Expansion, recalibration… Overwhelm
The lost month of May. . . for the first time since 2003, I didn’t post a vibe report. I felt like I was on a merry-go-round, trying to grab the ring (which meant trying to get the vibe report finished). At times the merry-go-round was moving so fast that everything was a blur and other times it moved in v…e…r…y… ….s….l….o….w…. motion and no matter how I reached, I just couldn’t get the ring.
No time? No motivation? Too much information? There has been a feeling of overwhelm as we are in a time of flux, preparing for big change inside and out. We are feeling the Earth as she is also going through the same expansion into higher dimensions. We are adjusting to new energies – and we are feeling this in our physical bodies. Some days I had no motivation to cook for myself – no energy left for self-nurturing. Pretzels, cheese and olives were my evening meal on many occasion. Until I ran out, because I also couldn’t get myself to a supermarket!
For many, ideas that once held inspiring energy for creating something new have lost their momentum and no longer have the charge of hope. During May I noticed people withdrawing, retreating and being rather irritable. “Leave me alone” has been one of the Mantras for May. “I don’t give a *%#$!” was another mantra – a general feeling of giving up, letting go, not caring about anything. Somehow, through these feelings, we accomplished taking care of life stuff but – oops, did you forget to pay that bill? Or did you miss an appointment or two?
The feeling of disorientation has persisted. Our surroundings look familiar, but feel unfamiliar. Sometimes I’ve felt like I’m on a floating island and if I poke through the ground underneath me, I’ll find nothing is there. Limbo? Yes, and a feeling of being suspended and having no clue as to what’s going on has led to feeling like nothing matters.
There’s also been a headache phenomenon that people have been reporting. Headaches and dizziness, disorientation, and an “I don’t care about anything” attitude. We are rising to a new ground and are in unknown territory. And unexpected challenges have arisen for many – including sudden unforeseen major expenses. As our vibration rises higher it can trigger lower vibrations around us. This also accounts for malfunctioning electronics.
Do you want to know where to go and what to do? Being in the moment of now and following the energy of inspiration is our moon-lit trail. Following our feelings from moment to moment. Some days I’ve found myself doing something that wasn’t “on the list” for the day and I’d think; “now I’m doing this…” As if I’m outside of myself, observing. I realized that I was simply following the energy of the moment. This energy feels good – it feels energizing, instead of lumpy or plodding along doing what I think I “should” do. One evening at twilight I ignored the prompting to walk into the woods and sit by the creek, choosing instead to sit at my computer doing some work. Later, a feeling of disappointment came over me – I felt a drain of energy and that I’d let myself down – as if I wasted a precious inner resource and missed an opportunity of expansion. I even felt grief as if the Earth and Spirit were crying because I ignored the moment to ride the precious energy stream of creation. This may sound like a big reaction for something small, but I’m realizing that it’s so important to listen and act in the moment. So, I’m doing my best to follow the inspiration – like walking to the creek at 6:30am – (acknowledging the little whiney voice that says she doesn’t want to get out of bed, or it’s cold). Following the energy and opening to the creative flow has led me to my easel and paints and it feels so good to allow the creative juice to flow – it builds upon itself and gathers energy and is very freeing—opening something in me that feels other-worldly. I’m realizing that this is a form of self-nurturing which I so need – it nurtures my soul. I had been putting my painting and creative writing last, because it seemed that there was “more important” things that needed taking care of. I’m realizing that everything is integrated and inter connected to my well-being and ignoring the creative urge is like saying NO to life.
It is important to sit with nature, to connect to the Earth, for her energies live within our very blood – we know that Earth is conscious and alive. Connecting our Nature to the Nature of Earth is vital to our well being, just as following the creative flow is vital to our soul.
We are distressed over the oil volcano in the gulf. Is Spirit working in a mysterious way here – will this event influence humanity to stop plundering the telluric (2D) realm and find new ways to live in harmony with nature? Then I wonder, “Why did it have to go this far?”
A question came to me from Earth: “Do you want to render me uninhabitable for humans? Well, fine… I’ll still be here, but humanity may not.”
This has opened up something that The Vastness of Being would like to comment on.
There is so much love for Humanity from other races of beings and from non-physical beings at this time and the messages coming through are to help us in knowing who we are and what powerful creators we are.
And so it is that I humbly offer myself to open to this communication and do my best to get out of the way to receive the loving messages from the Vastness of Being…
The Vastness of Being
Forgive yourselves for your mistakes, for you as a human species carry wounds that are deep within the genetic makeup of your physicality. Many of you are star beings who have travelled throughout the galaxies of the vast ocean of creation. You have chosen to incarnate on Earth through time – you have come here to work within this system of reality to assist in healing the separation of Humanity from Creation. You are not and never have been separate and you are all One connected by lines of light through which Divine Energy of the Creator flows. These light lines form sacred geometries within the many dimensions that exist in this physical experience on Earth.
Earth has been seeded by many beings from other star systems. For many who read these words your Souls began on other planets in other star systems throughout this Milky Way galaxy and other neighboring galaxies. Your Soul and consciousness is very vast and you chose to incarnate here knowing you would forget who you are at a multidimensional level. This is why we cherish and deeply respect you – for you are brave beyond measure for diving into the ocean of consciousness and joining the dance of life on Earth. You are awakening to the wisdom of who you truly are at this time.
