April's Uncertainty and Your Next Big Leap

Most likely you are feeling a bit restless and uncertain as April begins – not knowing how the month’s intense energies will play out in your life.

To be sure, as I’ve been writing about on Facebook recently, April’s energies can leave even the most grounded person unglued and in a state of ongoing disquiet. Two eclipses in one month – any time – will catalyze a roller coaster ride. In April, though, with the additional rare grand cross planetary configuration building for decades, it may feel more like an upside-down wild mouse ride.

Here are some suggestions for moving through this cycle with more ease and fewer missteps you will need to address later. If you did not see my last article with specifics on April’s wild ride – including dates of eclipses and the grand cross – please read here.

Use Uncertainty as a Gift

No one likes to be uncertain, unable to figure out current and future happenstance. It’s in our conditioning to want to know what’s up and where we are headed. When we feel like the road in front of us has a huge fog bank spreading out in all directions and obscuring our view, we can panic. There are gifts, though, described here.

Gift One. Consider the blessings of the fog bank. Yes, there are some. One gift is that the voice of uncertainty within you can catalyze your next big leap forward!

How? If you pay attention with consciousness to this voice, it can catalyze a deeper questioning within. This can give you an expanded understanding of what is not working in your life, and help you to see new remedies not visible before.

Gift Two. Here’s another gift. Uncertainty you feel in April can be a signal from your intuition to steer clear of something not in your highest good. Perhaps you have had intuitive hunches for months about a decision or potential action, but you misread them as signs the timing just wasn’t yet right. April could be the month, however when you finally have clarity with a long-term view – indicating that your planned action would not get you where you want to go.

Keep in mind, of course, that uncertainty is sometimes your ego. That’s different and you want to learn to discern the difference. Feeling uncertain with ego running your mind and emotional responses can lead to a circling of unproductive thoughts that keep you stuck and afraid to take action.
If you discover this happening, there is a solution. You can break the circle by overriding this self-created loop and taking action on what is in front of you – one thing at a time. This is how you take back your power.

Here’s an interesting dynamic to note. It is human nature to feel uncertain when things suddenly and sometimes unexpectedly change. The energies of April are catalyzing these kinds of changes.

Some of what will be occurring may throw you off guard, even if it has no direct impact on you. It’s simply unsettling to know that so much is happening so fast around the world or to people you know – things that you did not expect to happen.

Likewise, some of what will be occurring will in fact be welcome news, evoking feelings like you might have when the sun comes out after a long gloomy winter. An outer world example could be hearing that a loved one you haven’t seen for years is coming across the country on an unplanned business trip. You love the idea of spending time with him or her, but the unexpected visit means that your already full schedule needs to be adjusted.

Gift Three. Here’s a third gift. April’s wild ride of energies can feel like your undoing or you can approach it with an open mind and a willingness to shift old methods. Consider, then, how you can be more allowing and in the moment with what shows up. Become mindful of when you are in your head and intellectualizing solutions – and invite spirit to help you let go.

Life is an evolving process that you can only truly appreciate from your heart space. Your rational mind cannot make sense of the quantum eternal realms, but it will try to figure things out and control every detail. Enjoy more peace with a heart focus. Your gift is shifting to a new fueling system that is heart centered.

There are many things you simply cannot know in advance. Some things, however, are constant and eternal – you can count on them to exist when you get to future points in time. Among these: your true nature is divine, you are light, and you exist as a multidimensional being. You can forget these things, but at each juncture, they are intrinsic to who you really are. No one can take them away and you cannot lose them. Trust this.


cyndy 7th April 2014 10:59 am

This sums it up for me about uncertainty.
The one thing which we seek with insatiable desire is to forget ourselves, to be surprised out of our propriety, to lose our sempiternal memory and to do something without knowing how or why; in short to draw a new circle. Nothing great was ever achieved without enthusiasm. The way of life is wonderful; it is by abandonment. The great moments of history are the facilities of performance through strength of ideas, as the works of genius and religion. 'A man,' said Oliver Cromwell, 'never rises so high — as when he knows not whither he is going.'"

~Ralph Waldo Emerson

kiwimuzz 7th April 2014 3:46 pm

Nice post as always. I have followed the teachings on this site as well as your posts and books over the years and through what I felt was right and the words on these posts I seperated from my wife of 25 years. I needed to and have found myself and my calling. I enjoy helping others and offer my eternal love and support to all those in need. This site,your posts have made me a better person and I cannot thank you and this site enough for that. I have no regrets and hopefully one day will travel to LA to goto one of your workshops. I feel the intense energy of April and feel a big change on the horizon. I am not afraid as love conquers all fear and self doubt.

I am glad to have found this site and all it has to offer. Maybe in one life time or another our souls met but in any case thank you for doing what you do you I am forever grateful. I felt it was time to put this in words.

Love Murray

Spirit Library 8th April 2014 7:17 am

Thank you so much for your words Murray. We are honoured to have been of help on your journey to a better life.

Love, gratitude and blessings,


Ben & Mariù
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nuitgoddess 13th April 2014 10:44 am

There doesn't seem to be any uncertainty for me, it is always miserable, just different shapes of misery.
What if you are just sick and tired of all the games life presents?
What if you'd rather die than play the games? What if the lack, the pain, and the endless opportunities of spirit striking us down financially, physically, and mentally is too overwhelming to fight again and again.
What if you cry and plead so you don't have to get up again and face another day, another set back, another loss? Why must we grovel at the feet of something that treats us with so little love and kindness and chooses torture us without mercy?
I am exhausted and empty. Why am I not freed from this terrible earth? :-(


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