Running Out of Time

Just a mini-update to check in with anybody who may be feeling like June is no better, or possibly much worse than, May....

As mentioned in the last energy update, June is a major gateway month...an amalgamation of both new and old energies...so it can feel pretty tumultuous with regard to extremes.  I am hearing that the entire month will be like this...especially with the eclipse period approaching...sort of toggling between feeling all "new-earthy" and completely awful.

Of course, nothing I or anyone can say will take away the discomfort of the healing we all have to go through to get to the other side, but if we can expect that there will still be some "rough" days as we inch into more of the "smooth" ones,  at the very least this perspective shift can ease your mind which is always searching for answers when we feel thrown off balance.

Physical Happenings

On a physical level, things are simultaneously getting better and worse...meaning, as our new lives get closer and closer in the physical (and as the energies intensify into a cosmic crescendo), the more physical toxins we must release to accept and allow these new creations into our lives and bodies.  Which can amount to feeling connected and "there" one minute and down-and-out the next. Like an inflatable punching bag, we get nailed with a blast of cleansing energy and then we suddenly bounce back up and prepare to be clobbered again.

The physical (grounding) chakra cleansings have been feeling pretty dramatic and intense because we are more grounded in our bodies than ever before which means we are feeling things more than ever before.  We are also right now clearing those issues/dis-eases/e-motions that have been with us and stuck in our cellular memories the longest.  It's helpful to remember that in healing, that which has been with us the longest is the last to heal, so if you are feeling deflated, depleted of hope, or just plain fed-up with it all, know that you are right on track as we are all being pushed through this deep cosmic rinse cycle.

Looking up

On the positive side,  we are aligning with our true purpose as never before and literally running out of the "old time framework" that we used to live/create by.  This means that suddenly, everything we do has to be fully conscious because the result, the backlash, will be immediate.  Each and every time we step outside of our integrity now, we will feel it pretty quickly, so its important to continue to align with and make decisions that honor the highest good and avoid all decisions made from a place of lack and/or fear.

So far this month there is also more energy (especially mental energy) available to us for productivity with regard to our new paradigm creations (well, that is on those days we are not flat on our backs with detox symptoms)....but we are also running out of time/energy for the completion of old stuff.

The gauge for this is to notice how little energy and ability you have left to deal with the dense/heavy old-world creations that we are still working to dismantle and reassemble or release themselves completely.  (This can be with regard to old relationships, residences, jobs, businesses, legal/ financial matters, etc.)

Because we are so finely tuned to universal energy now, for the most part we can only accomplish that which is supported by the universal cycles...which means, you may find that the tedious paperwork sitting on your desk for months, and in need of resolution, just won't go away.  And unfortunately it won't, unless you take care of it.  Luckily, we still have 5 or 10 minutes left of supportive energy for past creations available to us to wrap things up.

This wrapping up energy/support will continue to dwindle as we work our way into July, so try to jump on those rare moments when you feel "able" to call your lawyer or accountant.  You will be so happy you did because come July, you will want to spend all of your time/energy playing in the new fields of potential.

Action Call

I am hearing that this new moon to the solstice period is the "action" call for the pioneers and wayshowers to launch the implementation phase of our new level creations.  With it comes a new pace, new information and new creative energies which will attract many new opportunities and situations that we have been waiting on for a long time.

The confusing part is still in the healing.  You may be thinking..."how in God's holy name could I possibly keep up with all the new level inspirations and opportunities coming my way while feeling like THIS?"

And the answer is...you can't...from this point in time/space.  Luckily we are being catapulted to a new, higher point outside of time & space where healing is not linear, but quantum.  Think of those days we have crawling around in agony when suddenly a thunderstorm comes, resets the grid, and we shift back to neutral without the faintest memory of how sick we were 20 minutes prior.  This is how fast we respond to zero-point, or scalar wave frequencies.

Whereas we are obviously being propelled into motion with this all-star celestial line-up, we still have those days when we feel like the universe is mopping the floor with our arses..so it makes sense that we are not yet completely convinced that all of our life's circumstances...including our health... will come together and tie-up in a neat little bow.  Some days...with intense symptoms...this path seems very FAR from over, so the challenge will be in containing those days of excitement and fiery passion that are building inside of us with a pace that our bodies can handle while we finish up this unbelievably long and complex purification period. 

Stepping into the Flow

The new tide is beginning to flood into the lives of those in position with the new time-line and is manifesting as sudden bursts of clarity & creative insight, excitement for a new level phase of sharing our gifts with the world, and new opportunities very aligned with our future intentions... followed by brief periods of integration and decision making.

