It's funny how we can create scenarios in our mind. We envision the way we think things will turn out. The problem is, life sometimes has totally different things in store for us then we expected! We can make all the plans we want and sometimes our lives go exactly the way we envision, but in all reality life tends to get messy.
often than not the Universe steps in with an agenda all of its own to
reroute our lives for opportunities to grow and expand in ways we
never knew were possible. The more we learn to go with the flow and
open ourselves to the possibilities the greater the chances are we
will live in harmony and grow from the experiences.
of 2008 and the beginning of 2009 have been full of challenges. I was
planning on a relaxing vacation in Texas with my long time friend. I
totally envisioned spending a week really relaxing. Sometimes we get
what we want and other times we get what we need. The Universe had a
completely different scenario in store for me! My pure intent for
2008 was to heal and clear any issues that were blocking me from
experiencing peace and balance in my life. With that in mind, little
that I knew, I was being delivered the perfect opportunity to do just
was definitely thrown a curve ball as the grand finale to end my
year, as many of us were. Instead of spending a week in Texas I was
catapulted to California to support my friend as she dealt with the
issues of mortality with her elderly parents. I felt as if I was
thrown into some alternate reality. My deep-rooted issues were
brought to the surface and triggered through situations that
occurred. I kept checking in with Spirit to show me what I needed to
gain from each experience. I continually had to bring myself back to
the present, go with the flow and connect with my feelings to find
out what I needed in the moment. It was quite a challenge for me.
Universe also decided it was time for me to really wrap up any
lingering issues I was harboring. My illusions were shattered once
and for all. I held certain pictures of reality that clouded my
vision and I was forced to take off my rose-colored glasses and see
things clearly. I had held onto belief systems that really weren't
valid for me anymore. I was jolted out of my revere and shown what
the vision of my own higher truth. It was no longer serving me to
stay in this illusion.
It was a
cosmic joke that I wound up in California only two hours away from my
family on Christmas. I had some unresolved issues with my family
members. I had vowed that I wasn't coming to California any time
soon. I knew that I always eventually get over hurt feelings but I
was going to give it plenty of time before I dealt with these issues.
Oh, but Spirit felt that now was a better time than later. Once I
realized the Divine synchronicity of me being placed in California
despite my resistance, I knew I had to make peace with whatever that
I was holding onto. We wound up having a wonderful Christmas together
and I experienced all the love and caring I feel for and from my
family. My hurt feelings melted away. I surrendered to the moment and
just let go of the past.
return home I came down with a severe case of the flu. It has not
gone unnoticed by me that I have, and almost everyone I know has,
had, or is getting, to one degree or another, this flu in the form of
a chest congestion or a stomach virus. My guidance is that this is a
major physical cleanse. The symptoms are parallel to ascension
symptoms, which include, coughing, congestion, sinus pressure, body
aches, weakness, stomach discomfort, sleep disruptions, brain fog and
headaches. We are purging many toxins through our physical bodies on
a cellular, ancestral and energetic level.
the cleansing many of us are experiencing a clearing and opening of
our chakra system at a deep level. The upper chakras are going
through a major expansion process. The obvious symptoms of the crown
and third eye chakra being worked on and opened are the headaches,
head pressure, brain fog, sinus pressure, memory loss, and an odd
feeling of disassociation with 3-D reality. The throat and heart
chakra cleansing indications are congruent with coughing, congestion,
sore throat, tickle in the throat and loss of interest in talking or
in frequent planning sessions with our healing team and spiritual
families nightly which are causing sleep disruptions, waking up
feeling unrested and a sense of a lot of talking or activity in our
dream state. We are dropping so much density as we release our issues
and old patterns and prepare for change, it is causing the fatigue,
weakness and body aches. Our bodies are working over time to
accomplish this cleansing process so must be as understanding and
compassionate with ourselves as we possibly can be.
accumulated and absorbed so many negative thoughts, emotions,
memories, and belief systems that no longer match our vibration in
this new energy. Our world is going through a major cleanse. Old ways
of doing things are no longer acceptable. The system is crumbling
before our very eyes. As the changes occur in our society they must
also occur within ourselves.
a very powerful and intense time. None of us are spared from having
to deal with our issues. Many of us are experiencing great loss at
the same as we are gaining so much wisdom and inner awareness. Things
will balance themselves out in time.
seems like a very harsh and severe time it doesn't need to be so. It
is imperative that we are gentle and loving to ourselves. This
cleansing process is teaching us to honor each other and ourselves.
It is showing us that we need to take care of our body, mind and
soul. This process is causing situations that make us slow down and
rest, whether it is through job loss, illness or mitigating
has gone retrograde through February 1st. We have a new moon coming
up, along with a solar eclipse on January 26 (which happens to be on
my birthday, further intensifying things in the sign of Aquarius).
This gives us additional opportunity to go inward, tie up loose ends,
reevaluate, and reassess things. Now is a time to rest, a chance to
heal, build strength, set strong foundations and nurture ourselves.
coming months things will begin to work themselves out. Our current
challenges will find solutions. The cleansing we are undergoing
within ourselves and the plans we are making will be set in motion as
we transition through this phase of the process.
before has humanity been given such an opportunity to grow and evolve
with such magnitude and purpose. I am humbled knowing that while we
may be feeling weak, exhausted, and frustrated by all the challenges
we are currently facing we are ultimately in the divine flow and are
truly protected. All is in divine and perfect order. We are the dough
that the baker is kneading and rolling. Until we are pliable we
cannot be molded into a finished creation.
It is for us to surrender to the process and accept the cleansing process as a necessary step to experiencing the changes we long for.
surrender to the cleansing process I am undergoing. I know that as I
relax and let go that things will flow so much more smoothly.
release the illusions my mind has clung to. I let go of the emotions
and feelings that my ego takes pride in.
my physical body permission and an opportunity to heal and rest.
help me untangle and reweave my thoughts, that they may be filled
the process of life and the potentials being given.
heart that I may hear your calling and follow my inner guidance.