The lost month of May. . . for the first time since 2003, I didn’t post a vibe report. I felt like I was on a merry-go-round, trying to grab the ring (which meant trying to get the vibe report finished). At times the merry-go-round was moving so fast that everything was a blur and other times it moved in v…e…r…y… ….s….l….o….w…. motion and no matter how I reached, I just couldn’t get the ring. No time? No motivation? Too much information? There has been a feeling of overwhelm as we are in a time of flux, preparing for big change inside and out.
So many of us are going through big changes and feeling raw and easily triggered. We are processing and integrating our life experiences from the time we were born. Old feelings, some long denied, others just there as if they are part of us are being amplified. I say “as if” they are part of us because these feelings are often linked to stories that we bought into – beliefs that aren’t true about ourselves, but that we kept alive in our energy field by agreeing with them.
Be sharp, learn to adapt quickly. Fluctuating currents are all around us. One moment feeling inspiration, creative flow, the next moment it’s gone, and we’re like a pendulum swinging from ennui to urgency. And in the middle of all that… the holidaze… I’ve been drawing and painting my way through the openings and swift movement. November was all about opening and moving into higher frequencies than we’ve ever been in before. Now as I look back I see a huge beam of radiant energy that was/is shining through the fields of energy right into us.
So… what happened to February? It turned out to be a month of retreat from doing. I was traveling through tunnels where the reception was fuzzy. Tunnel travel is when we go deep into pathways long unvisited in the terrain of the inner world. We bring the light of our consciousness there, leaving a luminous trail. In the tunnels we feel disconnected, cut off from Source and our inner guidance. This is a solitary part of our journey. Trust and patience helps us to navigate these realms.
There’s been a constriction of energy causing tightness in the flow which many have been feeling, especially in the area of finance. Fear and worry has been pulling at us in this regard, but have you also noticed an element of not caring? As if we have a buffer zone of indifference around ourselves.