaps your physicality is not yet prepared for all that is to come. Perhaps you are evolving so rapidly that what which would be joyful today will not matter tomorrow.

What happens to and for others has little to do with you. For you are all moving toward joy, but in different ways.

You have always been a unique god/goddess, but you ignored that uniqueness to blend with earth society. Now that you are fully claiming your being, you are discovering the joy of being you – while also discovering that you no longer have a friendship, family or societal group to confirm how right you are.

Those of you discovering joy now are beacons for all. Those of you now in your void are beacons for all. Be you and you are a beacon. Pretend that you are something you are not – or not feeling – and you revert to 3D fears. So be it. Amen.



Homeostasis68 14th April 2015 8:41 am

Oh so powerful! Thank you Brenda!! You are amazing!

gretchendreisbach 14th April 2015 12:11 pm

Gratitude for this post Brenda Beloved!

Yes, there is that which has no "words" to define it, so how does One
explain it to those who compute with words?

I feel that it is a relief to be gifted our OWN authentic, personal, empowered,
individualized, matrix, as an expression of the One!
(but taking a moment to get used to BEING at this level of FREEDOM!)

When people go deep sea diving don't they need to decompress before ascending?

I believe that Family of Light HAS been bringing us to the surface as quickly
as possible, without causing us to implode! (ew)

Do you ever see a stick that is stuck in a tide pool?

The energy all around it IS spinning, cycling, and expanding.
But, stick friend just keeps going round and round without being in FLOW,
(with the greater current!)…

I believe that is what "I AM" frequency means actually, that when we do Let Go/
Let LOVE, that we ARE cared for, deeply and profoundly, on ALL LEVELS!


from, Gretchen Grace

Pambailey 14th April 2015 12:24 pm

Thank you for the empowering message, just what I needed. For the last few days I'm feeling very insecure. Reading the message cleared up a lot. Good to know I'm not alone in this void :) Thank you very much for sharing, Brenda ?

gabriele 14th April 2015 12:44 pm

Brenda this is spot on for me. Even down to the teenager analogy. I feel highly awkward and uncomfortable in my body and surroundings. This void feeling seems to allow me to just be me now and let go of expectations, obligations and turning myself inside out. --- Thanks for this post.

cyndy 14th April 2015 12:56 pm

I have gone deep into observation mode. It is as if some/many pieces of life (personal & in the collective) have been tossed in the air as confetti. AND they are suspended there. A few pieces have come down. Many are still suspended. Are they waiting to come down when other pieces are in place so they can be fully anchored in the new dimension here?
I continue to plug into the new dimension, the larger intelligence and hook up to Earth Mother.
This is very interesting to be in watchful mode.
When I make even a small move it seems to be instinctively and intuitively.
I do not have this down pat. I am practicing ,as if there is a learning curve in this 8 year. As much as possible, staying in relaxed awareness or getting back to that state of relaxed awareness when I pOP out. Some days I just be very gentle with myself and somedays I laugh uproariously. Some days I do both on the same day. ONWARD
Thanks Brenda

Brenda Hoffman 14th April 2015 3:53 pm

Hi Homeostasis,
Thank you! But then, we're all amazing. We've all been through so much and yet continue our transition journey! Kudos to all!
Blessings, Love and Sparkles,

Brenda Hoffman 14th April 2015 3:58 pm

Hi Gretchen Grace,
I love the line, "I believe Family of Light HAS been bringing us to the surface as quickly as possible, without causing us to implode." as it relates to decompressing after deep sea diving. Wonderful analogy and so in line with what I and so many others sense/believe. Thank you!
Blessings, Love and Sparkles,

Brenda Hoffman 14th April 2015 4:01 pm

Hi Pam,
Trust me - you're not alone. I've received so many messages from others who have or are experiencing the void. I'm coming out of it but my reaction was extreme anger at the Universes. Interesting isn't it how even though we've both experienced the void, we've done so uniquely. And so we go...and most definitely grow into self-love and new us.
Blessings, Love and Sparkles,

Brenda Hoffman 14th April 2015 4:05 pm

Hi Gabriele,
Isn't this a wonderful time? We're actually learning how to love ourselves - something we've denied for eons. And aren't you so pleased (as I am) that we're moving INTO love and away from fear?

