We Have/Have We...Arrived?

I know what your thinking... June 21st came and went, and things feel...if anything...worse.

What the?

Tho technically I am reporting to you from a new timeline, like many of you, my body has not quite had the full pleasure of catching up to it....yet...so please bear with me as I try to type between naps.

Based on the high-speed inter-connectivity of the new energy grid, I know that many of you are feeling the same sluggishness coupled with fatigue, aching muscles and bones, sleepiness/lessness, toxicity, irritability with a dash of resentment, and overall low vitality...so for those of you who can barely make it out of bed to the computer, I hear you... and this message is for you.

What happened?

We are adjusting to the new frequencies and for many... it flat-out hurts.

To apply a well-overused metaphor, the solstice on June 21st was kind of like that last labor push where you have no idea where/how you will find even a shred of energy to birth this new life, but somehow, somewhere, something deep inside of you takes over and carries you through to the other side.

Only in my metaphor, we are both the birth-er and the birth-ee...giving birth to ourselves in some morphological and oddly understandable way ...which really means that we get to experience both the labor pains AND the physical (and shocking) transition into a new space. (Kids: don't try this at home)

Where are we?

We have officially landed.

What now?

Choose to rest as though you had a choice in the matter.

Collectively, we just (willingly?) ventured through an ass-kicking portal that served up quite an assortment of non-pleasures. And unless you are uber-sensitive, where we are now does not feel much different than where we were all-May-long...the only real discernible difference is that the discomfort has intensified.

Please realize that this experience is totally not a blanket statement, just an explanation of my connection to, and assessment of energy as I perceive the majority of starseeds/lightworkers experiencing it. In opposition to this, I have also heard from some, though few, who said that June 1st actually marked the beginning of the new for them, and from others that forward movement and manifestation has finally returned and that things are falling perfectly into place.

You are certainly not an outcast if you DO NOT feel like a total misery-magnet right now...we all have different and perfect timing and in the grand scheme of things, the solstice served as a general marker, an energetic gateway to walk through, integrate and experience new lands.

That said, things will balance out shortly for the rest of us slowpokes and manifestation will soon become effortless again... right after these bulky flesh-suits complete the final extraction of those cellular memories that have been trapped in 3D, and that shaped our past realities through polarity.

Keep in mind, as with the entire climb in consciousness thus far, that each time we ascend to a higher vibration our physical bodies must re-calibrate, restructure and balance-out based on new and higher dimensional commands. Each and every cell is in constant communication with our consciousness, so as we release fear-based energies and cellular memories of discordance, our bodies must adapt and reform to match the new & higher vibration of self.

The physical symptoms from squeezing through the solstice vary, as always, but the most intense (for me) and widely reported seem to be flu-like fatigue and overall aching/soreness...and I mean everywhere... like...even my hair hurts.

This is completely normal with the dumping of so many energetic and physical toxins (healing crisis), so if you are feeling like you just had major surgery, know that in some ways you did...you have successfully excised the final physical impressions of a life outworn.

Other symptoms to note are greatly related to the electrical rewiring and grounding process: muscle twitches, sore/tight/stiff neck & shoulders, 3d eye openings/clearings (dizziness/unsteadiness/sinus discomfort/popping in and out of dimensions/timelines..aka disorientation), heart/thymus openings (palpitations/middle back soreness/heartburn/indigestion), root chakra openings/clearings ( lower back aching/soreness/pain, intestinal clearings, bloating/weight gain, skin eruptions/itching, menstrual-type cramps, sciatica, leg pains/soreness), etc.

The other side

June 22nd, the new moon in Cancer, marked the beginning of the next phase of our journey...the creation of spiritual mastery in form! This means, among other things, that very soon we will look in the mirror and see the person we always knew was there, but was desperately striving to meet us in the physical...in other words, we will finally see the outer reflection of all our internal work.

