Is That All There Is?

Dear Ones,

Just as the mathematical equation of one plus one creates a new number, so too have you created a new being that may be reacting to this new earth process differently than you anticipated before entrance to earth in this life. Some of you are functioning exactly as you anticipated. Others – and you are the beings we are addressing today – have created a path with new expectations.

Even though new earth is peeking out of its birth egg, everything and everyone seems to irritate you. Where is your long-term joy? Where is your comfort zone?

You shifted after entering earth in this lifetime so that the “stuff” you once thought would bring you joy is not adequate.  You feel cheated, angry – even lifeless. Yet, you cannot explain to anyone – even yourself – why. You have raised your bar of creation in this life time higher than you anticipated.

It is as if you imagined you would become a winning high school basketball team member, only to increase your expectations to become a National Basketball Association (NBA) star. Maybe you increased your expectation bar once you knew earth accepted the New Age. Or because you wanted to test your new earth creation skills. It does not matter. All that matters is you are feeling cheated, angry – anything but a continuing joy. Where is your “stuff”?

Perhaps you now believe you never could create, that we filled your head with useless dreams. Such is not the case – many have found their stuff. They are experiencing ongoing joy. They are laughing in the sunshine. And you will also. It is just that being a star at a local level is not enough for you anymore.

Are you selfish? Self-centered? No you have merely and rightly raised your bar of expectations.

If all were pleased with the creation level you started this life with, new earth would be a future vision. You would be preparing to enjoy new earth in future lives. Instead, you opted to create AND live in the new earth. That choice, that need created a new you. For the being you created to begin the new earth process is not as sophisticated as the being you now are – who fully plans to live in new earth.

You experienced little miracles in the last few days. Little miracles that made you smile and think wonderful thoughts of the future. But those joys were short-lived. The piece of the pie of your current totality those joys represent is not enough to move you into days and days of joy.

You have created a need for something more. Something bigger. The miracles, the pieces of joy you experienced the past few days would have been long-term joyful memories a few years ago. Instead, they are short-lived – almost irritating with a sense of, “Is that all there is? Is that my totality of miracles?”

Perhaps as you read that last thought, you are thinking that such joys are a starting point. Such is true. But you have created – and wonderfully so – a need for more and bigger miracles. You are tired of waiting, of accepting, of just being in your small world. You are creating a bigger world – not only for yourself, but everyone.

It is a wonderful sign that you want more – that the small miracles of yesterday or last week are no longer enough. You are growing rapidly both within your skill set and your being. And as you do so, your stuff gets bigger and better.

You are not willing to accept the mixed breed puppy you found wandering the street – even though that puppy is cute. You now want a full breed puppy with the attributes you have dreamed of in a dog for so long. You are not willing to settle for good enough – you want the best. And so it is that you are pulling others into the New Age/new earth more rapidly than either you or they anticipated before entering earth in this lifetime.

You are a goddess/god star who will not settle for less than the best. The miracles of the past few days are merely the appetizers for the gourmet meal you now expect.

Such thoughts might frighten some of you for you are worried that you will never feel joy – that you will continue to raise your expectation bar s so you are always dissatisfied with this life. Such is not the case.

You are the advance team of the advance Lightworker team. You are not willing to settle for the treeless land that you, a scout master, found on the American prairies. You expect more. And so you shall find as you continue your exploration to the beauty of the mountains, rivers, forests and oceans of  the western United States.

You are not settling for acceptable. You want the moon. And so you shall have. And by wanting the moon, you are forcing earth into the New Age more rapidly than anyone – including you – expected prior to this new earth process.

Allow yourself to be grumpy. Allow yourself to be. Knowing that you are for a reason.

How will this affect those who are not interested in moving as rapidly and as far as you – and yet continue to be part of your life? Those Lightworkers are affiliated with you for a reason. Even though they may follow you to the joys of the new earth kicking and screaming, they are as excited about the possibilities as you. They merely are allowing – and yes, encouraging – you to do what they do not wish to achieve on their own. They are advance Lightworkers who have decided to attach themselves to the truly advanced, advance Lightworkers of this age.

Pout, rant, rave all you wish. Your raging thoughts are moving you forward to a new bountiful land. Those who are more content have opted to populate the prairies. A wondrous deed in itself. You, instead, wish to experience those new lands, those nebulous dreams you are now dreaming of. So be it. Amen.