Kudos to us all for daring to revamp our perceptions and beings!
Blessings, Love and Sparkles,

Brenda Hoffman 14th April 2015 4:09 pm

Hi Cyndy,
Here's to being both gentle and hilariously delighted with your new insights and being!!!

What a delicious picture you've painted with your image of personal & collective pieces suspended in air as confetti.

Thank you!
Blessings, Love and Sparkles,

Brenda Hoffman 14th April 2015 4:41 pm

Hi Emmeli,
So many are reporting feeling the turmoil, despair and pain you've highlighted. Mine was more of a deep anger at the Universes/me - kind of a "show it to me now or never (and that sounds like a teen-ager doesn't it!)" sensation.

I feel differently now then was true when I channeled this blog Sunday and my BlogTalkRadio show Friday, My sense is one of deepening my being. I don't know how to explain it other than I seem a bit edgier and more willing to state my needs or expectations.

I'm hoping that by the time you read this, you will have moved through that piece...or at least know that you're not alone.
Blessings and Love,

debs go lightly 14th April 2015 4:44 pm

Hi Brenda, thank you, your words are so comforting. I really resonated with:
'..your being is experiencing a division between worlds that you cannot necessarily explain..'

When I last talked to my soul, we were standing in a void space between two dimensions,
a swirling mass shooting past us on either side. She says to me, it's ok, it's a bit strange,
don't worry about it, it will sort itself out soon.

I have had enormous grief (and fears) for the last couple of days. Big letting go process.

Birds keep flying up to the window, chirping at me. They fly up to me when we go for walks.
Yesterday a bellbird and a tui landed on a branch very close to the window as I cried.
They waited patiently side by side, watching until my tears subsided.
It was the most beautiful, loving, comforting thing ever.

A sea bird has always called out to me when I'm at a crossroads, at a time of change.
Not long ago I asked for angel sign - a feather, for fun! I got feathers, lots of feathers!

Birds feathers angels flight transformation flying into the new. FREEDOM!

Much love and light, Deb

Brenda Hoffman 14th April 2015 6:03 pm

Dear Debs,
What a beautiful message. How extremely touching that the birds were concerned about and comforting you. Yet another sign that we're all one - even though unique. Thank you.
Blessings, Love and Sparkles,

Liza Elliott 14th April 2015 9:34 pm

Hi Brenda,
Yesterday I was walking the paths in my woods where I have been creating a Faery garden (lots of Sparkles there!!! :) ). I prayed as I walked, a prayer from The Course in Miracles ~ "Where would You have me go? What would You have me do? What would You have me say? and to whom?"
The immediate response that I received was, "Be your self".
How exciting to read your post when I saw it. . . How miraculous, magical, mystical it all truly is!

Thank you sharing your channeling gifts with us ALL! :)

spiritdiver 14th April 2015 10:38 pm

Right before I read this I was asking/thinking even though I feel so much joy, so much abundance is entering my life right now, and I feel (and know, I have the power) to accomplish almost anything. I feel completely loved and guided, in self why am I feeling like I am not appreciated? Why do I still need this emotion from the external anyway??

I think you may have hit the nail in it, that unless this is shared in the sense that others are experiencing the same thing it can feel lonely. So many others i am picking up are still so bogged down in the 3 rd, 4th dimentions as you speak about i guess.

I want to experience my joy and share it. It is shared with the angels and animals, nature spirits..many experiences with the elements that I personally feel are in direct confirmation of my knowing path. But still I am praying that I come into alignment with others on a day to day basis at same level of true adventure, expansion and joy of every moment this current moment holds. Thank you Brenda for being one of those beings that focuses, and reflects this light.

zorro 15th April 2015 12:06 am


Great post, as it not only identifies the situation "experiencing the void", but also challenges thought, disrupting the status quo. 5 years ago people couldn"t any longer give a 5 year plan. A year ago those same people now couldn't tell you where they will be in 3 weeks. Now they don"t know what's up next week! This is ubiquitous!

