I Am The First To Give You

I am the essence, the light, the sound, and the thought of Mary. I represent the ultimate Mother, the Divine Mother, the Divine Female, the One who sacrificed all as she came within the fullness of her being. After the time of my Son’s Ascension, I was escorted off, not to be seen again. The energies kept me sequestered away as to protect me in my light, in my body, and in my heart.

Many of you in your existences through space and time, have oft times been scooted away from those that you loved, from those that you are familiar with, from those that you considered to be family. At this time in this intersection of heaven and earth, of stars and sun, it is a time of going back and healing that essence deep within you that still mourns for what could have been what should have been, and what wasn’t. The feeling of being separate, of being abandoned – and yet at the same time, a feeling of being protected for one’s own sake.

The Divine Mother, the Divine Female stands in the center of her journey of healing. She walks the long shores of self, barefoot -- often cutting herself on the shards and the shrouds of the past. She walks barefooted and bare-souled, and bare-hearted into her future. She seeks a time beyond human conception. The Divine Female, the Divine Mother comes full circle into her Cosmic Heart and her Cosmic Self as she no longer licks the wounds of the past, as she no longer camps and sleeps upon the skeletons of what was. She moves quickly yet slowly, gently yet deeply into a future that is embedded within her genetically.

On the stage of life in front of all women of earth sits a chair, a seat of heighten placement, a chair of royalty, a place where no one seems to reside. You each and every one look at it, wondering -- who is to come to sit in that chair, who is to come to take that heightened place, who is it that we wait upon? The chair steps forward and bows its head and curtsies in front of you. For it recognizes that each of you are the royalty, the Chosen One, the Divine Mother that is destined to sit in the chair.

Each of you has birthed Christed Children. Each of you has lost Christed Children throughout time and space. Every position that you have worn throughout time now falls from your neck as it turns back to dust. You are ignited into a place within yourself of Royalty. Finally entering the Kingdom Come, feeling as if you are the Queen of the Universe. I place these 3 empty chairs of Royalty in front of each one of your hearts and each one of your days – and I ask you to try them on. Just like in the fabled story of Goldilocks – trying on the 3 chairs, the 3 beds, the 3 bowls – try this on dear Daughters of the Stars, Sisters of Light, and Mothers of the Christ Child. I ask you to sit in fullness, allowing the root chakra of your being to come in contact with the holy wrappings of what is to come.

To sit there fully elevated – even if it is just a few inches – from the mundane and the humdrum of your everyday life. To allow the molecules at that heightened level to serve you, to bow down to you, to look up to you, to create your wishes, desires and commands -- because you have served and you have served well. The time too commensurate that serving is at hand. You have served time after time, dimension after dimension star, planet, moon, people, animal, life, death. You have served. And you have served not crying or begging to receive your divine place, to receive what is owed to you by all of life, by all of people, by all of the stars. And thus you have accumulated treasures – hoards of treasure, hoards of gifts to come, bountiful, plentiful, cornucopias. But you have not received. And now I say dear Daughters of Light – to sit in this chair, this Royal place of Light, to step up and sit and look over all of creation and allow Creation to give to you.

Celebrate the 365 days of your birth, of your life, of your serving, and of yourself. For women have stayed in the background far too long. They have whimpered and cried in the night. They have seen injustice after injustice. Their hands were tied and their mouths were sewn shut. But now you sit in a place, in a time, and a doorway of coronation. Receiving through the heart, the gifts that have awaited you patiently through all time eternal. You have scrubbed the floors, you have wiped the buttocks, and you have wiped the tears from everything and everyone that you have loved. And Nay – nothing was given onto you. Even in the past—the women of power, the women of plenty - did not receive in fullness, for they were sequestered behind the pantaloons of their husbands as 2nd class citizens.

But I, Mary, Queen of the Universe, come to proclaim to you that you are now united and ignited in Sacred Coronation as you receive your Crown of Light as Queen of your Life. A queen that sits with tears rolling down her face as she looks at all of the plenty that comes her way. A queen that feels guilty as she receives and receives all that life and light has to offer. But it is at this point of receiving that you open a doorway for all the hearts of humanity to receive this plenty as well. Knowing that you are in service in this receiving will make it easier for you, Dear Ones. Celebrate every single day as a birthday, a day of specialness, a day of light, a day of remembrance, and a day of receiving.

Receive these little gifts of spirit day after day. Do not let a day go by that you do not expect gratitude – gratitude from the energies that you have served throughout existence. Finally the circle comes full. It is closed into a Flower of Light at this point of receiving. This comes forward to all the females of earth that have chosen to incarnate as females at this time. There will come a time when the males will receive the same fulfillment in a balanced equation.

As woman you have always been on the back porch of your life, in the back of the bus, the back of the carriage, the back of the train, the back of the burner. And now you are in the forefront. Allow these words to heal you. Sup upon them. Drink from them. And fill your being with them for you escort all of life into a closing ceremony. And in that closing ceremony, you are initiated into the Land of Plenty, into the Kingdom and Queen-dom of receiving, and into the hidden treasures of light. I am Mary. I leave you with these thoughts and words and gifts – for I am the first to give to you.

Comments

Mailena 27th December 2009 1:27 pm

...handkerchief, please !!! - so beautiful...

alise from finland 27th December 2009 1:51 pm

Wow! ...And Thank You. This was my Theme of this day...and here's the Answer!

mifasolasi 27th December 2009 8:12 pm

it is a hymne for the female !!!!! Thank you!!!! :smitten:
Love
M

missvindigo 29th December 2009 5:27 pm

That was beautiful and powerful! I think most women should hear this words. BUT things are changing and they will be better. I have faith in this belief. And I want everyone to be equal. I have decided not to hate anyone or men in particular. It seems to be putting men down quite a bit though too. Of course there were many crimes, but it sounds a little like from the Ego, I'm sorry. We are all equal in God's eyes. I like the message, but some parts I don't like. Maybe I did not understand it fully, but I don't think you have to say something bad about someone to make others feel better. But maybe I am getting in too deep with this...

Eyewitness 8th August 2014 3:32 pm

To entertain, even for a moment that you are female, or some divine feminine aspect of The Eternal Being is to have missed the whole point of enlightenment. I suspect that you speak to frightened females of the species who feel no sense of power and want to hear themselves roar. There is but One Eternal Soul manifesting itself in the illusion of Time and Space... and This Being is far beyond any concepts of male or female, or any expressions we might allow for them. You are not helping women to free themselves by speaking to this illusion... you are barracading them behind the weakness of human misunderstands like children who are afraid of monsters in the closet and making them chant; I Am Somebody!! To me, this is not helping anyone to feel empowered or to release the misconceptions of history. There is only ONE of us they say.... not her, not him.... just YOU. :)

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Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

Gillian is a Visionary, a Seer, born with the gift of knowing. She is a clairvoyant psychic with advanced channeling abilities.

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