Peter fox 14th August 2013 6:04 am

As usual Brenda a wonderful posting,thank you. You have this glorious
gift of explaining the positive aspects of so many things that might otherwise(and often do) cause concern to rise up in us. Ie: am I doing
this right,why am I not yet manifesting miracles etc,etc. It is so encouraging and comforting to know that some of us are experiencing
similar feelings along the way. Brilliant,Brenda!

queens4freedom 14th August 2013 8:42 am


rachelsnyder 14th August 2013 8:52 am

Brava, Brenda! Once again, a spot-on, hit-the-nail-on-the-head message. Just yesterday, my grumpy, irritated, frustrated self "left the building" while I blasted forward with tangible, grounded action in a variety of expanded, out-of-the-box realms. Like going from dry toast to that luscious, multi-tiered cake we've talked about here before. Juicy! Sweet! Delicious! Yummmmmmmmmmmm...

ShondaIrene 14th August 2013 10:27 am

So true! I am not even accepting my partner's laziness anymore and am in search of a new partner. No wonder I am so cranky lately and clearing out toxic peopole. However a mixed breed dog did show up at my door a couple of months ago and has turned out to be a gem. I know its just an analogy but I just laughed when I read that. So cute.

Love and Light.

sheila ray 14th August 2013 10:51 am

Thank You, Thank You, Thank You!!! You have described me to a tee! Wow. Until I read this, I myself could not put it into words. You have made me understand my feelings. It's like they were jumbled and foggy, not knowing how to quiet put my finger on what was going on and why! I see clearly now why I declare over and over this is who I am! The path I choose is one so great that at this moment I can not yet comprehend my ability's and the outcomes, but I know I want more! It is who I am!

cyndy 14th August 2013 11:47 am

I will repeat myself from another post plus add a little. There is so much going on in so many layers now and it seems so specific to each individual.
One of the main themes that soundly resonated with me is:"We are now restoring capacity for nourishment and receptivity."-Michele Mayama.
Feels like I've been in the desert a long time and so this capacity for nourishment and receptivity restored is greatly appreciated and feeling beautiful.

Deeni 14th August 2013 1:15 pm

Brenda, Thank You.

I was beginning to wonder if my Divine timing needed a new battery or something.

I have experienced those fleeting joys, and I want way more than I came into this life wanting.

I have received tantalizing nuggets of joy, but there are gargantuan nuggets of joy, that I really want to experience in this lifetime.

I want global free energy, so that we can all enjoy clean water, warmth/cooling, electricity, mobility while respecting our Earth Mother, Gaia.

I want global peace and an end to oppression, so those that have lived war, or have been oppressed can experience the joy of life without war or oppression.

I want the financial industry and corporations to know that God loves them, and that God's Love can end the pain that causes them to do the things they have done, and continue to do. I want them to love themselves, in the hopes that they wish to help rectify the imbalance.

I want this life to flow, to become easy, joyful, blissful, abundant, compassionate, unconditional, non-judgmental, peaceful, love filled, FOR ALL.


Love+Light 2 ALL

Brenda Hoffman 14th August 2013 2:38 pm

Hi Peter,
We're all in this together. I equate this transition to puberty, mid-life crisis and menopause. We're all moving in the same direction with similar results as an end-product, but having "interesting" and sometimes unique experiences along the way.

Just think how fascinating this transition - into the unknown but with a great deal of trust - will be to future generations! We're doing it despite our fears and up and down emotions.
Blessings, Hugs and Sparkles,

Brenda Hoffman 14th August 2013 2:39 pm

Dear Queens,
We're doing it despite all sometimes unexplained feelings and fears. YAY for all of us!
Blessings, Hugs and Sparkles,

Brenda Hoffman 14th August 2013 2:42 pm

Hey Rachel,
You have such a wonderful and descriptive way with words! Thank you for "dry toast to luscious, multi-tiered cake." Perfect. Would have loved traveling with you into the out-of-the-box realms. Next time pick me up!
Blessings, Hugs and Sparkles,

Brenda Hoffman 14th August 2013 2:46 pm

Dear Shonda Irene,
And I laughed when I read your message about your new dog. I just word process what pops into my head. I've never had a puppy or dog so have no idea where that analogy came from but I liked it too.