This is a critical cycle of re-examining all assumptions. Carrying around old assumptions will maintain the "void" and give the illusion of experiencing inertia. Emerging consciousness is recognizing the connectedness of all things. Merging into this awareness of the whole brings answers that lead us OUT of the VOID. Yes...I said answers! They are already within us, but we haventT connected the dots because disrupting our own status quo thinking is uncomfortable. You have pointed to some great insights here and connected them with a pain-point. I believe we can self direct our selves through this passage through our own connected consciousness. But that is the key, and you have tapped on it. We are all connected.

zorro 15th April 2015 12:19 am

I will say this unequivacably. Maintaining a status quo that doesn't examine assumptions is totally untenable at this juncture and is both the recipe for the void, and also the KEY to liberation from the VOID. Breakthrough is now possible from the void. Because we are all connected I now SEE you as part of the breakthrough that I AM and We ARE. We are ready to take action on relinquishing all that doesn't hold true anymore and empower ourselves for a massive breakthrough collectively in consciousness and ability to Take Action to bring in the new that is already in at least our peripheral view and awareness. The problem was closer than we realized. The solution is even closer because of the power of our collected awareness!

Angelika Lina 15th April 2015 7:21 am

Hi Brenda,
"But if you are feeling empty, hollow, a lack of interest in most activities – even those that once gave you great joy – you are in a void state of being."

I so appreciate this post, especially the above paragraph. I sometimes wonder what I'm doing on this Earth since not much is of interest to me. I love and enjoy nature, and wish to create a healthier body/mind (bit of a struggle there :)) But other than that I've not much that interests me, not even many channels that I used to enjoy reading. My family lives in a different country but really we're strangers as we've got pretty much nothing in common anymore. I've split from friends because they did not feel right anymore.. It gets pretty boring at times. Hopefully things will start improving soon xx

Anni 15th April 2015 10:08 am

You truly hit the nail on the head. I so very much hope and pray you are right. This void feels like nothing I have ever felt before. It is simply awful and at times so wish I was not here anymore. So weary I feel. But after reading your words.... dare I hope?
Thank you.

cyndy 15th April 2015 12:00 pm

Perhaps there are no problems and no solutions. Mind Boggling.
There only becomes Flow and Isness.
We are all connected and any, staying on this planet at this time are doing this transformation whether they are conscious of it or not. And yet we are doing it individually. And I am back to confetti. It feels and looks quite colorful to see the entire population of Gaia ( 7-8 billion people) all off doing this in their individual way or off on their own tangent. 7 to 8 billion tangents.
The past, present and future are all happening in this moment only it is now in a more holistic way.
As the mind can not began to understand this or contain it, It is crying VOID.
This is beyond the mind and the intellect as it is entering our genetic material. It will all be autonomic. As easy as breath.
I LOVe ALL your tangents. The individuality of the whole coming together in this fusion of heaven and earth to create something beyond either.
For those feeling bad and tired and discouraged, alone ,that is what you are releasing and transforming. It will not weave into the new dimension.

cyndy 15th April 2015 12:14 pm

Yesterday April 14th, a magnetic loop 1/2 the diameter of the sun (remember 1,300,000 earths would fit inside the sun) and twice as long as the distance between Earth and Moon erupted . That is significant and ineffable.
Just giving my mind something to observe.

Brenda Hoffman 15th April 2015 2:37 pm

Oh Liza I truly feel as you do - despite some bumps in the road - that this transition is truly magical and mystical. And that we're creators of this transition is even more awesome!
Blessings, Love and Sparkles,

Brenda Hoffman 15th April 2015 2:46 pm

Hi Spiritdiver,
Thank you for being a beacon of light also.

I believe that our need for more appreciation, more of what is your deepest need or lack is is an indication that you're beginning to feel self-love.

