Beloved Council of Light, why do I feel so raw, discouraged, defeated and just plain old fed up?
Because you are! Because it is. Because the old no longer works. It is time for a new way and it is being born, so you have to be patient. You have to keep believing, even in the darkness, that the dawn is coming. This is the essence of faith and of participating in the creation of your New World…it requires strength, stamina, trust, perseverance, vision and conviction. You’ve got that, or you would not have made it this far! So call upon the horse, the camel, the bat, the ant, the hawk and the lion to be with you to help you through, for they exemplify these characteristics by instinct when you have had to earn them from yourself over and over again until you did not doubt they were always yours.
Go into the belly of your emotion and enter the explosion, for there is power there. Use it to fuel your conviction to keep on keeping on and to carry the torch of the explorer to lead you to the new lands. Yes, you are fed up, for not much about the old way works anymore and it is painful to continue to re-experience it over and over and over again. So drop it. Surrender the old way with complete trust that it will be different. Let go. Forgive your past errs and allow yourself to just be. Be patient. Sit in it. Allow. These are birthing pains. No use fighting against them for they are arriving like waves. Just breathe through the contractions. Surrender. Non-resistance is key. Accept what is and forgive. Mother/Father forgive me, for I knew not what I did. Let go. It is not yours to rescue or fix or manage or manipulate or change or, or, or…
Take control of your mind that it may be filled with light and not with the regurgitation of the darkness. It is empty and filled with light. That is all. So you can at least breathe and feel the peace. Otherwise, if you look to the old resources, you will just fill it up with chaos again – so that is what you will get. Go to the place of light and peace. Allow it to be flat lined for now. Exhale. Release the anxiety that is built up from old thinking. Out with the old program. Delete.
And…let it be. Let it be, let it be – yeah – let it be. Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.
No more anxiety. No more clenching of your teeth. No more fret and worry. No more prejudging. No more discord. No more resistance. No more fear. No more doubt. No more pain. Shhhhhhh…
Love is calling. Peace is waiting. Calm is yours.
Now, what was it you were tied up in knots about?
Just a breath away, we are
The Council of Light Within
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