We know that so many of you are deeply disturbed by the violence you witness in the world. Certainly, we would wish for each and every one of you a kind and loving experience in your lives, and peace in your hearts even when the world is not loving.
Many of you are feeling deep anger. Anger because you have not yet created what you want. Anger at politicians. Anger at earth eruptions. Anger at those people who will not allow you to be you. And anger at anger.
You are beginning to sense, see and feel small rays of sunshine through the massive clouds that have reduced your light for eons. Some of you have not yet acknowledged your new you, but you will for this is the time of doing so.
A Free Heart is a heart that is strong enough to experience deeply and still have hope, trust and knowing. A Free Heart will understand the invisible strength that is trying to grow through the crack in the concrete vulnerability of a being.
Has the human race lost control of itself? Is this just another aberration, or have there now been enough "aberrations" to make us ask: Are we really this primitive, this barbaric as a species? What is the problem here? What is causing all of this?
This morning, while reflecting on my last unpleasant visit to a doctor, I wrote a letter in my journal as a way to work through my frustration. A letter I wish I could send to every ‘checked out’ healthcare provider.
As disturbing as it has been to see the speed with which the police transformed from the role of protectors to militarized aggressors, dressed and armed ready for war, as sad as it has been to realize how deep racism and discrimination still is.
We're coming out of a tough few days with a Sun/Chiron opposition happening yesterday - although it is kind of funny and ridiculous to say 'a tough few days' when really it is back to back one thing after another these days!
posted 20 May, 2013 (Saturday, 18 May, 2013) - Celia Fenn
So what is going on? People keep asking me that. There is chaos, turmoil, "bad" energy and everyone seems tense, anxious and ready for an argument about anything. Did you notice?.....
Last week my husband Michael saved my ass. He happened to walk by my office while I was pounding away at my computer’s keyboard, crafting an email to someone who had just written to me with a message that pushed my buttons.
Anger can be a difficult emotion to understand, but like everything else in the Universe, there is a grander purpose to it. Most individuals have a fear of expressing anger, and so it is forced down inside, until it reaches a point of explosion. Many times after that happens, the person will then feel guilty about being angry.
What is the purpose of anger, you ask? It is the crucible from which freedom can be born. It is the compounded welling up of trapped emotion about all things. We are emotional beings for a reason, so we can truly process our experiences – every colour and nuance of experience in this life.