If you found a stray puppy or human baby, you would do a great deal to ensure that they were safe and happy. It's time for us to do the same for ourselves. And so we are - valuing ourselves as much as we value others.

And please know that your recent sensation/need of not being appreciated tracks with so many throughout the globe who are discovering their deeply hidden needs. We're finally daring to ask for ourselves.

What an amazing step forward for us all!
Blessings, Love and Sparkles,

Brenda Hoffman 15th April 2015 2:56 pm

Hi Zorro,
I so agree that this is an important "cycle of re-examining all assumptions" and needs. And we carry the map out of the void within us.

We'll all do so when the time is right which we'll know when trying to maintain old pieces is more difficult than moving forward. We've done so time after time throughout this transition. Brave souls all.
Blessings, Love and Sparkles,

Brenda Hoffman 15th April 2015 3:10 pm

Dear Angelika,
You're in an in between stage as so many are now throughout the globe if my readers are any indication. But your interest in nature is a wonderful starting place for that segment of new you - when you're ready.

Not to worry about not finding channels interesting. Think how you're expanding in so many ways including outgrowing information from various channels. There will be a point when my channels don't feel right or interesting either. Instead of berating yourself for that, realize how much you've grown to reach that point!

Allow yourself to float in this "never-never" land for a bit. You'll shift when it's time. And know that you always have virtual friends here at Spirit Library

Blessings, Love and Sparkles,

Brenda Hoffman 15th April 2015 3:13 pm

Hi Anni,
YES! You dare hope.

I have received so many messages from around the globe about others feeling as you do - and I did.

Think of this time as winter blues - when you can't remember what trees with leaves used to look like even though you've experienced spring and summer year after year.
Blessings, Love and Sparkles,

Brenda Hoffman 15th April 2015 3:17 pm

Dear Zorro,
Yes. We're preparing for the point of massive breakthrough that is our unique area of interest or joy.
Blessings, Love and Sparkles,

zorro 15th April 2015 8:26 pm

Yes, true, but maybe the cosmos is not limited to only those narrowly defined parameters, but has more in store for all, like including foiling any attempts to define and limit what it might really have in store, above and beyond our "limitations". When the dots get connected within the individual emerging consciousness fields, the greater awareness field will be of more value than the safety of our attempts to limit it with our mind constructed limitations. So good example of what is up to be examined! Love and sparkles as all unfolds according to plan!

zorro 15th April 2015 8:50 pm

Dear Brenda,

I so love what you open up for ME to look at! I do believe that your valuable insights trigger awakenings in me! These are much valued. This is at the heart of what I am highlighting, though not always as effectively as I intention. What is perking in you is finding resonance here, lest I forget to mention it, or else I may possibly not be getting any triggers at all here. I love what you offer to the mass awakening happening currently. I would want you on my team anyday!

Peter fox 16th April 2015 3:29 am

Wow,Brenda! What a party I've missed. Actually, I've been here all the time
just thought I'd listen rather than speak for a change. I need to learn to do
more of that. But what a party! All the best ingredients- great hostess
(thanks Brenda), brilliant venue(thanks Ben and Mariu) and what amazing
unique ad interesting guests(thanks everyone)- I love you all - OMG did I
really say that?- it must be down to the fourth ingredient of a great party!
What is this "stuff" that's being served? Don't know about anyone else but
I can't seem to get enough of it- just as well it seems to be unlimited!
Well, thanks for a great party- seems to be a "whole" mixture of despair,
confusion,joy,love,speculation,fear and hope etc going on- you know
Brenda, it reminds me of what you said about adolescence- yes it's just
like that! So we "know" what happens in the relative "twinkling of an eye"
- the girls get beautiful breasts and the boys get deep voices- all we ever
really wanted. Wow,it really is this simple- how can something so comlex
be so simple? We better go real deep, though Zorro, as it


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An intuitive since birth, Brenda formalized her channeling skills with her internationally noted book, A Glimpse of Your Future. This prophetic classic describes your role in this transition, as well as answers questions such as why baby boomers were instrumental in introducing the New Age and what earth will be like in the year 4000.

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