Thoughts from your Hostess of Light March 2018

For many on earth this has been a long dank winter, showing its teeth and entire underbelly, while we whittled at our lives and calendar trying to make way for more named moody storms and wintry learnings. All of us are prepped like preschoolers awaiting instructions. Not understanding why we are on edge, but everything around us says ‘be aware’ something does not feel right. Our bodies experience unusual phenomena not understood by medicine. Our hearts beat different as if we have two separate drums.  Our emotional bodies encircle us like moons looking to land. We all cycle together.

We move forward with caution as if we are walking in shifting quicksand or a minefield. Knowing at any minute the paradigm can change and we could be flapping on the outskirts of an emerald city. We look to nature for understanding and insight but she looks back at us, just as confused. The rules have changed for all of us. Like Neanderthal man finding a cell phone, we bang our heads trying to figure out what to do next.

Most days it is best not to try to force an outcome, like a wizard of old trying to make an x-wife obey, it’s just futile.  We look out our car windows, our home windows, and the windows of our souls, seeking a sign that will hold up in the upcoming shifts. Like driving thru a dust storm, all you can is pull over as far as you can, until it passes. Many are just parked along the side of their life waiting for the one event that will change their existence, setting them free to walk the good red road.

Everything is lined up like a big hairy opponent during a homecoming game. We go face to face with what pushes our buttons in all forms. Life is getting thicker and stickier to the touch. Wherever you go you have a piece of that left on/in your energy field.

Imagine a past life review/ complete with ‘out-takes’ before you get to the pearly gates of heaven. A visual time-out for good behavior allowing you to get all of your molecules going in the right direction, like a pep rally before the big game. allowing you to be the person you have always wanted to be. A chance to rewrite what is written in disappearing ink.

The energies that come this spring will give you that opportunity. To see yourself as you have always known yourself to be deep in your heart, a good person with a good soul and good intent and a beautiful light. If you are on earth you are a highly evolved being that has taken form in a reincarnational cycle to fit the learning’s you have chosen this life. It is a role you play, that you wrote and are now starring in.

If you chose to change roles, you as the director-producer and actor of your drama/fantasy (or melodrama however you wrote it) can do just that. It starts with one thought and intention.  However be aware that switching one role for another is not always a better choice or an easier choice. All choices come with their own set of rules and agendas. There are no vanilla boxes in these choices. All serve the highest good of the individual. No exceptions.  Embrace who you are, all of you and all of your choices, stop searching for divine perfection in some far-off isle when it is reflected in your eyes.

 As you look down the hall of mirrors you see a multidimensional reflection of you. Spring is a time of resurrection after many a crucifixion.  A long-winded sadness that proclaims, somehow you have failed the universe, failed the Creator and somehow you have failed your soul.  That unsettling thought has not nor could ever be true or possible.  You shall never be judged in the shortness of your aim. For as you aim thru your heart and soul’s desires– you will never miss your mark.  For just by heartfelt intent you have energetically succeeded.  It is only the little self that keeps you doubting and fretting. Focus on what you have achieved not the mountains and valleys to come.

The first mountain that you climbed was being brave enough to incarnate on earth. Do not allow the thickness of Earth to beat you down into pulp fiction. For within the eyes of the Creator you are grand and have already succeeded.  It is the self that proposes things are different.  Do not be seduced by the energies of the self. The human element tends to scream louder than the silent witness within.  The divinity within you is quiet, subdued and grand. It does not to scream or announce itself, for it is comfortable within its own skin.

If you find that the blueprints within soul no longer serve you – then re-write the script of your creation. Let go of all that you have held onto in the past. Explore a new doorway, a new thought, a new avenue.  If you find out what you are nesting on is not manifesting, then change the molecules around it.  Do not get stuck in a permanent nesting mode waiting. If you do not love what you are manifesting, stop manifesting it until you love it again or until you love it from a different longitude, and latitude. Intentions always walk before manifestations.

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peacekatwombyn 22nd March 2018 6:37 pm

Dear Gillian,

I simply want to say how ab-soul-utly beautiful this piece is....

poetry for the heart, soul, mind and body

offering support and insight for releasing the wait-y-ness of winter

and embracing the awakening inner and outer Spring......

thank you

peacekatwombyn 22nd March 2018 6:37 pm

Dear Gillian,

I simply want to say how ab-soul-utly beautiful this piece is....

poetry for the heart, soul, mind and body

offering support and insight for releasing the wait-y-ness of winter

and embracing the awakening inner and outer Spring......

thank you