Remember, energy just IS, it doesn't respond to negative or positive, so this fast moving energy means things could soon get overwhelming as the universe dumps so much new information for us to sort through.  Overall, things will be much easier to handle if the past is completely cleared out...as much as possible anyway.

It's like we have one foot in the flow of all good things, but one foot stuck in the mud which can create feelings of being pulled at both ends.  This is actually a gift...an opportunity to taste the new and rev our engines, which gives us the very needed fuel to finish out the end of a really played-out and challenging era.

New Moon to Solstice

And if I am understanding things correctly, as of today's new moon, the integration periods of decision-making will also begin to shorten as we are taken through a whole new realm of choices.  Because of this, it is becoming increasingly more important to know what you want, but even more importantly, to know what you don't want so you don't waste any time trying to create with expired resources.

Overall, those things with a stable foundation based in love and that still feel good to you...whatever is left after years & years of purifying....are those things that you will be taking with you to your new life.  Everything else will be sand-blasted by these new energies (hopefully along with our fluctuating fat suits) leaving you purified, self-contained and energetically sustainable.

This sand-blasting process is intense, can hurt, and at times is REALLY confusing...and even a little scary...so when the ride gets bumpy, just keep in mind that you are only being buffed and polished for the emergence of the YOUniversal YOU and in preparation for your re-birthday!

Incidentally, do you know what your wish will be when you blow out your candles?

I know mine...and you probably know mine too.

My re-birthday wish will be to see my ankles again.

Keep on trucking...

Lauren

Comments

Tzaddi 13th June 2010 10:42 am

Thanks Lauren, for flying in at the exact moment you're needed with the story behind my experience. I haven't been sick in years and duh, suddenly woke up with...a cold! That more or less was gone the next day after a freak thunderstorm. My body certainly vibes with everything you've reported. As for "creations," getting more signals every single day that where I am isn't it, but with no clue whatsoever "where to go," I focus instead on "being ready" for when I do know. That generally applies to my location, how I spend my time, my desires, my "belongings," blah blah blah... Having lived my entire life being guided to the next step, I falter when the rules change, and suddenly I have to decide those things for myself ("Scripting New Contracts" in Welcome Home, p. 260-262). oofdah! 5-10 more minutes, eh?
Thanks for being a guide. Bless you, girl!

COBALT 13th June 2010 11:33 am

Letting go is the most difficult part of this process, and the easiest. Odd contradiction. I am relieved to have come this far, and to have been able to recognize the guidance that I have been given, even when I felt undeserving. I am exhausted beyond belief at this point, however, I know that soon I will be guided to my next destination. I will savor this resting time. Lauren, your words are well received. It is comforting to know that we are all on the same page.

Karen (Cobalt)

Special K 13th June 2010 6:05 pm

Thank you so much for nailing it right on, as always. I don't know about anybody else, but it feels like getting jumped into a spiritual street gang. I laughed out loud last night, in my usual solitary confinement, at visions of the Unseens dancing around me in Michael Jackson's 'Beat It' video. I guess that's what happens when an overactive imagination spends too much time utterly bored in isolation. Here's to hoping that it really is the sun I see on the horizon & not another meteor gunning for me.

CMarie 13th June 2010 1:00 pm

Amen SiStar*!!

Greg 13th June 2010 4:51 pm

Running out of time for from my exhausting past. It has been a drain
and the month of June has been filled with a great deal of stress,
reflection, and rejuvenation. I see the light coming. I can feel the
energy shifting. Keep up the inspiring work and God Bless
Greg
Winnipeg

Deeni 13th June 2010 5:22 pm

Thank You once again Lauren.

Your timing is impeccable, and your message is most welcome. You always make me giggle, or laugh out loud, in spite of it all.

God bless you!

My wish will be that when I go to the beach, people will see me as human, and not mistake me for mamalian.

I will be wishing for a smaller flesh suit, of course, among other things.

I can see my ankles, but I don't particularly care for the size of them.

Shine on Girl!

Mys. Terious 13th June 2010 8:03 pm

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Lori Barbaria 15th June 2010 8:57 am

Perfect-in sync-and helpful to hear in words- Thank you.

Distar 16th June 2010 1:08 pm

Your words just gave me hope..I've been having the worst time ever...since the 26th of May...all in my life just went down...my bf moved to the other side of the planet, we broke up just to weeks after, I lost my job, got depressed (me??!!! a strong cheerfull person!!) no energy, fed up, tireeed all the time...I just understood what's happening thanks to you...and finally saw a little light at the end of the tunnel...Thank you Lauren, from the bottom of my heart. Hope everyone is hanging on.