On the morning of the new moon I awoke to a chatty team of overzealous invisibles who were cheering me on like some maniacal Manchester United soccer fan. Because I felt like I had been hit by a minivan, I found it very difficult to share in their enthusiasm, but apparently...and according to them... this day marked the beginning of the rest of our lives...and they desperately wanted us to know it...

Here's a short excerpt from that communication:

"The journey into oneness has completed itself for the warriors of the new way. For this brigade, life will be structured by different means and each of you will be well supported and well cared for in this place you call home.

Where each of you had been stationed for most of your earthly life thus far, was far from what you remember, but now you have arrived. We are so elated at what's in store that it is hard to conceal our excitement, however, we will say this...that you are bound to be astonished at what you have achieved.

Through each act of divine grace, you will be bestowed upon as though you have never experienced strife.

You will have each step before you planned out according to your intentions, and melded with the forces that be, so that your only role from now onward will be to effortlessly follow the path that is laid before you.

By default, each step will be aligned with the highest good and you will understand the true meaning of earthly abundance as never before.

What is most notable will be the way that you feel and respond to it all... for it will seem as though you have always managed such divine energies.

And herein lies the proof of mastery...not that you have become ascended masters, but that you always have been."

Not sure I can top that...

peace out,

P.S. I will have much more to report after the integration completion...aka, when I have conscious control over my limbs...stay tuned.


ninaferrell 26th June 2009 8:14 am

These chats with us help so much - so that is why I am so sleepy,... I keep wondering what I did that made me so dozy... thank you angel

Julian Templeton 26th June 2009 8:18 am

Thank you Lauren! I really needed to hear this message today. I too felt no different after the Solstice, well, except for the fatigue, irritability, leg cramps, aching feet, wave of equilibrium imbalance and dizziness, insomnia, and an uncharacteristic feeling of low energy and vibration.
What a relief to now understand the reason for those (thank Goodness temporary) symptoms.
Now, I continue onward and upward!
Peace out, Julian :)

stephanielmt 26th June 2009 9:07 am

Holy ape shit THANK YOU SOOO MUCH!!! pardon my enthusiasm, but you have no idea how badly I needed to hear every last word you just said. I am a perfect match to everything you just expressed, and until just now I was quietly worried that I had somehow missed the boat completely, and no one was gonna come around for a long time while I was floating in some sort of unbearable void. AHHHHH Im not alone!! I may even be in the majority!!! Now Im totally excited about all of the dreadful aches pains and rollercoaster emotions. I truly cant thank you enough!

jrjames 26th June 2009 9:32 am

Thanks for your message. We really needed it. We were all prepared to feel great after the soltice and guess what we felt we had arrived in hell instead. My wife's stomach bloated like a huge balloon and is now only beginning to go down. We were both tired tired tired and although I avoided a severe vertigo attack as I have had often in the last few years my head was stuffed and clogged and our feet and legs hurt and are sore. Ascension is never as we think, because we are always looking at the short term effects.

Rhiannon 26th June 2009 10:19 am

Dear Lauren, I have never felt like I do now, ever since thd solstice...I had a foundation problem in my home that created floods, which is being fixed as I write, and the syncronicities have astounded me in my understanding, healing and clearing, I do feel as though I have gone through the eye of the needle and landed in territory that, for the first time fits me. For the past ten years I have had intense symptoms as mentioned in your post, which now are dissapating. Relationships are all on a new foothold- the ones that remained. There are some (I know of 2 others) that could not have made it a step further in the old energy, that are crying rivers of gradtitude and relief, drawing new soul connections of incredible merit. I, for one, feel, see, taste, touch and hear this different territory, with a hugh sigh of relief and joy. Are things in my 3-D existnce changing? Yes! I am changed in my perspective- it's from a much higher vantage point. Druing the flooding and mopping and on-going flood conditions, I was able to check in on it (the 3-D) and then return to bliss!

