Lets face it...based on societal standards (and even our own standards at times)...we are freaks. And not just because we live our lives according to some invisible promise of a better world, but because we have have been hibernating like hermits for what seems like eternity...holed up like badgers, watching dozens of seasons go by so we could disconnect from every possible 3d dimensional reality matrix steeped in fear & limitation.
So we have just about completed the first month of the new year and without wasting any time, 2010 is off to a running start...and it's only the beginning of much to come. While the first two weeks of January (pre eclipse/new moon) offered us the opportunity to see beyond old limitations and distractions that were keeping us bound to an old life, the middle of the month (post eclipse/new moon) branded many with the title of master.
Happy New Year my dear friends and readers!!! Did you make any resolutions? I did... for the first time ever... My resolution was to never, ever think about or remember 2009, ever, ever again. Ever. And tho most of us made it out alive...I am still not completely convinced that this was the right choice.
It was nearly 3 am on the night of the new moon when this post started to form in my head...I remember it so distinctly: I awoke in the usual new moon way...completely drenched in a pool of my own sweat, but way too cold to get out of bed. And tho I did eventually get up for a complete wardrobe change, that was not my main motivation. What was even more pressing was the pounding pain in my sinuses and the awareness that someone had clearly braced my head in a vise and was slowly trying to remove my eyes with a spoon.
In the last energy update I said that November would be a very powerful month of spiritual mastery... a month of fully aligning with the new & true and a time to integrate any remaining fears preventing us from mastery.
For several days now and into the new time matrix you will be experiencing shifts on all levels of your being-ness. You may be noticing that the time in your mind and body do not necessarily correlate with the time on earth...you may be experiencing intermitten portals of eternity, moments by which time seems to extend into infinity, coupled with a drop back into 3
No doubt we have been thrown in that familiar cosmic rinse cycle again... purging, purifying, balancing....purging, purifying, balancing...and this time around has been especially brutal for the sensitive folk out there. It's really amazing to me how there never seems to be a bottom to this hell...
It is a day of new beginnings. It is the dawn of a new era. It is the light of hope shining brightly to restore your faith in the path that has led you through the mire of human mis-creation. I AM Metatron, greeting you in your vibrational home, that of the 5th dimension.
"Round and round we go...where we'll stop, nobody knows!" Feelin' bipolar? Yep, we're still on that crazy merry-go-round of bliss and blocks...feeling the polar extremes for sure. One minute you may be feeling free, full of expansion and with the taste of pure possibility and potential on your tongue. The next...trapped, limited, bound by your past mis-creations and wondering which real-ity is real. Mostly... you're probably wondering if and when this insanity will ever end.