I have been a healer for such a long time, even before I knew what the word meant. As the one who holds the light for my soul group, I am always there to help them but every time I try to let go and to step away from this role, they always seem to pull me back.
I have three indigo sons. The eldest, now 25, seems to fit the “Indigo prince energy” description and is still struggling trying to figure out his path. He is healing from drug addiction and is unable to focus on anything, doesn’t like to make plans for the future and prefers to fly by the seat of his pants.
It has taken me a long time but I’m learning to put my needs first. I am a single mother, with one daughter and I currently live with my mother, who is having many mental and health problems and is on lots of medications. My mother wants me to stay here with her, my daughter is the center of her world and her only motivation for living and although I want to leave, I am afraid that my mother won’t forgive me if I do, or she will ‘check out’.
Parents are having a tough time at the moment; many are finding themselves under financial pressure and are struggling to give their children the material things that others have. There is much more to life than material things and being a good parent doesn’t depend on giving your children everything they want. The most important thing you can do for your child is to love them, and teach them about love.
There are more children born nowadays who may not have to go through the deep unconsciousness that [adults] had to go through, certainly that I had to go through. And also there are more children born nowadays to parents who are in the awakening process, or relatively conscious parents. In my generation, I can’t think of any conscious parents. There might have been some, but it was rare.