So many of us are going through big changes and feeling raw and easily triggered. We are processing and integrating our life experiences from the time we were born. Old feelings, some long denied, others just there as if they are part of us are being amplified. I say “as if” they are part of us because these feelings are often linked to stories that we bought into – beliefs that aren’t true about ourselves, but that we kept alive in our energy field by agreeing with them.
We are into the 5th month of 2012 and as I sit with the energies scanning the past 4 months I see and feel erratic fluctuations pulling and pushing like a sawing motion, accompanied by drops in elevation down into sinkholes, then popping out like cartoon toast from a toaster boing-ing up and slow spiraling down to land gently on soft moss that soon morphs into mud and turns into a slurry that cascades us with it to the edge of a precipice and off we go because there’s no other choice and instead of falling, we’re floating and then suddenly falling and then going up and on and on it goes. Yikes!
Be sharp, learn to adapt quickly. Fluctuating currents are all around us. One moment feeling inspiration, creative flow, the next moment it’s gone, and we’re like a pendulum swinging from ennui to urgency. And in the middle of all that… the holidaze… I’ve been drawing and painting my way through the openings and swift movement. November was all about opening and moving into higher frequencies than we’ve ever been in before. Now as I look back I see a huge beam of radiant energy that was/is shining through the fields of energy right into us.
It has been feeling like I’m on a speeding motorcycle, but it’s not the motorcycle that’s moving; it’s the landscape that is moving and creating itself as I go. The motorcycle is just this thing I’m sitting on. The road takes unpredictable dips and turns as the scenery of trees, rocks and structures race by my field of awareness.
Often people ask me what The Vastness of Being have to say about what’s going on in the world and where are we heading. When I communicate with them I usually just let them flow out whatever message is appropriate. But this time I have asked them to speak about what’s happening with the uprising of energy that is picturing out in our world on a personal and grander world-wide scale.
So… what happened to February? It turned out to be a month of retreat from doing. I was traveling through tunnels where the reception was fuzzy. Tunnel travel is when we go deep into pathways long unvisited in the terrain of the inner world. We bring the light of our consciousness there, leaving a luminous trail. In the tunnels we feel disconnected, cut off from Source and our inner guidance. This is a solitary part of our journey. Trust and patience helps us to navigate these realms.
2011 is a year of integrating all the clearing and opening work we’ve been doing for so long. Much of the past years, especially 2010, has been about self love – clearing away all that is untrue within us and loving ourselves deeply. In 2011 we have the opportunity to integrate all that we have learned about ourselves in the process of clearing untruth from our energy field and our lives.
What can you say about the 10/10/10 activation? I ask because the Gregorian calendar, which the world runs on, is not aligned with Nature, so why would the date of 10/10/10 be significant? ~ There is an opportunity to receive and amplify more love this coming Sunday, October 10, 2010 (10/10/10) We are all connected through energetic lines of light and we can nourish each other as we open to love and receive the transmission that will be sent into the Earth’s field of awareness. As people all over the world tune in, the energy is amplified and we raise our vibration and harmonize with the vibration of the Earth.