Merging and Emerging

You are in a time and  place of birthing yourself into higher light. Your life is similar to that of the unborn child.  You feel limitations, as if the very walls of your life grow steeper and steeper each time you try to scale them.  You grunt, you groan, you complain as the limitations become more and more animated.  You have the same abilities and capabilities as the unborn child.  You are living in this dimension and yet you are also living in spirit.  Your body seems limited and vulnerable, yet the spirit that inhabits that vehicle has magnificent and untapped abilities.

Sitting in the womb of No-time, you feel limited.  In this limitedness you try to stretch, but the walls of illusion, and the walls of earthly limitation seem to keep you confined.  You are not able to stretch into the vastness you innately know yourself to have.  When a child is in the mothers womb, the child’s spirit has the ability to reach out past the limitations of the womb.  Skirting about in the parent’s everyday lives. Reaching into the past, and future, overcoming space and time. It is this part of the Galactic/Earthly gestation period that Earth as a planet, and you as a people are entering into.  It is a time where the limited perception of your humanness merges with the vast and all-knowing Spirit.  Coming together merging and then emerging. 

As of late you all feel like a caterpillar, in a cocoon.  You know that you are destined to become more, Yet Everything In Your World Points To Less Than!! You feel deep within your being that if you tried, you could fly.  Then you take another look at yourself and see only the reflection of density, and human limitation.  The Chrysalis around you thickens and hardens keeping you confined in a prison of your own thinking and making.  There seems no way out!  Then one day a small light appears coming from a hole within this cocoon, and your heart races with possibilities.  The holographic illusion of limitation begins to crumble right in front of your eyes.

You all are just now seeing that small point of light.  Showing you the way out, the way up and the way home. The caterpillar must walk into a time of surrendering.  Surrendering the illusion of limitation. surrendering to the divine spark within him.  Surrendering is accepting the process, it is trusting!  It is internally knowing what is truth, when everything else reflects and mirrors limitations.  The hole is small only in the mind of the caterpillar, not in the mind of God.  In the mind of God it is large enough to accommodate all the future butterflies of earth.

Surrender and trust your process. The butterfly that you are inside this earthly cocoon is far greater than any illusion.  Let go and know that the divine plan will work through you no matter what.  The caterpillar is destined to become a butterfly! The cocoon would never ever allow the caterpillar to be released, because that is what a cocoon does.  It limits, it protects, it binds.  Earth keeps you as a cocoon until you are ready to set yourself free.  The caterpillar knows that it must try, and try again to get out of the black hole, or it will die.  That is the point of reference that each and everyone of you sit at.  You feel you must try, or perish in the process. Your Soul pushes you through that tiny hole into a Higher Light, just like the caterpillar is pushed by instinct.  You push back, saying ‘ No, I can’t fit, No I can’t  go, NO I CAN’T .  Spirit says, “ you must, or you will perish, as will all life.”   Earth is at a portal of choice, there will be a decision made by the mass consciousness. All of God’s creations sit upon this fence of decision.  All of life is “in decision”.  It is not fate versus freewill it is Fate and Freewill.


HeartslinkedNet 21st March 2011 1:08 pm

WOW Gillian...never before have your words hit home so immediately for what I am experiencing. I just barely sent off a letter to the editor for our town newspaper on nuclear radiation fallout and the power of our thoughts. I was divinely inspired to act, acted on it, and felt myself vacillating between the smallness of my act, yet the potential seed power that it could possibly have if selected for print. Your writing expressed my feelings, and it answered that even that small seed act was spiritually huge for me personally...(you expressed it much better)! Amazing the timing and importance to me. Thank you. Love, Cindy from Colorado

Cesar Daniel Brauer 21st March 2011 1:40 pm

Yes, amazing descriptions of states that are almost unspeakable ... it gave me a much needed support at this point/now in terms of acceptance, of not having control (as I have known it), in terms of trusting, etc. Many thanks!!

K.K. 21st March 2011 4:08 pm

So now I know what those pinpoints of light that I've been seeing are all about! Thanks.


Angelika Lina 22nd March 2011 4:44 am

The Chrysalis around you thickens and hardens keeping you confined in a prison of your own thinking and making. There seems no way out


Hi Gillian,
what an amazing way to describe were we are presently. I'm exploring different avenues of releasing all these old patterns and believes that keep me stuck in this cocoon. Hopefully some of them work well enough to get me through this pin hole and out the other side :)

I look forward to explore life outside my cocoon, it feels exciting.
Love from Angelika