Thoughts from your Hostess of Light - July / August 2019

Thank you all, truly and genuinely from every drop of my being with heartfelt gratitude for all your prayers your financial blessings and your love, it has been my Island in This Storm. I personally answered, emailed or wrote each of you a ‘thank you’. As I renew and rewrite myself like each one of you are doing in your own personal life initiations, I see so many new phases and nuances of who I am and who I am not. I look to my world like Alice in wonderland and wonder whose clothes and shoes I am filling? Even my height and reach has shifted as if I am morphing in out and of multi-dimensional collective consciousness.

We who have spent a lot of time in healing self-observation, have recently witnessed many modifications and changes, likes and dislikes, tastes, habits or maybe forgotten likes and habits. The vibration of pain is divinely orchestrated, very human and a powerful earthly teaching. It opens places in the body and soul stretching it vastly into unknown territory. The brain activates new neural networks that have not been available before the pain bringing to the forefront a deep healing and release of collective pain. It grounds one in the moment, as each second is elongated like a slinky and a staircase.

Finally after 2 months I am home from rehab, I truly thought I would lose it in their but thanks to your generous loving hearts I held onto the ladder of light you extended. I am home-bound and barely walking, one step at a time sweet Jesus. I probably have a little post traumatic hotel California stress disorder. As my soul could barely deal with what it saw and heard the last 2 months.

I am now a woman of inner steel, a steel -maiden. My left ankle was rebuilt so I am re-learning to walk, like a babe in the woods. When I looked up the meaning of steel this is what I found. The energy of steel is projective and protective – a sort of offense/defense all rolled into one. A steel ring is believed to be the ultimate protective amulet. Steel blocks negative impulses that can disrupt the etheric field. It brings about mental and emotional balance while aiding in the dismissal of traditional issues that no longer support personal growth and in the creation implementation of new ideals. It also confers invulnerability. Steel activates the Solar Plexus and balances the energies of the body and body chemistry. Wearing stainless steel can be like donning spiritual armor. If you are looking to protect yourself from psychic attacks, extreme negativity or anything that would suck the energy right out of you, stainless steel is a good option.

Our very lives and Landscape have been changed by all the natural events and unnatural events we have all endured. We have all dimensionally shifted into a place and pattern that seem foreign to us. Each one of us holding a precious pedal of the Thousand petal Lotus of the new design that bestows itself upon us. This journey on Earth is not for the weak of heart, mind or spirit. it requires every inch of the man or woman of Steel within you, to defend and protect what lives in your heart. We are warriors and warriorresses with a soft living light within. In order for me to heal my ankles which literally came undone I am being asked to visualize my 6th dimensional crystalline body fusing with my Earth body, fusing with the steel holding this goddess together. Moving all levels into a place of one merging the human past with the future, into a place of solidarity.


Jean 26th July 2019 11:00 am

Dear Gillian:

I was not aware of your recent challenges with your foot and with Rehab, but have had you in my thoughts recently
and certainly want to encourage you that good things are ahead for you.

Much to my surprise, on Jan. 25 2018 my right leg was amputated below the knee. Last summer I had 2 1/2 months in Rehab
and like you, had my world expanded with the people and circumstances around me. All of it altered my world and my view of it,
myself and my family and friends. Oh, and I will be 77 yrs in October!

I am about to walk now, with a prosthetic and without my walker, as I am sure you will too. Take your time, pat yourself on the back
show your family and friends how much you appreciate their care and support. I'm sure you deserve it.

You've always been one of my favorites on Spirit Library.