Greetings to all who find this message. I have been in stillness with the changing energies on the Earth plane for what feels like many years and also feels like the blink of an eye. Such is the nature of what we call “time”.
2011 is a year of integrating all the clearing and opening work we’ve been doing for so long. Much of the past years, especially 2010, has been about self love – clearing away all that is untrue within us and loving ourselves deeply. In 2011 we have the opportunity to integrate all that we have learned about ourselves in the process of clearing untruth from our energy field and our lives.
If you’re empathic then I’m sure you’re aware that you feel the ever changing vibrations in the Collective Consciousness of Humanity. Fear, grief, sadness, anxiety are all feelings that can suddenly show up when we’re just going along doing whatever we’re doing.
We are into the 5th month of 2012 and as I sit with the energies scanning the past 4 months I see and feel erratic fluctuations pulling and pushing like a sawing motion, accompanied by drops in elevation down into sinkholes, then popping out like cartoon toast from a toaster boing-ing up and slow spiraling down to land gently on soft moss that soon morphs into mud and turns into a slurry that cascades us with it to the edge of a precipice and off we go because there’s no other choice and instead of falling, we’re floating and then suddenly falling and then going up and on and on it goes. Yikes!
Often people ask me what The Vastness of Being have to say about what’s going on in the world and where are we heading. When I communicate with them I usually just let them flow out whatever message is appropriate. But this time I have asked them to speak about what’s happening with the uprising of energy that is picturing out in our world on a personal and grander world-wide scale.
The lost month of May. . . for the first time since 2003, I didn’t post a vibe report. I felt like I was on a merry-go-round, trying to grab the ring (which meant trying to get the vibe report finished). At times the merry-go-round was moving so fast that everything was a blur and other times it moved in v…e…r…y… ….s….l….o….w…. motion and no matter how I reached, I just couldn’t get the ring. No time? No motivation? Too much information? There has been a feeling of overwhelm as we are in a time of flux, preparing for big change inside and out.
For a few weeks before and after the Solstice on June 21, I felt a “thickness” in the energy. It was as if we had flowed up to the ceiling and were all crowded together waiting for the portalway to open. Now I feel it has opened and we’ve been slowly moving through it – so as not to get the spiritual “bends.” We are creating as we go along – there is absolutely no one, whether a psychic or even the beings that some of us channel – that knows how this journey is going to play out.
So many of us are going through big changes and feeling raw and easily triggered. We are processing and integrating our life experiences from the time we were born. Old feelings, some long denied, others just there as if they are part of us are being amplified. I say “as if” they are part of us because these feelings are often linked to stories that we bought into – beliefs that aren’t true about ourselves, but that we kept alive in our energy field by agreeing with them.