Mana 26th June 2009 11:19 am

Thank you so much for this article! I really thought I'll go crazy this past days and the tiredness and pain is sometimes unbearable..but now I know there are other people with me who suffer the same..I should have my final advocacy of my project to school by tomorrow, but I couldn't concentrate on it, so I'm relying on my higher self to help me :)

Peace to all souls who couldn't make it and walk with us!

simon 26th June 2009 2:01 pm

Hi Lauren,Love Ya,
After reading these posts and the ones that are posted on TWYH.com How can one not relize, that we are ALL connected and sharring the same symptoms on our paths to ONENESS! Love to you all, my Brothers and Sisters in Spirit.

Sunkamanitu_Nagi_Wicasta 26th June 2009 4:43 pm

Wow Lauren! Thanks SO much! As many others, I was starting to feel "odd" but not-so-much "different" after the Solstice. Now, at least, I have a handle on what is happening (I think).
For some time now I have had the upper back/neck and shoulder pains. I had been told that I was "growing my wings". I have been to chiropractors who just say "holy shit!", I have been to a dear friend of mine who is an intuitive and she told me I was ready to burst!
Many days I am frought with anger, fear, confusion, and doubt. But I try to go inside and see it is all going to be ok. Sometimes it works better than others.
Thanks for your postings and sharing your experiences.

Ron Laswell 26th June 2009 9:39 pm

Back in 1972 - yep, I'm old - I was introduced to a wonderful book: Survival Into the 21st Century, by V. Kulvinskas. I had bought a half-dozen copies, and gave it to my closest friends. Not sure where they are, but here I am. Still alive (61) and kickin' (literally, a 2nd degree black-belt)and in what I consider to be the best physical health of my very active life (former marathon runner). Pains? Hmm, nope, haven't noticed any...yet. For 40 years now, I've been practicing yoga - almost daily - I can still do the splits - no drugs or alcohol, meditate often, live a quiet, sedate life, practice Tae Kwon Do daily, and I eat healthy, mostly organic foods. In listening to the comments of others, I'm wondering what kind of lifestyle you live? All those aches and pains sounds like toxins and old karmas being released. What I noticed over the past few weeks was more intuitive, vivid images from the 3rd Eye and Heart Chakra, and the realities of dreams and being awake all overlapping and melding. I have less fear and more love for those less fortunate. May you all find peace. Love OMMM

jrjames 27th June 2009 9:17 am

In response to Ron all I can say is that you just would not understand if you are not going through it. Yes a healthy lifestyle is helpful as I believe most people on the ascension path have adopted. Years ago I began yoga and other exercise practices, meditation, eat healthy no beef or pork and organic if possible, reverse osmosis water. No drugs prescription or otherwise or alchol. Perfect weight and otherwise good health, but in 2001 my body began a process like a mind of its own and has intensified since. Symthoms, experiences etc too numerous and odd to mention. This solstice energy has really flattened me temporarily. I am not saying you have to go through these feelings on the road to ascension but it just makes sense considering the enormous changes you body is going through that many if not all eventually will. No I long ago gave up the notion that anyone other than those experincing it would understand.

stephanielmt 27th June 2009 10:28 pm

In response to Ron as well, I have to say the only feeling I recieved reading your post was the feeling of going backwards. I too once felt like you did that if everyone would just simply figure it out already,all you have to do is x y and z then you would be fine and living a "perfect"life. Ha ha shame on me! (only the me that has no bearing anymore.) Now that I have actually become consious and truly undergone, let go of and endured more than I ever thought I could (although always KNEW I would) I see that all of those high and mighty thoughts were certainly coming from my ego and not the soul. Yes, you become more consious, but the actual awakening and going through your stages of ascension is not a consious ego driven thought process. It is completely and totally at a soul level, one that defies ever having the feeling that you have all of the answers, even though we absolutely do! It is a calm and friendly feeling that I get imagining you waking up to this universal truth because I hear myself of what seems so long ago in your words. All the best!

