For April, I was shown the energies as Future Forecasting. I was shown this as allowing your awareness to gently shape a relaxed expectation so that it starts magnetizing form. Future Forecasting is learning to neutralize to the unknown future so that you are fully embodied in your present moment without unconscious fear of the future creating excessive tension.
Approval anxiety comes from the need to have others' approval and don't think we get it. We say we want people to 'love' us but we really want them to 'like' us, and approve of us, to find us acceptable and valuable.
Eckhart suggests practicing listening in conversation with others, devoting oneself to listening actively 80 percent of the time. Additionally, bringing awareness to the inner feeling of your hands can help to deepen Presence in an everyday situation.
The messages this week are all about balance. Before we get started, I take cards from my deck (this week we're using my Aura Soma cards) and then I look at the cards. I ask, "What do we need to know?" and then I get a sense of what those cards are about and what the angels are sharing with us.
Your spring equinox gateway is a most interesting energetic, shall we say. That which you have known as the 'two world split' is no longer birthing or being created in the same way but 'has been born' if you will.
There are changes taking place to allow all of you to start to anchor your real work. Yes, that is a question that many people have regularly: What is my work? What am I supposed to do? Although we are to find our real work in our passion, what if we don’t know what our passion is?