Many of you remain frightened. So much has happened to you emotionally and physically in the past few months, weeks and days that you feel as if your nerves are outside your body. You may even feel as if one more incident, one more sliver of fear or pain will push you over the edge.
Such is not true, but you do not yet believe that. Reviewing and shedding beliefs you have held for eons makes you feel extremely vulnerable. You have open spaces, if you will, in your being. So you are feeling – perhaps subconsciously – as if you have given up something comfortable, even if painful, for nothing.
Your core being is shifting so that those empty spaces will eventually be filled with love and joy. Many of you advance Lightworkers/Wayshowers are experiencing those first stages of joy – not that your life is necessarily that much different from what was true last month or even last year, but that you perceive/sense joy in your experiences.
For many, starting to feel joy does not seem worth the effort. You have given up so much and moved through extreme pain only to learn that even advanced Lightworkers/Wayshowers are experiencing minimal joy. You fully expected this transition to be rapid – perhaps a few days of discomfort.
This transition is a process. It is improbable for you to expect to shift belief patterns you have maintained for eons in a matter of days.
Many channels have encouraged, even begged you to find joy – to make joy more dominant than pain in your life on earth. You have read or heard such material for years, yet you still have to deliberately focus on joy to feel it.
Much like learning to ride a bicycle. To keep your bicycle upright, you must at first concentrate on the actions required to do so. Then one day, you no longer need to think much about doing so – it is a natural part of your being. The same is true of your movement into joy.
You are being bombarded by your society as it transitions through and out of negativity; by your friends and relatives frightened by the shift and by those who have no interest in moving into the New Age.
Your joy transition does not yet feel natural and that is your concern. You have to focus too diligently. You want joy to feel and be easy – and so it will. But you have to practice until such is true.
The December 2012 dates many of you hope are dates of completion – whether of ascension or joy – are for you to join in celebration. Those dates are booster rockets for you – ascension, if you will, not into another world, but into another life.
Will you feel pain after those dates? Yes, but to a lesser degree than was true before. Just as now you are not feeling the depth of pain of a year ago. You continue to experience pain or fear, but you move through that in a matter of hours or days not months or years. After December, your pain and fear will diminish yet again.
We wish to address those of you who feel as if your life is so painful and chaotic that you barely have energy to continue. You are sorting out your beliefs – just as would be true if you were moving to a new home. What items/beliefs do you wish to take with you? What items/belief do you wish to leave behind? And for now, you are mourning what was part of your being.
Perhaps some of you mourned leaving your home town when you graduated from high school – not because you wished to live in your home town, but because it was familiar. So it is for you now. You have empty spaces that were once filled with fear, pain, control, victimization and care taking. Those areas are fading away leaving holes in your emotional being – and you have not yet fully accepted joy.
You are not only leaving your care taking and victimization pieces behind, joy is replacing many emotions with which you were comfortable. And joy is an emotion you have had little experience exploring. New job, new role and many fears.
Some of you feel that this shift is too much – just as you felt the first time you tried to balance on a bicycle. You will soon be gliding along on your path of joy.
If you were not so enmeshed in letting go of pain and/or filling holes left by that pain, you would note that your joy is starting to be greater than your pain – that your pain does not last as long as it once did.
Do not force yourself into your new life, but know that you will soon be there – with the help of group attention on November 11, December 12 and 21. Those dates were established by you to help you focus on filling the empty spaces as you reduce the dominance of pain and fear in your being.
You will not fail. You will not fall. You are just learning to ride your bicycle. A task that may seem far too daunting today, but will become quite easy. Some of you are already flying on your new bicycles. Others of you want someone to hold on during your first attempts around the neighborhood and others feel the need for training wheels.
The advance Lightworkers/Wayshowers are demonstrating that flying through the air on your bicycle is not only possible, but fun. Just as your older siblings or neighbors did when you first learned to ride a bicycle without training wheels. So be it. Amen.
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