Your power is in the shadow. Does that sound weird?
you heard the saying, "I was shamed into it." What does that mean? In
order to avoid feeling shame, the person does something that they don't
really want to do. Think about how many times you have done something,
or not done something, or acted a certain way because if you did what
you really wanted to do, someone would get mad at you or “make you feel
There is a lot of free-floating anxiety in the collective field right now. So if you have been feeling emotional, especially anxious (afraid) and “not good enough” (shame), there’s a reason. This intense period is forcing us to dig into our Emotional Basements, where the bodies (old hurts and secrets) are buried. It is easy to get caught up in the emotional intensity, to fall into anger, shame and fear and to or to engage once again in the drama.
The people I work with (play with!) are wonderful. They are so willing to uncreate all the belief systems, past hurts and other limitations and to embrace radical transformation! I love what I do because I get to spend time with these courageous and creative people.
The low magnetic fields perfectly describe what so many of us are experiencing right now. We are more able to access the energies and Beings that are outside of the magnetic field (the Veils of Illusion or Earth Game programming). This is really exciting, because we can feel so many amazing potentials, yet at the same time we are feeling stuck, exhausted and frustrated. We know something new is coming, but we can't get there yet. This also relates to the 09/09/09 energy. The words that go with the number 9 are completion, compassion, spirituality, forgiveness and brotherhood or community
The license plate on my car ends in 000. I have never seen another car with three zeros until this week when I saw four of them. This prompted me to ask, "What's with all the zeros?" I remembered then that I planned on spending some time with the mystical number zero since it's is a big part of the energy of the 10-10-10Portal. Don't you just love it when you get cosmic reminders?
Archangel Michael told me that long ago, at the end of the Lemurian Period, we placed a seed of self-love in a hidden chamber at the back of the heart. Self-love is the opposite of shame. Shame is the lowest frequency emotion. It is the ultimate separator, causing distance between people and separation from Creator.
The voice that makes you DOUBT yourself. It says, “It’ll never work. Why bother. Nobody wants me or what I offer (myself and/or my gifts). Just give up. I’ll never be successful". Regardless of your personal trigger or weak spot and the familiar critical voice in your mind, just remember that that VOICE DOES NOT TELL THE TRUTH!
Have you been feeling frustrated, like you want to go forward but, something keeps stopping you? It could be your health, the weather, your relationships, your money (or lack thereof). Anxious to go but too tired to move?
Did you notice some pretty crazy intense stuff this week? On January 6th the Moon joined Saturn, and Mercury joined Pluto. All four pointed at Jupiter (still retrograde). That is big build up of pressure (that I have certainly felt).