By the nature of being in a human body, you have inherited the genetic memory of all of humanity. You each have a lineage of ancestors that goes deeply into the Earth, through bloodlines that travel through “time.” This genetic history contains the deep wounding of humanity. For the last 20 or more years, you have been working on healing the wounds of yourselves and your ancestors. We ask that you be kind to yourselves and practice forgiveness when the wounds rise within you for clearing. It is vital at this time that you clear the emotional wounds that have been held in your energy fields. The wounds that come up for healing and clearing run like a river through your ancestral lineage, so when you clear something, it flows through the river into the “past.” You clear other lifetimes your soul is expressing in and you clear your ancestral heritage, so you are actually changing the past and this is how a new world is created.
This is a time when humanity is realizing the truth about their origins on a soul level. This cannot be denied any longer. This is your birthright. You are awakening and growing into a new strength and you are stepping up to claim your empowerment and live your authenticity.
And now you are being called to go deeply into the nature of your being and align yourselves with the nature of Earth. It is essential to continue clearing energy patterns that limit your full expression and authenticity at the Soul level so that you can live in the center of your authentic self with clarity and knowing who you are when the consciousness shift occurs.
The Great Teacher
You have been manipulated through false belief systems that were put in place thousands of years ago by beings who did not – and do not – have the good of humanity as their primary focus. We call these beings the Great Teacher. They have manipulated you through religion and through fear and survival issues. The words and actions of Master Teachers, such as Jesus and Mohammed, may peace be upon them, who came to this realm to plant seeds of humanity’s true nature were twisted and manipulated by those who wanted to enslave and control humans. Their teachings were corrupted into separation and judgment of others. The false beliefs that resulted create fear, separation, hatred, hopelessness, self-hatred, guilt and doubt and the energy that is produced from these feelings is food for the Great Teacher. This is a long story which we will speak of in small doses.
You have been manipulated by the Great Teacher to fear your nature as humans. Many have been raised on a steady diet of criticism that has led you to feel unworthy of love of the Creator. Humans have been taught that they are separate from each other and the Creator and yet the truth is that you are Spirit, you are the Creators. You are Divine Source – this energy flows through you all, so you are One. This energy is consciousness. You are very powerful creators and when this power of creation flows through false beliefs, you create that which causes fear, the food for the manipulators. You see, the Great Teacher has used your power of creation against you. But a light has been growing within the consciousness of humans for many years and it is constantly increasing.
As we tune in to humanity and open our energies to observe what is happening on this planet we see the plume of oil that is flowing like a volcano into the sacred waters. Does humanity want to make this planet uninhabitable for themselves? It would seem so when you observe the actions of those who behave as if the Earth is not alive, plunging into her being and tapping into the energies in the telluric (2D) realm. What if we tell you this is being done on purpose?
What if we tell you there have been beings on this planet since the time of Atlantis who have intended to take over and change the dynamics of life on planet Earth? We have called this dark force the Great Teacher so you do not feel yourselves to be victims. This force has come to inhabit human bodies just as you star children have. This Great Teacher has been instrumental in turning Humanity away from their true nature.
The teaching in this is that Humans come into loving themselves and then they will discover their true nature and their power of creation. We know you are all working on this and offer our love and support.
Humans are deeply connected to the Earth herself through the blood – the iron in human blood resonates magnetically with the iron core of the Earth. The elements in the Telluric realm – the inner Earth – elements such as conscious biology is also in the blood of humans. You have the elements of earth (iron), water, fire and air in the biology of your physical bodies, as well as your energy bodies – emotional, mental and spiritual. There is an electromagnetic resonance within your physical body and within the Earth that you can tap into any time, which is why we say it is important to be with nature – even if you live in a city, there are trees and parks for you to find that connection.
As you love yourselves and open your hearts, you will be able to connect your Nature to the Nature of the Earth – reawakening your kinship with the elementals and with the non-physical consciousness of earth called the “Aluna.” Most of Humanity has become disconnected from the Earth and from their true nature and creative power and this has been poisoning Humanity. Why do you think there is widespread depression and escaping from Self through drugs, alcohol, food, sex, violence, television? This disconnection has broken the hearts of humans. But a broken heart can be repaired by the golden elixir of love.
So you are being called at this time to love yourselves into right relationship with your self, your Earth Home and with each other.
Now is the time to take back your home
Humans belong on Earth. So when you think of the oil volcano, do not think with anger and hatred towards Humanity. No, instead begin to consider who you think Humans are. We have so much love for Humanity. We see humans as those who love to love and play. They love the sensuality of the taste of food, they love to be with the ones they love, they love to create, to laugh, to make music, to dance, to create beauty in all forms. And this is done through the heart. If you gather up human beings from all the countries of the world, you will find they share the same simple desires, a love of their children, of the Earth, good food, music and the creative force. These are the elements of the Garden of Eden. For you, this is Home. Consider what this would feel like. Fantasize about the Garden of Eden and how it would be to live there. Creative visualization is how you create your world.
Many people want to know what they can do to heal the oil volcano. We say first to love yourselves, celebrate the delightful aspects of being human. Find love for the real humanity and pray for healing by opening into what it would feel like to live in the Garden. Communicate with the Earth, send her love. In meditation surround the oil in the waters with love-light, see it going deep into the Earth, creating an orb of light all around the oil and into the Earth. See the reverse of the flow sucking the oil back into the Earth. Ask the oil to retreat, see the hole being filled with golden light – like packing a wound with light. Allow the high vibration of love to flow out to those who are linked to the actual physical responsibility of the creation of this breach in the Earth’s body. The Great Teacher is lurking there. The Great Teacher does not thrive in the vibration of love. Love will cause an alignment within the hearts and souls of those who do not see the Earth as alive, so an awakening is possible, causing the Great Teacher to retreat. And remember to radiate love in all the moments of your days.
We have so much to speak on and will continue our communication in another moment in time. We say for now, remember who you are. You are the Loved Ones.
Blessed Be. . .
The Vastness of Being
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