The wounded healer

As you traverse the waters of your lives you have experienced the pain and joy of physical existence. You are undergoing yet another trial as the energies are amped up calling you to open and release. Wounds of the past are surfacing; feelings forgotten or feelings you thought you’d already cleared and released are coming up again. As the energy expands you, the wounds are stretched and opened. This experience is related to the retrograde dance of Chiron, Jupiter and Neptune that is occurring now.

Know that your wounds are your greatest teachers and they come up as reminders for you to dive in and love yourself without defenses. The love you have for yourself is the purest healing balm and as you fill the wound with the nectar of love, pure love for yourself, you expand more and more into the fullness of your being. Tune in to your resonance, your unique energetic vibration. You are opening to receive your Higher Self, your Soul, the truth of your being. Have compassion for each other, for all are going through the expansion and feeling the opening of old wounds. It won’t always be this way, this is a chance to practice self love, which is the empowerment of your being.

For those in the place of stillness (some call it paralysis, inertia or suspension) – for those of you who don’t know where to go or what to do, breathe deeply and be still within the silence. The energy is filling you and raising you to a new platform of expression.

Again, self love will help you to be within the stillness. You are being prepared for the great changes that are unfolding. Have faith, you are loved deeply, for you are the courageous ones who have chosen to go down into the trenches, as it were, to be part of the great turning, to assist with the acceleration and expansion. Much joy is coming to you.

Prepare to receive the many gifts that will come in surprising packages. Take heart; celebrate love with one another, practice forgiveness and compassion.



k 18th June 2009 4:46 pm

It really is an interesting time. I have had some interesting clearing, I am a different person now than I was even a few weeks ago, and much different than I was a year ago. Today I broke out of my home of 22 years on a maiden voyage in my used RV with four of my Danes. A new adventure for all 5 of us, and a test run, before we tackle a long journey if necessary. I am one of those with their life on hold waiting for "God" to tell them what to do. Logical people do not understand this waiting approach and I am gratful for the ones who do and tell me I am not really crazy. It is difficult for a type A personality who always needed something to do, a distraction of some sort, to come to a sudden stop and have to spend time doing nothing. In that silence, the fears and the doubts, the hoplessness and despair, the confusion and uncertainty, eventually starts to make sense. Maybe I am starting to wake up. What I will wake up to is still unclear. Will I realize I am a solitary actress who has be surrounded by special effects, find out this has all been a dream? I am curious.


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Nancy Leilah Ward

Leilah is an intuitive empath and seer and has been providing soul guidance for people worldwide since 2005. In 1981, when living in Brooklyn, NY, she experienced a spontaneous awakening, which led her onto a path of healing the pain of self-loathing, unworthiness, self-criticism, shame and guilt


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