Who Will You Choose?

Dear Ones,

Today is a special day the likes of which you have never experienced before. Not because exceptional energies are pummeling earth, but that you are changing so rapidly that which was interesting yesterday will likely not be by tomorrow.  And promises made yesterday may hold no credence today making your life topsy-turvy.

So it is many of you are turning aside in anger only to discover that you no longer feel comfortable in 3D environments, nor are you feeling love and joy or experiencing the rewards you hoped for.

Such is so because you are in the midst of your first New Earth social revolution. Before, you floated easily between 3D and beyond. It was a bit confusing at times, but not that difficult overall. You are now determining in which dimension and frequency you feel most comfortable.

Think of the time when you left your 3D childhood home. You knew you no longer belonged in that home, yet you did not necessarily feel comfortable in your new environment. You felt as if you were a ‘stranger in a strange land.’ So it is for you now.

You are not comfortable experiencing 3D fear, hate, and rage. And you have not yet completely adjusted to your new being.

Perhaps you are returning to fear and anger now, so you feel you do not have a home base. Should you not be in constant joy by this time?

You are adjusting.

Let us return to our example. At first, you likely wondered why you left the comfort of your 3D origins – despite the possible pain experienced in that environment. You pined for what you knew. After a bit of time, you laughed at your initial need to return to your earth home of origin. So it is now.

You likely feel confused now, even angry thinking, “I gave up friends, relatives, and communities for this?” What you neglect to note is you are evolving so rapidly – almost as if you are falling off a mountain – that you have not yet had time to grab onto that which is you.

A concept difficult for most, for you no longer believe what we and other channeling sources repeat continuously – you are creating a world of love.

You are angry at the Universes, but mostly at yourself for being so malleable despite your fears and angst along the way. “Why did I follow any messages? Why didn’t I listen to myself that all was a hoax – the message I felt the first time I read a New Earth channel?”

Your anger is directed at politicians, partners, friends, community or anything that promises joy and laughter – for you do not feel either. Instead, you feel duped and sad. For who are you and why are you here is rattling around your thought processes. Your question to yourself is, “Do I return to 3D fear helping those who are perpetuating it?” Or, “Do I pretend that fear and rage are no longer part of my being?” But mostly, you are asking yourself and anyone willing to listen, “Where is my joy?”

We could promise you many joy pieces – which you will claim in time. For now, you are deciding within yourself whether you are strong enough to exit 3D fear.

Of course, you are strong enough. But that strength is yours to claim. It does not matter what we or anyone tells you for this is your personal decision.

You have reviewed your internal being and motivations almost ad nauseam. Now it is time for you to use that internal knowledge in your society or outer being. Perhaps it is too difficult for you now. Perhaps doing so seems counterproductive. Or perhaps you needed this nudge to know you are a different being than has been your life the past few days, that you no longer wish to participate in the hate and anger directed by fear and now so blatantly displayed throughout your society.

Even though you are a different person, you have not acknowledged that to yourself. You are trying to bridge the gap between 3D and various dimensions as you have done throughout your transition. That bridge closed for you and all the others who transitioned beyond 3D – the most difficult piece for you to accept now.

For you now, there is little comfort in dimensions beyond 3D, and there is certainly no comfort in 3D. “What are you to do?” is your internal question. Do you wish to continue in your 3D external life with a beyond 3D internal being? Or do you wish to live your life consistently internally and externally? It is a difficult decision for you have experience, even a comfort level in 3D, but little experience or comfort in any dimension beyond 3D.

We are not telling that you need to make a decision now. But instead, we are informing you why you feel uncomfortable, perhaps even angry. For you know how to act in your 3D world, but this new being that you have become has no idea how to function beyond 3D in your society.

Can you be of 3D externally and 5D or beyond internally? Yes, you have the skills to do so. But such a division makes your earth life much more difficult than it needs to be.

So it is you are deciding who you are. Are you gravitating to a split personality or a cohesiveness that you cannot yet understand?

And so it is, you are frightened. For both options – split or cohesive persona – seem wrong now. Should you not help your human friends, family and community clear the fear that is rampant? Should you not exit your lighthouse to save people drowning in fear? Or do you wish your external being to be consistent with your internal being? That is your decision – for you are of 5D internally.

Perhaps you believe that choice is cruel torture we created. Such is not true. For you were much more a part of your pre-earth creations than was true for anyone not of earth at this time.

You are the Olympic stars of the earth. Your choice now is, do you wish to continue training or negate your training to play with your non-Olympic friends? Just as an Olympic star always has that choice, so do you.

It is a time of reckoning for you and all of those of 5D and beyond internally. No one can make you do or be anything. What do you choose? That is your question, creation, and development for the next few days. So be it. Amen.


Shanna8 29th November 2016 12:22 pm

Thank you so much! It's so 'mee'..hahah.. I have long ago chosen the 5D mode.. and the accept that which 'is', as in the 3D mode..My anger now is from decades of assisting/ being there for others, 'sacrificing' much of my life - by choice - and now, am ignored and shunned by those for whom I gave 'up' the most for. Why? Because they 'fear' me, and my 'external good' and haha .. outer shell/looks horrid - so tired and fed up w/ all of the 'lighworkers' I know who are resisting, like Trump and - yeah, hahaha.. as an astrologer, my chart is getting smacked relentlesly - esp w/ this new moon..Paradoxical feelings... want to be in hermit mode, yet, in 3D I NEED help..big snowstorm, physically can't get out.. nearly out of food... people say they'll come /shop.. blown me off..hahaha -I used to manifest things like a roll of TP at midnight.. humor and tears.. like the song "The Way We Were . Good to remember both sides now, from the 3rd edge of the coin! The rim, 360 degrees, the wheel of fortune, keep changing/moving it to see from every single area! Am sure you are the VOICE for many!

