To have peace, there must be honesty. Pretend peace isn't peace. It is good you want to live up to your ideals, but a pretense of living up to your ideals is a far cry from living them. I know you want to feel loving, and you don't always feel loving.
I Am Jesus, Jeshua, the radiant Light and this shining Light that you now see is who I am. The golden Light that is perfectly shaped in exactly the same way is my beloved, she whom you call Mary Magdalene. I am here with you today to amplify your radiant presence and to remind you of the alchemy that you already know within.
When you are impatient, you are trying to take control. Controlling is not the same as leading. Leaders lead by inspiration. Bossing people is like changing an artist's painting. It is like going to the museum with a brush and paint box and changing a painting that you would prefer to be another way. You want to make it different from it is.
Your heart can dry out, however, from lack of use. The cure is to use your heart. Even if your heart has become rusty, it can be restored to its original shine. Take your heart out of storage. Let your heart wait for nothing. Let it not wait for a golden moment. Take your heart out of the mothballs right now.
It seems such a normal part of the human condition to be in a constant state of yearning. You yearn for a better life, for closer relationships. You yearn to regain things lost in the past. You yearn for an imagined future.
Dearest everyone, I cannot thank you all enough for the avalanche of love that arrived after my last Earth Log. I was literally lifted up on a Wave of Love! Something came "unstuck" in that process, and blessings are once again flowing into my life. The actual situation remains as stuck, but I am finding new ways around old energies, and I think we are all in this process.
There is such a difference for you from knowing and living. You know there is no death, and yet you mourn. Do not think I am making small of your grief. I am just pointing out the difference between what you understand and what you live.
When we were in spirit all of our choices seemed so easy, so effortless. We knew we would make the highest choice with no problem – we knew that every choice had a divine counterpart. When we came into this solid aspect of earthen divinity, we all forgot we got 3-D planetary amnesia.
Your dream of dreams is about to come true. I am not speaking of your surface dreams. I am speaking of the deep-lying dreams within your soul. You may not even know what your real dreams are, beloveds, so immersed in the material world are you, yet you might as well know that something so amazingly wonderful is on its way to you, and you will know it when you see it. Look for it lightly.