Certainty Without The Candy Coating Of Doubt

As our lenses become sharper and clearer all internal and external truths are SEEN under the big bright light of scrutiny. We have so many decades under our belt – why can’t we remember who we are and what comes next? Once proof was in the pudding, now who can afford the pudding.  We lean forward in the seat of the soul with our internal heart driving us into un-chartered waters on the shifting sees of confusion. Certainty without the candy coating of doubt is required to fulfill our divine obligations. Doubt cannot live in the grade A choices of a world that is moving into the gated community of less than and not enough.

Life is thicker and contains more than in the past. Unexpected expectations take time, energy and heart. Earth has changed and so has her people, continually adjusting to all that is thrown at them.  People are hardened and softened at the same time. This conflict creates tension in the body causing unexpected aches and pains. In these upcoming changes and energies, movement forward is a must if one is not to sink within the dimensional  quicksand of Earth.

We bend forward and backward to life’s demands finding ourselves in limbo more often than not.  wanting to escape and at the same time wanting to stop and embrace all that is around us. Life is changing so quickly we know it may not be the same tomorrow. Heartstrings are tugged, wallets are tugged, and emotions are raw and bleeding. The energies come not as soothing and soft but come as thorns in the crown and heart. 

Step gently into these turbulent times that come. Do not expect them to hold you as you cry, as you weep, or mourn. Allow them to be what they are and allow yourself to be what you are – very human on a divine playing field in a game that changes and challenges you daily. Become as a deep-sea reef and allow the energies to swim around you, hold steady to who you are and do not lose yourself as the big waves come. There is not a quick solution or an app for what we are all destined to drive thru. Like the severe weather footage of late when the tornados come, when the tsunamis come, do you turn around, race forward or just stand still?


jgrrl 19th May 2011 7:34 am

This is EXACTLY what I needed to hear right now! Thank you!

pollymcleod 19th May 2011 11:16 am

Gillian, yours are the posts that always set my inner bells ringing. Barbara Marciniak's book, "Earth..." was my initial wake-up call. I love your affirming messages, and you are a stirring and excellent writer.

Bodhisattva1212 19th May 2011 6:13 pm

SO eloquent and well said. My external reality is chaos and the more I try to fix it, the worse it gets. These big waves come and knock me down everyday- the harder I fight, the longer I stay underwater and get panicked for air. If I go within, trust my inner authority, embrace the hit, love myself, somehow breathing is much easier and my mind finds peace.
Thank You