Over the past week, my
father suddenly began experiencing an acute decline in his white blood cell
and platelet counts. Suddenly spiraling out of control, acquiring new
symptoms right and left and greatly declining, he was finally admitted to
Post solstice and new
moon. Are there any ramifications and has anything changed?
Because the solstice of
the 21st served to anchor us into the earth more fully, and thus,
create a new space for many of us as the official and rightful caretakers
and creators of the new reality and new earth, some interesting
manifestations have begun to occur.
2001 I was in a very minor auto accident that created a crushed right leg
for me…no one else involved had any ramifications from the accident, but
for me, this incident was the vehicle for a massive shift within me, and one
that would change me forever more.
While almost fully
removed from our old realities in so many ways, feeling homeless is perhaps
now our only option, even if we may not know why. Perhaps wandering around
with no clear sense of “home” quite yet, we might not know where we
belong, or even what we will be doing next…even though at some level we
know very well that something very new is on the very near horizon.
are still moving into place, as we ready for our very permanent positions
which will be completed during the solstice of June. These
new changes and our new positionings run very
deep. If you are one who is sensitive, you may be feeling deep movement
within like a bulldozer or glacier moving inside, placing everything right
where it needs to be.
posted 29 April, 2009 (Tuesday, 28 April, 2009) - Karen Bishop
we dead in the water? Has everything simply stopped, with no support, and a
seeming lack of interest for whom we are and what we are wanting to create?
Has all incoming energy dried up? Does the universe even care about us
anymore? Will the energies ever move again? Can we endure yet more
stretching and seeming struggle? Are we ready to give up forever more?
Back in March,
we had some beautiful warm weather here in New Mexico at 7,000 feet. It was
if winter had decided to be short and brief, and the sun was out early. But
then, very surprisingly, we had a day of snow! And then a warm few days, and
then some days in the 30’s, and then a snowy day, and then a warm day, and
then a day of snow. It was as if the weather could not decide which way to
go…a new beginning (spring), or back to winter. And this is how our new
beginnings are unfolding as well. With a start, a stutter, and with sporadic
instances of arrival and departure, we may wonder what in the world is going
blasts of energy are arriving now, pushing us ever closer to our very new
beginnings. If you are one who is highly sensitive, you may be experiencing
heart palpitations, difficulty breathing, anxiety, fear, and an over-all
the process of leaving the old behind and settling in to a very new
experience continues on for a while, we can rest assured knowing that our
anchors are lowering more and more, if ever so slowly, and a new horizon is
making itself visible in small, yet incremental ways.