There are periods in your life when there is specific action for you to take, and this action lies clearly in front of you. The opportunities glisten before you and you can almost feel and taste the things that might be when you complete what you need to do. There are times when the crossroads lie before you and you have major choices to make, each of which might take you to new places in your journey.
And there are other times when you can feel something approaching, but do not know what it is. You can feel it and it feels like opportunity, it feels like possibility, but it has not yet emerged for you to make your choices or take your action.
As the process continues for our readiness into the next phase where we will create and manifest the New, we find ourselves in a mode of tiredness, lethargy, little motivation, no passion, and a surrender energy. All is in divine right order, as this phase is a necessary prerequisite for our “jump” into the New, soon to arrive.
We are wanting and needing much rest now, as we will need these energy reserves we are building when the manifestations of the New begin. At the highest levels, our bodies know what they are doing, as this has been the pattern for some time now…..a sort of need and desire for “hibernation” right before a New burst of energy due to arrive. We are preparing to “reboot” within ourselves and the planet.
Lately, it can feel as though we have experienced a beautiful spring shower. Fresh and clean, with a feeling of new . With so much being washed away during the end of September, and processing it through October, we are now poised for that very new to arrive.
Whether we were consciously aware of it or not, we dropped a big chunk of our shadows during this time. This could have manifested as feeling a dark presence around us, being called on the carpet for our unintentional behaviors that we have embodied up until now, or perhaps even just feeling “off” or icky for awhile. And while we are purging, as always, we can become tired, achy, and even feel like something toxic is in our system as it readies itself for departure.
Many of us like to have a goal. Something to focus on and look forward to achieving. When we don’t have a goal or we can’t see a way out of our current situation, be it: cash flow; relationships or lack of them… Whatever it is, not knowing where we are going can feel disconcerting and downright depressing.
An important step in creating the Holy Experience is sharing it with others, so that they may have it.This is a bold step. It takes spiritual courage. You must be willing to be seen as someone whose head is above the crowd. For not many people in the crowd called humanity are aware of having the Holy Experience.
As I sit here by a warm and crackling fire, watching yet another bout of spitting snow outside and listening to my favorite new Keith Urban CD, I ponder about what to write, as we have been in a void for the past few weeks.
The lunar eclipse brought in an energy that knocked us out of our grooves. It woke me up in the wee hours of the morning with its impact (perhaps because I am a Taurus and it related to Taurus and Scorpio energy) and ever since then, I often wondered where in the world I was.
With all the big and exciting energy bursts and New blueprints offered in March and April, a lull and void was certainly to be expected. We have been elevated and pushed into New territory, and after all this greatly moving energy, when a big wane comes as is occurring now, it feels quite the contrary.
Well, I'm not quite sure where to begin this time. Again, we are in “racing” energy and this is creating much for us, so the manifestations can vary.
Generally speaking we are in “crashing” energy with feelings of being overwhelmed and most certainly that we can no longer do it all ourselves.
We recently went through a period of “darkness” as we were preparing for the next stage and readying to enter a new “portal” to ever higher realms. Going through what feels like darkness is a natural part of the process. Then we found ourselves in a great mismatching stage with the energies, as we had begun to vibrate higher and differently, and the “outside” manifestations no longer fit. During this time, no matter what we did seemed to make a difference, as we were most certainly being “held back” until all was lined up again.
Beloved ones, let Me lift you into the freedom that is the wings of the living Spirit, and as I do this, beloved ones, I ask you to feel the freedom, the joy and the glory of your Real state. As you feel this, remember the feeling package and plant it in the garden of your living heart, because it is the feeling packages, packets, groups of essential feelings that are that which create the pattern for your experiences of life.
Yes, your thoughts have creative power, but your real power is in your feelings, especially feelings that are lifted up into the realm of Love?s vibrations. These feelings are like the cosmic seed planted in the Love that come to blossom quickly and to give forth their gifts, because true heart perception is a language of feeling. As you begin to speak this language, you make a shift up and out of the duality of the little mind and the pocket of reversal into the heady light of the pure Spirit.
Do not think that because you love to do something that you must do it all of the time, that it must be the complete focus for your life. Do not think that because you love to do something that it will necessarily be the primary source of income for you as you make your way in the world.
There are those for whom this is true and there are those for whom it is not. But yours is not to judge if one way to live is better than another. Yours is simply to live, to live each day in the fullest way possible, embracing the joys as they come, learning to face the challenges with calm and composure, digging deep for courage and finding it in a place of deep self-love and acceptance.
In the center of the hologram of Creation there lies the heart, the living Christ, the central light, the magnet of My Love, that by its glorious presence, by its magnetic quality of Love draws around it all the particles of living light and makes of them a single cohesive whole. It makes of them a living dance of life that is full of harmony because it is answering the central call of Love. In the hologram of Creation every particle is felt. Every particle of Love magnetizes around it its own hologram, its sphere of influence around the center point, the flame, the spark of living Love that once again becomes the magnet of a hologram, a living sphere of life.