Super kudos for daring to be you...and not accepting less!
Blessings, Hugs and Sparkles,

Brenda Hoffman 14th August 2013 2:48 pm

Dear Sheila,
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for daring to be the BIG being you are. Given our 3D training, moving into your inner-power is not always easy - but oh so gratifying!!!!
Blessings, Hugs and Sparkles,

Brenda Hoffman 14th August 2013 2:51 pm

Hey Cyndy,
Love the quote. Resonates so wonderfully. And like those once lost in the desert and returning to nourishment, we're doing so in a way that is right for our physical being. Wonderful quote!
Blessings, Hugs and Sparkles,

Tiff 14th August 2013 3:47 pm

Thank you for the confirmation, Brenda. Sometimes I feel guilty when I pout, rant and rave or even when I desire the best, although I know I deserve it. I still try my best to appreciate my life now without letting go of my dreams...sometimes I'm just really confused, but I never lose faith. :laugh

Brenda Hoffman 14th August 2013 4:31 pm

Dear Deeni,
Beautiful thoughts/mantra. My favorite is "I want way more than I came into this life wanting." I figure that as we accept our wonderful and powerful inner-beings, others will "see the/our Light" and help us create the pieces in your mantra. This is definitely a community transition! And we just keep on keeping on. Courageous and beaming lights all!
Blessings, Hugs and Sparkles,

Brenda Hoffman 14th August 2013 4:34 pm

Dear Tiff,
YAY for you. This is such a convoluted transition. We're up, we're down and we're all around. Yet we keep on keeping on. Go for the pouting and ranting. Then, check out the number of people - including me - experiencing similar feelings. How wonderful that we can share via Spirit Library!
Blessings, Hugs and Sparkles,

Ela Rae 15th August 2013 8:33 pm

Post after post, you continue to validate what I have been experiencing! THANK YOU! For the last week or so I have been angry, like really pissed off angry. Questioning: what is the point, keep coming to earth, forgetting who I AM..having to reawaken, blah blah blah, how many times do I have to keep up this same old bs, I am DONE!!! I am just going to worry about me, enjoy my kids and my wonderful husband and f*ck it to anyone and everyone else! Ugh it was, I was MISERABLE! But what I also found in the process was a detaching/detangling from Earth "karma" the attachments I have to earth and why I "had" to keep "incarnating". There was anger and sadness at all of those that "I" am leaving behind. In a way,the frustration and anger as a last ditch, fighting the "separation" of me moving yet again forward, and "leaving" others in the separation and chaos that is still their reality. I also have been very aware, I am ready for financial abundance, a nice, new car, house, vacations for my family. I am ready to start living and enjoying earth life. No restrictions Joy, abundance and Love! :smitten:

Brenda Hoffman 16th August 2013 10:06 am

Dear Ela Rae,

Two BIG pieces started moving for me yesterday - a relationship issue and home sale both of which have been on my mind - esp. my pouty mind! So here we go!
Blessings, Love and Hugs,

Ela Rae 17th August 2013 3:42 pm

Yes! Here we go..wherever and whatever here is! Love to you to! :smitten: And big ((( HUGS!!!)))

elias 18th August 2013 1:19 am


I am seriously wondering, that why am I creating all of this! Sometimes I feel like hey I am creating all of this, all this unhappiness. Sometimes I feel guilt, sometimes I accept, sometimes, I start questioning myself, hey why can't you just be. Sometimes, I really tell myself, why am I doing this, why am I subjecting myself to the Earth realm time and time again, to forget, and now I am finding hey I just am bouncing, forgetting, remembering, forgetting, remembering, and it is sort of making me sick. I feel like an idiot, the fact is yes, when I start remembering the vast difference of living in heaven and down here on this sort of Earth, I find myself feeling utterly depressed, everything I touch upon I find the distortions from love. Yet I see at times it becomes too difficult to love all these things that represent lack of love.
All this lifetime, I have been ridiculed for being a kind person, and so I have tend to become "blocked" and now I see compassion is becoming a more normal feeling, observing all these beautiful people striving for it makes one feel more at home<3

Brenda Hoffman 18th August 2013 1:28 pm

Dear Elias,
It appears as if you remembered before many of us - and that you have more clear lines to other dimensions.

Please do not despair - you selected earth during this transition for a reason. I know it's difficult when all or most seems bleak - but know that many of us are experiencing ups and downs. All seems wonderful one day and then we wonder what we are doing the next.

Kindness and compassion is becoming the norm (finally). Unfortunately, you were tuned into your role before others understood the loving being that you are.

Please take hope that we of Spirit Library are on a path moving in the same direction as you - perhaps with a few different barriers or bumps - but in the same direction. And please take heart that you are the leader of today and tomorrow, even though you may have been the scapegoat of yesterday.
Blessings, Hugs and Love,


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An intuitive since birth, Brenda formalized her channeling skills with her internationally noted book, A Glimpse of Your Future. This prophetic classic describes your role in this transition, as well as answers questions such as why baby boomers were instrumental in introducing the New Age and what earth will be like in the year 4000.

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