Rhiannon 28th June 2009 9:41 pm

to stephanielmt, well put. I let that one alone, knowing that in time, it would evolve to soul and not ego. Impossible to translate, without sounding judgemental; but I think you got it on target.

stephanielmt 29th June 2009 12:42 pm

to Rhiannon, thank you! Im glad you didnt feel my thoughts were judgmental. That is a sticky slope at times to express a different experience while honoring where another is at in their journey. Thanks for seeing my truth and where my intentions were! It is refreshing :) Have a great day!

k 30th June 2009 8:26 pm

Well, while both of the ladies are patting each other on the back, maybe they should take a serious look inside their hearts and realize neither are as far along the path as they think they are. I heard a comment at an auto repair shop a few weeks ago that has stayed with me. "Keep your eyes on the prize not on the stands". When you become more interested in your spiritual progress and less on what others think, or comparing your progress to that of others, then you are keeping your eyes on your own self development and not trying to look like or think you have all the answers. Keep your eyes on the prize.

Rhiannon 30th June 2009 10:34 pm

to k,
I don't believe it is possible to pin-point where we are on our individual paths... an incomprehensible assesment of a circular journey, as Ego is part of being human for all of us; from soul to ego and back again and again. For a human to recognize the path of another is simply because we have been there and will be again - an observation...that is why I left it alone, as observations can be misinterpreted. Your comment about the "two ladies" -a statement of incredible irony...judgement on assumed judgement...way too prize-ful for my taste and completly off-point. You get the stands for yourself and all the prizes... I believe we are posting here to see what others think...our spiritual journeys are each unique. I do notice your plethora of posting what you think...so think before you post.

k 1st July 2009 9:08 am

I listen to my heart and in that I find the truth. I throw ideas out with the hope that others will also throw thier ideas out, but through the posts I do not try to judge another traveler (except in this case)as you and Stephanie did Bob. His path is just as legitamate as anyone elses. He is more disciplined than most of us and thus more devoted to his progress. He should be honored and respected for this. The prize is enlightenment the stands are the people around us. If a race car driver is busy looking at the stands to veiw the glory of the cheering fans he takes his eyes off the tract and will lose the prize. Your comment about recognizing anothers path because you have been there is not true. We each have our own paths and we cannot assume to know where someone is coming from. So, trust me when I say, you do not have a clue about my path nor of Bob's and it is your arrogance that causes you to think you have the answers.

jrjames 1st July 2009 10:44 am

K, I think you miss the point entirely. I took Ron's comment to suggest that a certain lifestyle was some sort of guarantee or help that we would not experince the physical and othe symthoms that so many are experincing for years now but especially since the solstice. I don't think the discussion should be steered to how far along the path others are including those posting comments and why is that important anyway. All of our posts including Ron's are a help for us muddling through our own feelings and finding what is true for us. I for one know from personal experience that no amount of consious planning, living a certain lifestyle or anything else has caused, or not caused any of my experiences. It is on soul autopilot and in my case I have no control on a 3-D level although on a soul level I trust that I do. As Stephanie stated years ago I would have thought I had conscious control if I only meditated more, ate better, exercised more etc, etc. Sorry not true in my case as the universe and earth itself has decided the time place and conditions not me and thank goodness for that.

stephanielmt 1st July 2009 12:44 pm

Again to Rhiannon and James as well, thank you for recognizing my intent in responding to Ron's post. I was truly coming from a place of honoring his path and my own, by saying that I recognized the thought process he was in by "questioning our lifestyles". I also know now this journey we are on has nothing to do with a thought process or doing anything. No one is ahead or behind anyone else, its all simply recognizing how you resonate with all that is around you. I love knowing now that is is ALL THE PRIZE!! :) K, I know you took what you needed to from my post I just want to be clear that there was no ill intent or judgment from me to Ron. RON, I HONOR YOUR PATH!!! :)

k 1st July 2009 1:10 pm

Yes James, I know I do not have control of my progress along this path, surrendering is very difficult. I did not choose this path, I have no choice but to go with the flow. But, I still admire the devotion of those who work toward self improvment and do what they feel is necessary in the process of finding enlightenment. Their devotion serves us all and they should be respected and loved for their commitment.
Thank you Stephanie for your gentle treatment of my judgement.