We are into the 5th month of 2012 and as I sit with the energies scanning the past 4 months I see and feel erratic fluctuations pulling and pushing like a sawing motion, accompanied by drops in elevation down into sinkholes, then popping out like cartoon toast from a toaster boing-ing up and slow spiraling down to land gently on soft moss that soon morphs into mud and turns into a slurry that cascades us with it to the edge of a precipice and off we go because there’s no other choice and instead of falling, we’re floating and then suddenly falling and then going up and on and on it goes. Yikes!
So… what happened to February? It turned out to be a month of retreat from doing. I was traveling through tunnels where the reception was fuzzy. Tunnel travel is when we go deep into pathways long unvisited in the terrain of the inner world. We bring the light of our consciousness there, leaving a luminous trail. In the tunnels we feel disconnected, cut off from Source and our inner guidance. This is a solitary part of our journey. Trust and patience helps us to navigate these realms.
The intense energies of the past two months have felt like being in the ocean with wave after rolling wave of energy coming at us. Sometimes we can dive into the waves and let them roll over us and other times we get tumbled around in the white water; not knowing which way is up. When I was a child, my father taught my sisters and I how to swim in the ocean. He always cautioned us to never turn our back on the waves. To always be ready for the next set.
So many of us are going through big changes and feeling raw and easily triggered. We are processing and integrating our life experiences from the time we were born. Old feelings, some long denied, others just there as if they are part of us are being amplified. I say “as if” they are part of us because these feelings are often linked to stories that we bought into – beliefs that aren’t true about ourselves, but that we kept alive in our energy field by agreeing with them.
As we continue to receive and integrate the high energetic frequencies, we are becoming more and more empathic and telepathic. This is part of our evolutionary process as our energetic vibrations increase. We are learning that we are all connected and there is strength in our connection – in our oneness. This connection can help us to consciously generate and amplify loving feelings of well-being. We are individuals and yet linked together through the Divine Source that flows through All That Is.
There’s been a constriction of energy causing tightness in the flow which many have been feeling, especially in the area of finance. Fear and worry has been pulling at us in this regard, but have you also noticed an element of not caring? As if we have a buffer zone of indifference around ourselves.
The lost month of May. . . for the first time since 2003, I didn’t post a vibe report. I felt like I was on a merry-go-round, trying to grab the ring (which meant trying to get the vibe report finished). At times the merry-go-round was moving so fast that everything was a blur and other times it moved in v…e…r…y… ….s….l….o….w…. motion and no matter how I reached, I just couldn’t get the ring. No time? No motivation? Too much information? There has been a feeling of overwhelm as we are in a time of flux, preparing for big change inside and out.