ShelleyT 29th November 2016 12:26 pm

Thank you.... So very accurate...

kitegirlcoach 29th November 2016 5:54 pm

Yes, I'm with Shanna, the post is timely. I don't think I am angry or fed up, but each time I put my hand on my heart and ask "What do I want?" the answer just seems to be "a really long rest". If I could just stop falling off the mountain for a little bit I might get my enthusiasm back.

And, from the article, "Perhaps you believe that choice is cruel torture we created. Such is not true. For you were much more a part of your pre-earth creations than was true for anyone not of earth at this time." That could do with a bit more explanation, Brenda. :)

Rayofhelios 29th November 2016 11:31 pm

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Brenda Hoffman 30th November 2016 7:17 pm

Hi Shanna,
Discovering that others don't necessarily care for you in the same way that you care or cared for them is a revelation. But then, as we evolve we discover others who don't want or need a caretaker nor a victim. Kind of like trying to re-establish a friendship with someone you admired a great deal in first grade and now have very little in common with or interest in.

If you're still in need of food and water, calling the police to help you seems like an appropriate reaction. If they can't help, they should know of resources who can. Please take care of yourself, Shanna.
Lots of Love, Creation Sparkles - esp. now, and Blessings,

Brenda Hoffman 30th November 2016 7:18 pm

And thank you in return, Shelley. Knowing that my channels resonate with others always makes my day!
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,

Brenda Hoffman 30th November 2016 7:26 pm

Hi Annabelle,
Prior to our entrance on earth or any local, we create those pieces of life we wish to experience. Given that this was such an important life in Universal terms, we selected the aspects we wished to experience personally as well as in conjunction with others returning to earth at this time. This lifetime is a combination of personal goals, if you will, combined with Universal goals - all of which we selected and/or voted upon.

And it appears as if it's time for you to 'gift' yourself with a rest whether that means stopping your transition for a bit or slowing down your personal life. We're all undergoing many transitions now - and sometimes that combined with 3D responsibilities is just too much.
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,

Brenda Hoffman 30th November 2016 7:32 pm

Dear Rayofhelios,
Those of us at the forefront are extremely courageous human beings. We've been out in the cold our entire or most of our 3D earth lives. Now our only role is to hold the light highly and brightly for those who follow. We're no longer alone - even though we can't always feel that such is true. Others are awakening. Think of those who first opposed the Vietnam war in the United States. They were considered odd, radicals, disloyal and hundreds of other tags - until they weren't. Until others caught up with their thinking and actions until today those who supported the Vietnam war are considered odd. And so it goes with any movement, particularly one of this scope.
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,

kitegirlcoach 30th November 2016 9:31 pm

How funny. Got to the department store this morning and started laughing as I heard this song kick in https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X71EkpOVY4g It's from a New Zealand artist (same country as me) from 1991. I said 'thank you, I know you heard me'.

Let's see how it pans out.

Brenda Hoffman 30th November 2016 11:31 pm

Hi Annabelle,
The perfect message for you at the perfect time. I love getting personal messages and learning about messages like that from the ethers.
Blessings, Lots of Love and Creation Sparkles,

Shanna8 1st December 2016 11:20 am

Thank you! However, I"ve been at this 'work'/am 59, for 30 years..and have on an INTERNATiONAL LEVEL.. exposed and privy to much ..gov't 'underworld' and how do I word - discreetly conspiracy 'stuff'' that I never wated to know. MOST of my 'problems' are due to the police, various social service agencies, communty, and churches denying and refusing to help (ESP the LE - threatening me - as in beating me, or with arrest -telling me I must move away, so illegal - Only certain ones, long stories. I KNOW MY RIGHTS! Rumors, spied on by librarians when using their comps,) you have no clue..and the churches just as bad. Again, I NEVER EVER WANTED to know of htese things... have been a 'wisef/ool' 'heyoka', since age 4 "inducted'. I am low key, but am an internationally followed, 24 year astro weekly coulumist and local weekly newspaper associate editor. I live in a high level, but TINY resort town. Been denied food/shelter and had belongings stolen by above agencies. You have no clue the corruption of the judges and social services, etc, in my state. Am NOT blaming, just saying! :)

Shanna8 1st December 2016 11:29 am


HAHAHA .. we are so on the same page, and that vid says/sings it all! Thanks! sometimes, so called dark humor, self deprecation/irreverant humor - or rather, most of the times, is key.(sorry all, my computer is screwing up my typing?!Difficulties editing it, too! Must be my electro-mag field!)

Brenda Hoffman 1st December 2016 4:48 pm

I'm sorry, Shanna8, that your life has been so difficult.
Blessings and Love,

Rayofhelios 2nd December 2016 3:19 pm

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An intuitive since birth, Brenda formalized her channeling skills with her internationally noted book, A Glimpse of Your Future. This prophetic classic describes your role in this transition, as well as answers questions such as why baby boomers were instrumental in introducing the New Age and what earth will be like in the year 4000.

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