There is a lot of free-floating anxiety in the collective field right now. So if you have been feeling emotional, especially anxious (afraid) and “not good enough” (shame), there’s a reason. This intense period is forcing us to dig into our Emotional Basements, where the bodies (old hurts and secrets) are buried. It is easy to get caught up in the emotional intensity, to fall into anger, shame and fear and to or to engage once again in the drama.
Wow, what a month June was! I don't know about you, but I have felt like the "normal" me has been taken apart and re-constructed. Just about every area of my life has changed including my schedule, my family, my neighbor...
This is a rare opportunity to experience and embody the archetypal energies of Pisces - selfless service to others. In a year all about balance, I think this is a time when we can collectively transform Pisces to be more in line with the New Energy and to be more balanced.
You know how children can get so much pleasure from little things? The shiny wings on a fly are irresistible. The sunlight twinkling through the leaves of a tree is mesmerizing. From the "whomp, whomp, whomp" of the helicopter overhead to the heady sweetness from the lavender vine, everything is just really interesting.
I mentioned during the teleseminar in January that I thought the Sun was in a different place. I see the sunrise from the window in my bathroom and it just seemed different. As I was driving my daughter to school she commented, "What's the Sun doing over there?"
Have you been cocooning or hiding out in your safe little home? Has it been challenging to go into public places, especially where there are a lot of people? Or maybe you have had to “adjust” yourself in order to fit in with the Muggles (non-magical or unspiritual people). By adjust I mean shrink your energy field, watch what you say and try to appear “normal”. Or maybe being around other people, certain people or a lot of people makes you feel exhausted.
One of the things I have been doing with people and
groups recently is taking them outside of the Earth Game
(electro-magnetic grid, Veils of Illusion or programmed belief systems)
to feel who we really are in spirit. From there we have access to our
Infinite Self (Greater Self, True Self or Oversoul). This is a profound
experience to say the least.
The license plate on my car ends in 000. I have never seen another car with three zeros until this week when I saw four of them. This prompted me to ask, "What's with all the zeros?" I remembered then that I planned on spending some time with the mystical number zero since it's is a big part of the energy of the 10-10-10Portal. Don't you just love it when you get cosmic reminders?